i mus record down this significant day...ahha, well, it's the blackout :)i was doing work halfway and it was pitch dark and i was really really scared cos i was alone upstairs...then my mum started shouting from downstairs...well, at first we thot it was our hse power trip, but realised that the whole estate was dark. i am so glad i had been smart enuf to keep a torch upstairs, ever since last time, when there was a trip, my mum refused to look for the torch and on the mains and jus waited for my dad to come home to do it..my mum was kinda ridiculous lah...cos the blackout cut off her conversation with her fren, so instead of like lighting candles etc, she kept trying to call her fren thru her hp...and i suppose the system was busy...yeah i was wondering, is a call that important at that time? so i was the one lighting the candles. well, it's really sad to not have any lights! i gradually enjoyed the candle light *beams* but my area's power got restored in arnd 20 mins. my dad immediately filled up all the torches with batteries.haha. oh, my conclusion, handphone lights are excellent!

ha, xinyi, wanying and steph set up this "buddy system" to call each other before the match tmr morn (port. and holland) starts..well...soccer doesnt exactly matter to me, so i wun sacrifice my sleep to watch it. niwae, i'm so proud of myself!! i was so motivated today i finished what i had planned to revise *beams*

yayy...tennis for PE tmr again...i like it, well, more fun than soccer. niwae, both my sis are not home tonite, so i am sleeping with my parents. rmb last time when i was young, my parent's rm was the only one with air con at my old hse, so every sunday, we will sleep in that rm together..so fun

I like the book "The Grass Is Singing", though a lot of ppl hate it. I think it's very meaningful. There's so much for us to learn from it. hyb was suaning me abt my bowl haircut when i was in pri sch, and well, i cant deny my past rite? so i thinking...if ppl dun acknowledge their past or they dun face it and learn frm it, it will come back to haunt them one day, jus like Mary turner. It's a great book...so related to life -- escapism.

i am quite slack lehz..*guilty* using net every single day...hope to kick this habit SOON..was on friendster-adding-spree jus now

arghhh..chem pract wasnt tht great after all...it was zinc carbonate and i put calcium carbonate cos there was still ppt...SIGHZ *sad*

niwae, was discussing with chen yu about the national day design thing and we failed to reach an agreement...but i dun blame her...cos art and design is a very subjective thing and ppl really have very different opinions...but i wish she wud understand tht it's a competition, not a glam runway show...sighz.
hope it turns out well..if we ever win anything for it, it will be a real boost to my morale and a great affirmation for me. and i will add tht into my portfolio. gotta thnk jas for her idea :)

first day of sch was alright..well, cos i slept earlier than usual..
structured study was ok..but knowing our class, it was very noisy, so i moved to the next classrm...and it didnt seem to be very effective..i mean, i can do more at home..but oh well...hope it all benefits me! it gotta work for my 2nd sem or i can jus bomb my Os

sighz

phew...mocks are over..chem pract was goodie good for me, amaths was ok...
it's the first time i feel so dreadful abt sch reopening!!!!life's soo hectic, so fast paced, it's really hard to get a time to really sit down, rest and just stare out of the window, watch the clouds..tht's sth i wanna do man...so free tht i can jus stare into the sky.
i am starting to miss choir days and working with the comm. it's been a really fun yr and it totally changed my perspective of choir.
haiz, am chilling out here...kinda..after mocks, so really slacking today. haiz...i really dunno how many million sighs i can sigh abt sch tht starts tmr..............

am racking my brain over what to write for english essay - choice of 2 topics
"Making the most of my qualities" and "My Story"
.....
HOW TO WRITE!!!!!! such questions are totally *pulls hair* i really cant crap for essays lor..

physics mocks over....and it sucked. oh well..hope for the best. i ought to see some improvement..or tht wud mean tht my hols have been crap. i cant believe tht sch's reopening.
btw, tht stupid spammer is back on mavis' site and i am SOOO proud of my reply. and i'm really serious abt it..go check it out juniors...there mus be some screw loose..somewhere
oh, got the stuff mindy bought for me from thailand..pleased with them. i totally slacked off this afternoon reading my bazaar mag that i feel guilty abt buying -.- but well, there's a magnetic attraction between fashion and me

i'm thinking abt those days when my 2 sis wun be arnd and i'll be so lonely..well, with my mum but still...haiz..hope i wun slack at that time..knowing me.
we were eating at scotts jus now and our deeeaaaarest janice ate soooo slowly. dunno how she can ever change that habit and she was feeling guilty and said she wud send the half finished food over to the starving children in africa.
well, i'm really glad i am born in my family..i cant imagine what i'll be without them and all these we are complaining about (school, food, money)...there are such secondary and minute problems, compared to those suffering children...sighz, but human beings can never be satisfied with what they have :)

the hectic sch life will be back again..the waking up at 5.45, dragging myself into class, sitting thru those boring and dry lessons (english!! *screams*). haha, and of cos entertainment by our dearest wy..she's so amusing. and i am so going to pester her abt BAG...hhahahha. she's so adorable *grinz*

wednesday was the funnest day of my whole hols!!! we went mad at the bowling alley and i bet we were the noisiest lane, though our scores were the lowest...and can u believe it i striked once? sam nearly fainted and we were laughing our heads off....it's a very different feeling i get when i am with sec sch frens and pri sch frens...with pri sch fren's, there always seem to be a touch of purity and innocence,jus pure joy when we are together :). ha, lcy and i were reminiscing the days of our five-stones competition...*beams*. and sinyong was so annoying with his never-ending chatter but he's very funny actually, with his amateur magic skills that zhaoting saw thru. had lotsa fun that day.it has been the only day that i totally relaxed thruout the whole hols..
and can u believe it? sch's opening like in a week?!!?? i cant imagine having to go to sch early in the morning...i really liked the hols cos there's a lot of time to myself to consolidate the stuff we learnt and really prepare for Os...i cant wait for this to end...and the structured studying thing will start...*pulls hair* but after it all, i'll be going for HOLIDAY!!!!! yeah...my dad said it would probably take us arnd 3 weeks to finish our whole tour..and the weather would be cool *dreams*
sometimes i wonder why my sister who is so smart can have so little "lifestyle common sense"...it really gets on my nerves at times when she's so childish and not understanding. thing is she's 3 yrs older! wonder how she's gonna make it living alone...

i was just at mavis' site and i have decided to come and write abt this. there are spammers out there insulting choir and booing the concert..(suddenly feel patriotism) and i retorted "what we get from choir is spiritual fufilment, friendship, stronger respiratory system, memories of a lifetime and voices probably greater than urs"
i sure hope that whoever reads it....what's the point of insulting other ppl's CCAs? and seriously, we dun put in our effort and time for nothing..it's all these that we work for..at the end of the day, great memories and spiritual fufilment..really.

hoohoo...tomorrow's the day!! finally can go out and have some fun with yining and gang. by the way, i mus talk about this...i usually drink coffee but in rather small amounts (less than 1 cup) and it never really had a "waking up" effect on me. So i conveniently forgot that and drank one whole cup during dinner. And i went to sleep at 12 midnight, which i consider quite late, but i jus stared into space and my mind was perfectly clear. i was thinking " wow, i can do maths problems now". and i guess it took me around an hour to fall asleep..so i was a bit dreamy in the morning..and i felt so dumb..
niwae, i see my sis researching on all the London stuff and i think that it's a really beautiful city, and a great place to live in...i would love to stay there for a few yrs in the future!
min's back frm thailand and she bought stuff for me *beams* cant wait to see them...my physics' kinda screwed cos mocks are exactly one wk from now and i still have lots of topics to finish -sianz- i am soooo looking forward to the day after O's and i will go and shop every single day..having been deprived for so many months..
occasionally i get this weird feeling, cos i somehow still cant believe that the concert is over...it had been such a main event that my life revolved arnd but now it's no longer there! i think mugging does this to ur brain.
was reading felneo's blog and it really brought lotsa wonderful memories from pri sch...i was really sad they had to tear down the old building... and i regretted not taking more photos last time

i feel soooo extremely guilty...cos i have been so slack today..i can count with the fingers of ONE HAND how many things i did today...sighz...trying to do lit, but cannot make it..not concentrating
my sister's fren went for s'pore idol and got thru audis..cool...u know, asians gimme an impression (this is called generalising) that they can sing better than those ppl at americal idol audis..excludes Will hung. i feel sad for him, cos i think many ppl are jus out to 'toy his feelings'..i think the world has EARS...like, he cant dance, sing and looks dot dots, and not that i'm be superficial or shallow, but he doesnt even haf the substance to be a SINGER......and ppl are making this whole big fuss abt him, i feel sad for him..cos it's not real..he cant sing..he's not famous (the u noe type of famous).one day he will realise.
oh was blog-hopping jus now, and like i linked 4 ppl within 2 days..shows how much i blog this wk...shall redeem myself by abstaining from blogging and unnecessary surfing for nxt wk..
oh btw [felneo] i forgot i added u ..hahaz. i got classmate fel also, so address u as fel neo *beams*
niwae, sth happened yesterday...and i was so totally disgusted, but i'm ignoring it...
so sad sch opens on yining's and mandy's bday...*sighs* then cant go out and celebrate. u noe, my bday's so sad this yr...i rejoice every yr cos it's always after final yrs...but this yr *haiz* janice and i shall have a swell time together (after Os -.-")...my bday mate
oh, i saw this really nice slipper at j8 yesterday...dunno shud buy notz..wait 4 mindy to come back and see wat she bought for me first.
wonders if i can get humans scholarship i mean like my results are UMMMM.....sighz...going for emaths tmr..*yawns* and i think i will cut my hair tmr..*excited*
oh...isn't it pissifying that harry potter and frens are younger yet richer than us? haha, and they have more interesting lives too

so glad that the P4 camp is over...so tiring..i enjoyed the 'monkey dance' i made them do...those naughty and incorrigible kids..niwae, i dunno if i wanna put braces..its kinda late yeah, but niwae, gimme ur opinions :)
niwae, my sis was compiling her photo album and i browsed thru our childhood photos...miss those days man...so carefree, no worries, such a great contrast between now and then...
i have short attn spans sometimes and it worries me...cos it's like not the right time to happen. i really really wish to get over 'O's once and for all..then i wun touch a single piece of science work again!!! i shall burn all my wksheets..ha...science is like a chunk of cold hard facts u have to memorise, while humans are more thinking, and more progressive kinda thing...personal preferene *beams*'

i am so glad to have found so many old frens frm friendster and blog :)
my mum's bday on tue and we went out to eat nice stuff *dreams*. Niwae, maths camp today was alright lah...i really cant stand misbehaving kids lor..i very impatient with them, not like felly...cos i think tt if u let them be, the more they will ride over u...*shrugs* personal opinion. i think tht they wun learn much frm the camp cos they dun see to be serious abt it anyway..but oh well, our CIP hrs..
watched harry potter...i thot it was not too bad, cos i didnt read the book. but those who read the book thot it was too condense...cos they changed director or sth? but now i think back, it is indeed kinda unclear at certain parts...but niwae, i am v amused by Ron...he's so corny but he grew up to be quite ugly.
felly and i were saying we wanna be one of the extras...like the set is so cool and the stuff they do are so cool...all the spells and magic. funkaeh
yawnz...i like gotta leave hse at 6 tmr morn to reach the damn yishun by 7.15....grrrr...i have a bad feeling abt the maths challenge thingy lah...that they wun be serious...but tt's what i see thruout today liao...
gtg sleep...