i wanna get back to my old everyday routine. my cousins frm m'sia are here since sat, and are leaving tmr. i mean, they are fun, but a bit tired to entertain them. and im going hol soon, so i needa finish a number of stuff...hai. i really kinda hate the thot of being j2 nxt yr.
things i look fwd to in 2006 will be :
-artistic indulgence! (yw be my concert going mate!)
-SFF!!!!!!!!
-more discipline

things i dun look fwd to in 2006:
-graduation :(
-A's :((((((

i changed my phone! to a samsung x640. camera! that's all i want actually. kinda like my old phone too, its sleek and simple. and its got some msgs and pics inside. memories. but maybe this is a fresh start too.

lost is nice! but i didnt watch frm the start, and the 2nd season is only coming out nxt march..hope AXN shows season 2 earlier.

i wish im living in a vaccuum again.

or just somewhere outta this place

im lazy to blog. the hols are ending soon, i must stop wasting my days. i need to expand my vocabulary. i havent watched potter yet cos the plan failed. fullstop.

i jus rmbed sth. NEVER EVER EVER EVER watch the show Gigli, by ben and jen (lo) it's absolutely directionless...and i jus turned to other channels like maybe 30 min into it. so glad i didnt catch it in the cinema. and who havent watched potter!! raise ur hand!! ahahhaha!!

was watching project runway with my mum. and i jus dun understand why my mum uses ALL HER MIGHT to DISCOURAGE me frm doing fashion, telling me "sewing is hard! dressmaking is damn hard! see that needle got into her finger!" (like wth! i dun care!! i dun mind sewing day and night) . NOTHING can change my mind. maybe i myself in the future. but not at this pt of time. so i told her, YES I NOE U ARE TRYING TO DISCOURAGE ME. but yes, im still going down the "proper way" and prob end up with some desk job. wish i cud ffwd my life 10 yrs. and i'd be doing stuff i love! oh, and she said, i think office jobs are the best. oh yeah!?!? ok, some ppl's dreams may be those office jobs, but i bet u all the money in the world, not mine.




(yes waffles i ripped this off ur frenster bulletin)
(x) >> YES
( ) >> NO
(~) >> in between

(x) i have a cell phone
() i am an only child.
(~) i am a shopaholic
( ) i have smoked a cigarette before.
( ) i have done/doing drugs
(x) i have drank
(x) i love cold weather.
(x) i can't live without music.
(~) i have no tolerance of ignorant people
( ) i'll be in this town forever.
(x) i've been to 5 other countries.
() i have more than a few horrible memories.
(~) i am addicted to chocolate.
(~) i love airplane rides
(x) i love taking pictures


- sometimes
(x) i can be mean when i want to
(x) my parents care about my grades.
(x) one of my best friends is a girl...
(~ ) i am easy to talk to
(x)i hate when people are late
(x) i love winter.
(x) i have too many little clothes for my closet
(x) i love to sleep
(x) i wish i were smarter
( ) i HATE drama
() i love acting.
( ) i never fight with my parents
(~) i love the beach...so much
(~) i can't control my emotions
(x) i have moved on more than once.
( ) i truly care about my friends.
(x) i love to draw-
(x) i love my computer.
( ) i love people who sing.
( ) i'm a happy person...
(~) i love to dance.
(~) i love to sing.
(~) i love cleaning my room.
(~) i tend to get jealous very easily!
( ~) i love school
(!) i love night better than day..
( ) i have been on the phone for over 5 hours
(x) i don't like to study for tests.
( ) i am too forgiving..
(x ) i miss elementary school
( ) i love chocolate kisses
( ) i love the color pink
( ) my eye color changes.
(x) i become stressed easily.
(~) i hate liars! (who doesnt lie anyway)
( ) i LOVE comfy sweatpants.
(x) i can play the piano
(~) i love the smell of rain.
(x) i love my family.
(x) i hate the feeling of failure.
(x) i have friends in other countries.
() i know how to cook..
(x) i can speak another language..
(x) at times i can be quite selfish.
() at times, i still act like a little kid
(~ tending to x) i LOVE Babies.
(xxxxxxxx) i have problems with letting go of old
feelings/memories
(x) i lost someone.
(x) i hate being alone.
( ) i love someone.
(~) i love summer.
(~) i love the weekends
(~) i can type with one hand.
(x) i live in a house.
(x) i have bad memories.
(x) i go to school
() i sing in the shower.
(x) i already experienced camping.
() i usually get what i want
(xxxx) no one knows the full story of my life.
(~ tending to _) i am close with my parents.
(~ ) i love to read
(x) i wish i were more motivated for school.
( ) i hate myself

OMG. u HAVE to check this out

www.studentssketchpad.blogspot.com

its so hilarious. EVEN THOUGH, the rg stereotypes are kinda overboard. but yeah, its really hilarious. jus view it for pure pleasure and it wun be that offensive. pls do read the archives too.

im so proud of myself! i got down to doing my HOD assignment. so ncie k!!!

i had a weird dream last nite...hmm, i think i watch too much AXN. anyway, i think i've had enough of the sedentary lifestyle i've been leading since term ended, guess i shud do sth more beneficial and like intellectually stimulating. i'll prob do some reading. and perhaps heed my dad's advice to read some chi bks. it's not that i dun like chi, but chi stories dun exactly interest me leh..like wu xia xiao shuos and those lovey qiong yao type. ahhah! i think i'd read wesley instd, pretty interesting.

ok, i shall start my resolutions for the new year of 2006!

-spend less $
-slack less
-exercise more
-try to be more part time vegeterian


*who has my hydro notes!!! they're not at home and not in my locker!!! :( it has my beautiful drawings of the tree and the diff type of flows and interceptions, and my beautiful drawings of hygroscopic and capillary water. IT CANT BE LOST!!!! :( help me check ur lockers when u go back to sch. thnks.

yay gathering qt successful! tho many ppl cudnt turn up in the end. but well pretty fun. we had yining lcy minjie ZHUOMIN (like whoa!) hao wan (aka sin yong aka magician) ben tan sam deb ang and rach shen and joy came to join us later. hahah, kbox was qt hilarious

damn, i didnt get econs S...and i dun feel like going for the workshop! i noe it's kinda useful and all..but U NOE. in fact, im getting kinda..ok VERY scared abt next yr. i cant imagine the transition frm the current sedentary lifestyle to a heart thumping year nxt yr. i really cant imagine!! im like in paranoia now. and i AM GONNA MUG LIKE SHIT. i dun care abt my social life, i dun care if ppl call me a mugger. GO AHEAD. but im gonna mug like shit cos i want it so badly.

im feeling damn scared now. next yr. next yr. THE yr. so im gonna play as hard as i can this hols and really settle down for nxt yr

I LIKE JORDI LABANDA

www.jordilabanda.com

i love this kinda drawings!! so nice!! tell me wat they're drawn with!

designedge was ok, jus lotsa graphic imaging and product design. that type, not really in my field of interest, but it actually gave me some inspiration and that energy to try out sth. im drawing sth now! but i need some it pro to teach me how to use adobe!! like the illustrator and photoshop!! yes, look our for my work!!

desginedge tmr!!

i think i jus wasted a cd-r. the cons of it illiteracy. and there's sth screwed up with my comp's cd writer! some it whiz help me. like mr waffles!! (HURHURHUR)

so finally, sth's happening in my hols. designedge tmr, mon- bead shopping with yw, tue- s paper results!!!, thurs - PRI SCH GATHERING. that's THE bomb man!! some ppl whom i havent seen for ages! it's gonna be qt fun! all the catching up and mr waffles shall challenge the song he wants to conquer..rite waffles? hahaha. yeah yeah, will be looking fwd to that day!!

i must comment on how lousy the library@orchard is. they dun even have the very popular/famous bks by authors like MITCH ALBOM and YANN MARTEL (Life of Pi). NOT A SINGLE ONE OF THEM. so jaw-dropping...even the sch's lib is better. so instd of borrowing the bks i wanted to, i borrowed another bk i saw.

im SO proud of myself!! i finished like 40 pages of HOD in abt 45 min. AND FINALLY. im getting it, i finally noe what's happening. and im going to finish this bk, hopefully by tmr, and finish off the assignment, so i can read all the other bks i want.

rmb the song i recommended? amour dans morte. i found out that it means'love within a dead woman'. yeah, its very nice! that's if u like enya-ish songs lah.

and i must recommend a movie! "Legends of the Fall" a movie made in 94, and won and oscar i think. very very nice. it's got an interesting plot and a very nice backdrop. and i love the wilderness and the horses. oh, not forgetting, brad pitt's in it, with long hair, and of cos suave as ever.

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent. Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art. You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's Your Ideal Career?

You Should Learn Swedish

Fantastisk! You're laid back about learning a language - and about life in general. Peaceful, beautiful Sweden is ideal for you... And you won't even have to speak perfect Swedish to get around!

What Language Should You Learn?

wanna hear a joke? i walked into a door. ahhahah, in the dark lah..didnt noe my mum was slping so i wanted to sneak to bed cos i didnt want my mum to noe i slept so late or she'll scream. then i banged into th ajar door cos i off-ed the lights. hahah. yeah, so glam. tell me abt it.

yest was amazing! i have never toked to so many pri sch ppl for so long!! and we had this mass discussion abt a gathering nxt wk. the convo was SO hilarious. it somehow turned into some sgboy channel or wat. that proves, that the guys are still CRAZY. so, will be looking fwd to seeing everyone again!

AND gd news this morn!! i got the NoiseSingapore pass to DesignEdge!! hahahah, but nth to boast abt os i voted for myself. many many times. hahah, hope it'd be a useful and fun experience!

niwae, if u've time, go to www.noisesingapore.com go to sort by, then sounds, and find this song "Amour Dans Morte" it's a judges' choice, so it has a star. ITS DAMN NICE

yay, pw's OVER ONCE AND FOR ALL. i was kinda nervous during my part but it was ok lah. im not particularly happy or wat, cos i've given up on it after dry run.

on my way home, i saw joycelin and this random guy board the bus together, and i was talking to joy a bit and all. and suddenly that random guy came to tell me, "zhixin this is ben tan" HAHAH!! he's changed so much! he looks so serious now, with his specs and all!! i rmb he used to be like, skinny, monkeyish (hahah!!) and teachers always catch him for long hair and asked him to cut it. and i rmb he had those (very popular in those days) plastic spring thingy, that u attach wallet to ur shorts with. HAHAHA. he really looks serious now k.

my mum really gets on my nerves sometimes. its not that i want to attitude her or wat, but she really doesnt know when to stop sometimes.

well, online shopping sites are fun! but u'd need a DEEP pocket, naturally.

In Style
the e-magazine. go to product finder and start browsing!

aren't shoes just lovely? (if your ans. is a resounding yes, go here!)
Bergdorf Goodman

Neiman Marcus

happy browsing!

i was watching sky captain and the world of tomorrow. i love the colours and images! make it look very artificial, which is kinda the pt, since it's sci fi. it's qt funny, certain parts of it. and i jus LOVE the ending! its so hilarious!!!

ok, tmr's the deadline for the Noise SIngapore voting thing, so im voting for myself like mad. hahah, dun wonder why if u receive an email frm them, cos i might have used your emails..heeheehee. well, i really hope to go for the design fest thing, even though it may not be design in my field of interest, i guess its still kinda cool :) thnks for those who voted!

yes, im still very bored. by late afternoon, i started staring into space, so i went for a swim. i'd still be very bored if not for the occasional gd movie on cable.

THIS is exactly why i wasnt looking fwd to the hols. and i cant care abt pw anymore, i noe its not gonna be very well done but i jus cant care. and i dun want to start on sth, like reading HOD yet cos i wanna devote all the time to it and finish it once and for all.
AND, the movie i wanted to watch, sympathy for lady vengeance, is alrdy taken off the cinemas. its only been a wk plus! man. and it doesnt help that there's nth nice to do in town anymore. ok, one thing to look fwd to wud be after OP, yw and i are gg chinatown! to shop for beads, again. hey, i wanna go sentosa! kayak! yes yw? yes?? ahahahha

it also doesnt help when there's nth entertaining online anymore. my, i would rather go to sch!

argh, i hate it when my mum sits arnd when im using the comp, i feel so restricted, and i'll jus open up some random pw document and pretend to be doing work. half true.

im finding comfort in the world of tv. i've been watching a lot of tv the past few days, i think i can take over the tv queen position frm my sis. was watching Lost jus now. the character kate in the show is so pretty!!! liv tyler-ish looks, but prettier. wat's her name?

i want

- PW to die
-to watch Sympathy for Lady Vengeance
-to watch Harry Potter
-to watch memoirs of a geisha
-to read "the five ppl u'll meet in heaven"
-to finish reading HOD
-to do something meaningful..more fulfilling, other than bumming arnd and reading HOD

i think i'll be reading HOD frm the start again, even though im almsot halfway thru. cos if u ask me now, i'll tell u i dunno anything abt the bk. nothing gets into my mind. i guess after PW i'll devote a couple of days to simply finish that bk and another couple of days to get thru with the assignment, and i'd be free to read all the other bks i want and do other stuff.

oh btw, dun u think that harry potter and ron have grown to become uglier!?!?! that's so sad! the 2 of them used to be so cute..as in the kiddy way.

watched zorro! it was qt nice! the plot was the usual stuff lah, the hero nv dies and gets saved in time by his frens yada yada, but it was pretty funny! the horse tornado was damn funny! and zorro's son joaquin is damn cute!! bright future ahead lil boy!! ahahah, and the spanish accent was fun too.

ah, im reintroduced to the gdness of that opera from the fifth element. it's a song that leaves u with an indescribable feeling when it ends. more than awe. i didnt qt like the movie's ending tho...didnt even see the sparks between the 'supreme being' and the dallas guy. oh, and the costumes were JPG, hahahaha.

argh, life's pretty ptless now, its just day after day of bumming arnd.