Monday, March 28, 2005

. [Spell your name backwards]: nixihz
2. [Where do you live?]: Singapore.
3. [Describe yourself in 2 words]: friendly, nice?
4. [Who is your worst enemy?]: none
5. [If you could have any animal, what would it be?]: a yorkshire/silky terrier/schnauzer
6. [What is the latest you've ever stayed up]: erm, not sleeping the entire nite till 11 the nxt day
7. [Ever been to Belgium?]: nope
8. [What's your favorite coin?]: ? all money welcome

DESCRIBE YOUR
9. [Wallet]: Black, flap...=)
10. [Hamster]: N.A.
11. [Toothbrush]: white
12. [Jewelry worn daily]: bits and pieces earrings
13. [Pillow cover]: brown checked
14. [Blanket]: brown, with a house,...sth liddat
15. [Coffee cup]: Nescafe red.
16. [Sunglasses]: na
17. [Evil]: ?
18. [Shoes]: some lousy sports shoes, falling apart..haha
19. [Handbag]: dorothy perkins, black, i like
20. [Favorite Shirt]: erm....dunno
21. [Favorite pants]: none in particular
22. [Cologne/Perfume]: fave--gucci envy me and D&G light blue
23. [CD in stereo right now]: WMP playlist..madonna, frozen
24. [Tattoos]: None.
25. [Piercings]: one on each ear
26. [Wearing]: esprit tee, black shorts
27. [Hair]: long, with fringe
28. [Glasses]: aerolite, reddish-brown color, rectangular
29. [In my mouth]: my tongue?
30. [In my head]: brain!
31. [Wishing]: to be a __________ _________ (only close frens will know) hahahah
32. [After this]:pack, sleep
33. [Talking to]: nobody
34. [Eating:] air..hahah
35. [Do you like candles]: Yup
36. [Do you like hot wax]: no...ermm..haha, brings back memories of interact camp...haha
37. [Do you like incense]: no comments
38. [Do you like the taste of blood]: nope...metallic...
39. [Fetishes]: scents, lipglosses
40. [If you could murder anyone and get away with it]: i wun murder
41. [Thing you wish you could be with right now]: money money money that's too superficial...well, nothing in particular
42. [What/Who is next to you]: homewk file
43. [What do you want done with your body when you die]: cremated? hafnt thot abt it
44. [Do you believe in love]: Yes.
45. [Do you believe in soul mates]: Yes.
46. [Do you believe in love at first sight]: not really
47. [Do you believe in Heaven]: Yes.
48. [Do you believe in forgiveness]: Yes.
49. [Do you believe in God/s]: Yes.
50. [Something that you wish people would understand]: My passion for _________ _______ (same as teh wishing one)
51. [Something you wish you could understand better]: how to be more self disciplined
52. [One thing you want to make happen for tomorrow]: great day ahead, everyone's happy
hrmph, our new class is quite alrite...yeah there are guys....like finally....and i'm sure elsie misses us lor...i mean, our class is such a fun bunch...SIGH...but life is definitely totally different without peeps like guni, felly, iris!!!!! soooo sad...i wish we nv had to change class, no JAE, no O's no 2nd intake........*BRR* i wud love to do sth like what grace did, write down my impression of everyone in the class....a bit lazy..ok, nxt entry yeah...

yah, today's council interview was !#*!(#&*(&*(! bad sighz....forget it....i am not too desperate for it too niwae, not like eg melody who's very serious abt it...i guess i am more of a follower in that sense...i am not some "revolutionary", initiating changes here and there, yeah, i guess im more of a receive order and do stuff person....i think? dunnoo.....

SIGH..tmr's lit lect no more Elizabeth the movie le....sad-ed. anyone wanna crash lit lect? robert frost totally rocks man...

*sarcasm...hope u can tell!

Thursday, March 24, 2005

the past 2 days had been an emotional whirlwind for many ppl. i felt the struggle inside me, the reluctance to open up the reluctance to open my heart to sth i dun wanna accept, the reluctance to open my mouth and force myself to say sth that i cant bring myself to.

i wonder what gd things i've done in my past life to deserve such luck. twice...of the same situation. i got the call at abt 11+? really happy/speechless/grateful/glad (mixed feelings) that i cried...i mean....poor science stream ppl, qt a no. cant make it..prob cos science has a serious shortage of spaces lor....really really sad for iris...wonder what im gonna do without her....=(
hope she does well in ac, or her re-appeal works out, or our petition successful, etc. And shyuan, joyce, rai, eve, fadz, chinyee, all others out there, God bless!

Monday, March 21, 2005

readin amanda's blog reminds me of my theory of the intersection of life...yes the ZX theory =) ahhaha.
humph, 3 months really flew past. it's a really cliched thing to say but it really did. 3 months...can u believe it? how can it be? u seem to be able to rmb those first days of jan, and now it's apr soon. i think much of my current class will split up...i really love my class and OG. the ppl are all nice, (i hate to use this wd) and there are no bitchy ppl...tht's y i hope for our class to stay so much. i think i've said this b4...im a person who...doesnt really like changes that much...especially when i've settled down on sth, i dun like to change it..it's my comfort zone..in that sense.

but who says life stays still? it never does

Friday, March 18, 2005

went sentosa yest, didnt really tan much tho, cos by the time we went, it wasnt as hot. we kayaked!! finally, after missing it for 2 yrs since obs. it's a lifetime skill, i mean, it's a hard to forget skill..which is gd!

hmm, hols are finishing soon...real fast!

Sunday, March 13, 2005

i want to live in a condo. there're pools, tennis courts, gym..so fun!

hmm..i miss those hyped up days in choir with crazy mindy..haha, she never fails to entertain me! but i hardly see her arnd in sch nowadays. hmm, occassionally i miss choir too..but oh well. sometimes i wonder how life would have been different if i had done sth differently or made a different decision on things...

Thursday, March 10, 2005

today was a gd day :), well, besides civics...well, but all in all good. sam crashed, he looked much happier. gd for him! and, maths was good too. had quite a few laughs with iris..haha. and the Brunei princess came to tour our sch, there were ppl saying that maybe she wants to study here..since she's only 17....
oh, and we found out that 2...maybe 3 guys want to take geog..hahah, then we can finally be free of the reputation of having only one guy...AND, that elsie...sth wrong lor, dunno throw wat tantrum....
then GP was gd, watched 15. and released half an hour early! woo! that's y i say it's a happy day! there's a farewell dinner for jas tmr...sigh, life is all about arriving and departing...(sound like airport terminal...but niwae....)
hmm, last day of the term tmr...it's mar hol! can u believe it? the prev mar hols were nv so soon!! time flies by....

Friday, March 04, 2005

it's amazing how u get to know someone more and more isnt it? it's like...an exfoliating onion...u expose every layer, every facade of yourself to ppl around you, slowly showing the true you. it's amazing isnt it?? just that we nv really realise these things happening