what hurts me most is that how things change, ppl change, and maybe i myself too, changed.

i noe u're hurt, but i am not much better off than you. i jus prefer to hide it and swallow it down.

if that's ur way of getting back at me, u've succeeded. u win.

i hate pw. and i think my grp shouldnt have chosen this topic..and i came up with this topic for PI. and i hate it now. it's abt recycling and its sth that's not NEW at all and every moment we come up with an idea, NEA comes up with or reinforces sth they alrdy have, which makes our project unoriginal. AND our presentation isnt even done, when the dry run is on tue, and THE WORST. is that, i jus found out that we had put a wrong diagram on the written report. and its qt a bad mistake cos it totally left out one of the items and the percentages dun even add up.

im damn stressed now and have a tendency to shout at ppl now.

went jogging jus now. my my...my stamina dropped like SO much and i could barely run 4 rounds. not even 400m each. that shows that fitness needs to be maintained man!

was jus packing some of my drawers. my drawers have the most interesting and randomest assortment of stuff in them. i have lots of notebks, random craft stuff, cross stitch cloth and thread, sewing kit, unused christmas cards, lots of henna (PLEASE GET FRM ME IF U NEED FOR RACIAL HARMONY OR DEEPAVALI). oh, and this notebk that i started which i will write in every 16 yrs of my life..haha, kinda like recording the events in my life and my thots at each phase. and i keep lots of letters that people write to me (angel/mortals, seniors, friends). all these will go to another big blue box in another rm at the end of every yr. that box has xmas cards and letters and every sort of memorabilia u can think of. and i kinda renew the stuff in that box every yr.
i also have this "pri sch box" which has some of the stuff frm pri sch - like that phony velcro prefect tie, a graduation class photo which i look hilarious in, my report bk and this pc of paper on which everyone signed.
oh, besides, i also have a habit of keeping plastic/paper bags that are nice or jus handy. i always believe that things will come to a gd use one day (and they do!) so my drawer has a collection of plastic/paper bags of all shapes and sizes. also have this stack of postcards which i dun use anymore.
and in another rm, i have this secret hide out for some stuff..*shhh* hahah, i have lots of fabric left frm choir last yr (being the costume i/c) really really lots of them. in all colours and materials. like a mini spotlight. so if u happen to need any fabric, i am the one u're looking for.
and i've still got much more things to go. but that shall be cleaned up another day!

well, i do have a lot of stuff, but they're all well hidden and stuffed away somewhere, so all in all, it still looks fairly tidy!

i think iw as conked out for most of today. whenever i got on a bus, i slept for the WHOLE journey, till i reach my destination. must be the pile up of the lack of slp frm past few days. met eve in the evening and talked abt sch life, sch things and ppl, and how things have changed frm the past, etc. always nice to catch up with old frens!

oh well, time to slp! im planning to wake up early to go jogging tmr! woohoo! healthy lifestyle man!

today's trip to sch was qt a waste of time. i wud rather they let us stay late yest then go to sch for some insignificant stuff. the econs s paper talk wasnt that helpful either.

am currently reading catcher in the rye. accg to r, sich angsty writing was a brkthru at that time (40s/50s) it's qt pleasant to read. simple words and sentences, not mind boggling ones like heart of darkness (which after reading u still dun get the meaning). i dun have too gd a feeling abt HOD for nxt yr, cos i really dun understd it!!

am also currently practising to reduce my reliance twds the net cos i have qt plenty of other stuff to do, besides whiling time away on the net doin useless stuff. mtg eve later and hope to catch up with her. miss her chatter and cheerfulness :)

today was qt a pleasant day! and im rather pleased with my results :)

went out to town with p and y and we spent helluva long time at gramophone (scotts picnic food centre, right at the back) it has a wide wide range of music and movies and i got this 2nd hand jazz lounge cd for 6. pretty nice, very relaxing. i like the song 'the girl frm Ipanem' (p's recommendation!)

sch is soooo dreadful now. why cant they have "play sessions" as post promo activities!!

another 4 more boring sch days and pw and pw and pw and pw and pw

so, i've grown older!

well, i guess jc life has put me into a thinking-intensive position. im always made to reflect on certain things etc. and i've been put thru several tests which have made me realise who/ what are the most impt in my life.
my bday resolutions are to be more mild tempered, more patient. and more..but i cant rmb..

yest was helluva fun time!!!!! and the movie part was really hilarious!!! haha, rach asked me what do i usually do at home. and i said bum arnd. cos seriously, there's nth much to do after exams, except, eat, slp, watch tv, surf net, read, cross stitch, making jewellery. there u go, my typical day.

im dreading sch tmr!!! i hate mondays!!!

OMG......da chang jin ended today!!!!! im gonna get withdrawal symptoms!!!!! haizz.....

im happy with my geog! heehee. ok, yw and i really got p addicted to jewellery making!! hahahah, it's the official BOB hobby now!! and arab st is our official secret hangout hahahhahah.

my dad was checking out google earth jus now. its DARN COOL!! we cud actually locate our hse and very very clearly summore! sch's really slack now..not tht im complaining! no sch today, nxt thurs and fri, and nxt nxt tue and thurs. BUT BUT BUT. i really hate pw.

my picture's screwed! argh...arab st is qt a nice place! but mostly just fabric shops (good if u want to tailor make sth) and a no. of bead shops. THEY ARE WONDERFUL. they sell big big big big packs at wholesale prices though not a lot of variety, but gd enough! its always refreshing to walk arnd new places instd of the usu place (town) . so i guess we'll be going there again!

NO WAY. sch DOES NOT START TMR.

5 days of fun is just NOT ENOUGH!!!! (well, taking into consideration that 2 were weather data gathering)

niwae, thnks to rach yw and p for getting me my bead box and filling it up with beads :) :) :) looking at the beads alone make me happy! HEEHEE

pw sucks big time. that's a fact, not an opinion.

today's geog was ok..passed pretty quickly. oh..i was doing cross stitch while grace was reading her harry potter while we were gathering weather data. BUT my stitching needle disappeared mysteriously!!! then we went to holland v, this time with rach anf grace too..but the dun seem to like it as much as yw n i did. haha..there are so many pet shops there!! but so sad the kittens we saw were gone!!!!! :(

having cool outing with yw and p tmr..hahaha! must enjoy our last day of fun to the MAX! i dun want sch to start!!!!!

went to sch for a geog briefing on howt o use the weather data logging equipment so that we can use it for tmr's fieldwork of analysing the weather data arnd bishan. (yeah, thts what geoggers do...hahah) not particularly interested but oh well...

HAHAH, yw and i managed to affect p and rach to start making jewellery too!!! hahah, they are our disciples now! it's a really nice hobby :)

hmm..i've nth much to say actually.

learning pt of today: the more u sleep the more tired u get.

oh, niwae, if u havent known, aedes mozzies have white stripes and are extremely evil. kill them.

i just got bitten by a freaking aedes mozzie. 4 bites! and i took revenge by killing it. hope im strong enough not to fall sick. and i sprayed lots and lots of mozzie mortein arnd the rm.

HOLLAND V IS MY NEW LOVE!!!

yw brought me to holland v to check out the bead shop, shall tok abt it later. holland v rocks man! the shopping centre had really exotic stuff, not those stuff that u see all arnd town! nice accessories and handcrafted items, and there was this lim's art and living-furniture and lifestyle shop. and yw and i kept thinking abt how we will put so much effort into decorating our own hse nxt time....ahh....

so we spent and hr plus at the shopping centre, then went to the bead shop, which was qt a big disappointment. i was really expecting to see very nice stuff lotsa cool crystals and beads. but no. the stuff there were very plastic looking and cant even compare to the faux crystals i get frm where i usu buy my stuff at far east.

well, besides the disappointment, the rest of holland v was nice! and the starbucks there was kinda cool, very cosy feeling. went to taka to meet rach and ate. there was this fashion show going on in taka, but hmm, cant compare to the haute couture ones during SFF. not telling u when or what SFF is, if u havent known. if u are interested in haute couture, u shud look out for stuff like this urself, jus like i did :)

OH..i must mention! we passed by this pet shop in the holland v shopping centre. they had baby parrots that were DARN cute!!!!! they were so small, and too cute to be real! there was this blu and greyish-white one, SO CUTE! and a pair of yellow/ green ones, with bright red beaks. their eyes are so round they look fake DAMN CUTE. then, there was also 3 kittens!!!! i only like kittens..i dun like cats, some look evil, and they're very cold. the kittens were like furballs! and one was playing with this tinsel pompom. SO CUTE!!!! and there was this sikly terrier pup. awww...and there were abt 5 baby rabbits too! and some guinea pigs. AH! i want to live in the pet shop!!!!

oh well, living a brainless life has nv been better!

don't u think im such a genius? hahah, i think im being mroe and more tech savvy jus by learning how to change blog templates. but i still need some help from pros on how to remove the 'getty images' from that pic, or teach me how to post pictures that are in my c drive files (where to find the picture location?)

ahh...ok. so now i've been employed to help my sis revamp her blog. and gotta do scotty's too. hmm, i dun really like the scrollbar thing for the links. but this is the best i can do! so ta! enjoy my new template! will change the pic once in a while, esp when i start my photog streak!

yaaaahooooohooooooo

hahah, even though the papers are over, i dun feel that IMMENSE joy or relief, just feel happy that i can finally start cancelling off tasks from that to-do-list. hoohoO! it's tv time frm 7-9, now...hahha, cos there are 2 shows on scv that are nice, one is my fave, the other is another palace-concubines' fight for status show..which is not bad...

yeah, and i will start clearing away the mounds of wksht stacked up on my table. am adding testis for ppl on frenster now! sth that i hardly do...hahah...and and!! i have so many bks to read, so many earrings to make, and perhaps start some photog streak....when my cam comes back.


well, the paper ended damn early...at 8.50 am and obviously no shops were open then. hail coffeebean for being the only place to hang out at that time. so we had brkfast, and we spent qt a lot of time at kino, looking at my wonderful fashion illustration books. but it was only abt 12. so we went to far east and walked arnd (my shoes! heehee) and eventually met up with yw to chill at big o. hahh, there was this toy shop opp it, and they sell those really cute mini house stuff! aww...like little sets of kitchen furniture, sofa, dining table, and also mini sets of clothes and shoes! then we went to invest 1 buck in a capsule keychain. i got the pooh heffalump one! so cute! then we whiled more time away at borders b4 we headed home. soo...there's gonna be no mental processing involved in my life frm now till sch reopens. ta~

KILL ME KILL ME NOW.

i just found out tht i made a stupid mistake in my paper, a qn which i knew specifically how to do, and was even happy when i saw it thinking that, hey i can do that alrdy!

WHY OH WHY

if i ever miss a certain grade by that certain points, im not gonna forgive myself man...

U FRAUD!!!!! scotty chua!!! infiltrate my blog! hahah, but i saw this coming so oh well!

i make this statement once again. da chang jin is damn nice.

ok, the exams are nearly over, but still needa study for econs mcq, the saving grace. i shall not do a sub by sub analysis of possible outcomes. ahh...am alrdy in holiday mood. woohoo! yay, have gd stuff to do w rach tmr!!

some philoshopical thots (when u see this, u noe its the true blue doo doo, NOT THE FRAUD)
how many ppl have walked in and out of your life? and when u look back at some point in time and relish those memories that make u smile? ppl come and go, but they do leave a fragment of themselves in our hearts.

i think my classmate is sooooooo cuteeeeeee. his name is sCoooTTTyy

ok.. after the lit paper today things will start to get more intense. seriously, studying arts subs (exc. econs) are actually more therapeutic and bearable, then econs and maths. lit...i personally think it's q therapeutic lah. doesnt work your brain or strain your eyes tht much. hope my lit will turn out ok this time round. i love geog, im a tru blue geoger. i feel so happy studying geog...hahaha