YEAH!!!! all my tests are finished except chinese...yining u are happy to see a new entry rite? haiz, i am very (x infinity) angry with myself....i made tons of careless mistakes for every test...that will jus pull my whole CA down...*sobs* wonder how i m gonna show my parents my report bk *bangs wall*
had 2.4 jus now...yeah i got A!! so happy..but my SBJ and IPU quite lousy >.< but i am still happy. going for ORA next wkend..my first in 4 yrs! heh...but our stall proposal always rejected lehz...dunno why
my sis got offered scholarship liaoz...so i will be so lonely from aug onwards. CAN U BELIEVE it's may alrdy? i cant...it's co scary....the days creep by n 'o's approach *shudders*concert's coming too....haiz...oh, we bought this really really nice grey pleated skirt for our sectional item....i m in love with it...haha

so sad...NY ppl having their mid yrs during concert time...so they prob cant go...
very happy to have met audrey and xinjie on friendster...they are under the long lost category liaoz...ha. go my friendster to see the bird that comes to sleep at my plant *so cute!!!*
had physics test today and made an ultra stupid careless mistake !! *bangs wall* and there are lots more tests coming....like geog, emaths, chem, amaths
costumes is getting on my nerves every single day. ah....and i lost the list with the amendments....damn...*pulls hair*

wow...been quite some time since i last wrote.... getting more and more stressed over sch stuff, but that's where i get more motivation! felt so accomplished over the wkend :). costume's comm isn't fun at times....after having to carry 20m of cloth home....so heavy....it's not fun. but i do love playing around with the costumes. so much to do some more...and there are less than 20 practices to the concert! *stress*
btw, whoever from phpps hu6 and reads my blog, the RGS Choir concert is on 21st May(Friday), 7.30 pm, at the ACS(B) Concert Hall. Tickets at 12 and 15. Those who wanna go, tag me, sms me(preferred), or email me :) thnks!
So looking forward to the looong wkend!! and i'm going to vei's baptism *excited*..wonder how it's like. [Thurs will be our last sports day....how sad :'( ] Haiz, but again, this long wkend will be committed to doing work, summing up all the new things learnt this wk. wks dun not end....they merely continue going in a vicious cycle. only + pt is i get to sleep more! sighz...how deprived we all are of sleep...therefore, i shall go sleep now! tata!

so irritating .....i think our concert's screwed....it's april soon and we're still so urgghh....and everything else is urgghh....
so much homewk, i hate it. every time it's wkend, it's not a time to rest, it's a time to finish chionging all ur homewrk b4 more comes nxt wk.....i suppose i will blog very seldom now...find it a bit troublesome :) ...niwae, like seldom got ppl come and tag me...
i made a terrible mistake! i actually forgot to put my junior in the choir databank and the pe dept thinks she's cca-less...i feel so sorry....
that's all...

niwae, came back frm camp on wed..it was fun, and my station games grp was damn funny cos we keep on bargaining for points. well, i felt that the pracs weren't intensive enuf leh, like v slack...hope everything goes well for the concert...otherwise my tcher will scream at us again...haiz.
so much proj to do know....i dunno wat to do for the eng one );...going m'sia later summore, mus chiong liaoz...

found this interesting test, so went to do it...quite close to the MBTI one, but this is more detailed, can go take a look :)
here are my scores!

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hey, thanks for the support :) well, but it doesn't depend on my decision. niwae, had a great gathering yesterday, toking abt good old memories...thought we were kinda aimless actually....
really gd to see ppl whom i hafn't seen for the past 3 or 4 yrs, like amanda tan, xiancong and frankie.

choir camp is tmr! i am not that excited as before cos i am really v busy...we are so last minute, panicking only now...like 10 hrs away....haiz, SO much things to rmb and bring * pulls hair* ARGHH..therefore, i shud go and settle my stuff now...see yaz

Lotsa things to say this time.
i haven't told u abt my mum being extremely disapproval of fashion design...she thinks it's a ..sorta dirty job. and she said i might as well not waste money studying now...sighz. tht's what i wanna do and am gonna do. maybe i am not gonna study it, but i will do it somehow. i am not gonna wait till i am 60, 70 yrs old and look back and say: "hey,I should have done so and so when i was young." never live with regrets. well, i have backup plans...ha, maybe i will go into public relations or business *shrugs*
I am gonna travel round the world next time.( Yeah, i needa save) Not just on tour, but i wanna stay at diff countries for maybe a yr each....to experience the whole seasonal change. Countries like Japan, UK, NZ, Aust and other European countries. I so love the scenery and the climate and the meeting new ppl with totally different cultures. How heartwarming it is to see such different ppl come together as friends.

Choir camp is coming up!
So exciting....ha, i always seem to be the one who wakes everyone from the dreams and hypes, remind them there's more to do!!! which is a lot, abt the camp, it's a few days time and we're still very slack, very uncertain.
Got our yrbk today *beams*. i really love the theme. Noblesse Oblige it's in french, meaning, since u are blessed from birth, u are obliged to give back to the society. So richly received, so willingly give. think it's really meaningful...who would we be without our families, without being BORN in our families...
My march hols is fully booked.....sat got proj, sun got gathering, mon got chem lesson, tue and wed got camp, thur and fri for hw, wkend going m'sia...*stares* (time, would u stop running away from me *glares*)

today is really interesting lor...lotsa exciting events. it's founder's day today and the guest of honour was the president! cool rite? i jus love the NCC uniform...so cool and smart. i was involved in the concert mah, then performers were invited to the reception. so we could mingle with the president. ( and i took photo with him *beams*). well, it's the first time i am involved in founder's day, so quite memorable, plus the very distinguished GOH. so funky! and i saw his car and chauffer and bodyguards and police escorting him. hes quite humourous, according to mandy and bonk.
the food was so good!!! after the president and first lady left, we went to "pig" on the food....oh...so yummy...nice drumstick *drools*. ha, will upload my pic when once mindy sends me on friendster. so cool rite?
i think busking was good today *dun stress bonk* we learnt the song real fast!

so many tests coming up! and i am so naughty to be using the net now....finally got my hp liaoz *beams* getting more used to it. haiz, have to chiong this "women in art" thing for lit... *bangs wall*i like the poem that we did for unseen that day. Shall type it here ya?

Conquerors
By sundown we came to a hidden village
Where all the air was still
And no sound met our tired ears, save
For the sorry drip of rain from blackened trees
And the melancholy song of swinging gates.
Then through a broken window pane some of us saw
A dead bird in a rusting cage, still
Pressing his thin tattered breast against the bars,
His beak wide open. And as we hurried through the weed-grown street,
A gaunt dog started up some dark place
And shambled off on legs as thin as sticks
Into the wood, to die at least in peace.
No-one had told us victory was like this;
No one amongst us would have eaten bread
Before he'd filled the mouth of the grey child
That sprawled, stiff as a stone, before the shattered door.
There was not one who did not think of home.

Henry Treece

today was PI. the prefects are so corny, but funny. i can really feel the bond among them. i think it's a really great experience to be in such "organisations" i shall say. like the PSB too. i can really feel the warmth and bond. niwae, think amanda is really charismatic and funny, her usual self.
think my class very funny also, do kallang wave. well, we're willing to do anything (funny and corny), since this is our last yr...can't believe this, no more PI next time, no more chances to grumble at the useless PI rehearsals when choir jus sits there and zuo4 bo2. haiz.....how time flies.
if time was a bird, i would keep it in a cage.

mindy and i came up with this ..uhh...stretch-to-grow-tall-scheme. it's a scheme with four types of stretching and toning exercises so that we can grow tall at the same time...so funny, then we are supposed to call each other everynite. it better work!
niwae, eve ah (see, i am including ur name liaoz), at comm serv, this IJ p6 girl said that u are very fierce leh..haha, think the naughty person who offended u has been sent to another class with naughty ppl. so dun worry!
grrr....Founder's rehearsal tmr...again.
haiyo, i still haf to chiong choir databank, supposed to be out by this wk....*gasps* better go do now...

Argghhh..the Founder's Day choreo is so dumb...pls dun laugh at me ppl...i can't believe we (the sec 4s) actually haf to waste time on this, when we are singing only like 5 sentences and haf to dance the stupid dance, when we have loads of concert stuff to do.
i 'm getting ulcers from eating too much choc and sweets and bbq food.
Was watching Moulin Rouge just now. Think it's a superb show. Love it's costumes and settings and the "all u need is love" is stuck in my head...

if u are planning to watch " Lost in Translation". prepared to get 'lost' cos it is so hard to understand....and the scenes were toooooo slow. I kinda regret watching it....i dun think it's a lousy show, with its load of awards but just not for us students i guess...too chim.
ah...worried for geog test coming up...*heart beats* well, really hope i do well in my tests this yr. oh, went body worlds last week. it's really cool man, still can't believe that they are real bodies.
niwae, ha, squiggles, look forward to my wonderful v-day gift....*beams* well, i thot that this would be the last v-day spent in rgs, so might as well make nicer gifts for u guys. that's abt all....
*goes to chiong geog*

i can't believe that it's feb already....so many things to do...haiz....nothing much to write about today.

ha, the sec 1s came in today. saw this girl called Lisa who is so cute! She has replaced Mavis...haha. Well, i was thinking how i was like when i was in sec1..so blur blur too...haha. time flies eh? it's feb soon....*no* i dun want the year to go on....