. [Spell your name backwards]: nixihz
2. [Where do you live?]: Singapore.
3. [Describe yourself in 2 words]: friendly, nice?
4. [Who is your worst enemy?]: none
5. [If you could have any animal, what would it be?]: a yorkshire/silky terrier/schnauzer
6. [What is the latest you've ever stayed up]: erm, not sleeping the entire nite till 11 the nxt day
7. [Ever been to Belgium?]: nope
8. [What's your favorite coin?]: ? all money welcome

DESCRIBE YOUR
9. [Wallet]: Black, flap...=)
10. [Hamster]: N.A.
11. [Toothbrush]: white
12. [Jewelry worn daily]: bits and pieces earrings
13. [Pillow cover]: brown checked
14. [Blanket]: brown, with a house,...sth liddat
15. [Coffee cup]: Nescafe red.
16. [Sunglasses]: na
17. [Evil]: ?
18. [Shoes]: some lousy sports shoes, falling apart..haha
19. [Handbag]: dorothy perkins, black, i like
20. [Favorite Shirt]: erm....dunno
21. [Favorite pants]: none in particular
22. [Cologne/Perfume]: fave--gucci envy me and D&G light blue
23. [CD in stereo right now]: WMP playlist..madonna, frozen
24. [Tattoos]: None.
25. [Piercings]: one on each ear
26. [Wearing]: esprit tee, black shorts
27. [Hair]: long, with fringe
28. [Glasses]: aerolite, reddish-brown color, rectangular
29. [In my mouth]: my tongue?
30. [In my head]: brain!
31. [Wishing]: to be a __________ _________ (only close frens will know) hahahah
32. [After this]:pack, sleep
33. [Talking to]: nobody
34. [Eating:] air..hahah
35. [Do you like candles]: Yup
36. [Do you like hot wax]: no...ermm..haha, brings back memories of interact camp...haha
37. [Do you like incense]: no comments
38. [Do you like the taste of blood]: nope...metallic...
39. [Fetishes]: scents, lipglosses
40. [If you could murder anyone and get away with it]: i wun murder
41. [Thing you wish you could be with right now]: money money money that's too superficial...well, nothing in particular
42. [What/Who is next to you]: homewk file
43. [What do you want done with your body when you die]: cremated? hafnt thot abt it
44. [Do you believe in love]: Yes.
45. [Do you believe in soul mates]: Yes.
46. [Do you believe in love at first sight]: not really
47. [Do you believe in Heaven]: Yes.
48. [Do you believe in forgiveness]: Yes.
49. [Do you believe in God/s]: Yes.
50. [Something that you wish people would understand]: My passion for _________ _______ (same as teh wishing one)
51. [Something you wish you could understand better]: how to be more self disciplined
52. [One thing you want to make happen for tomorrow]: great day ahead, everyone's happy

hrmph, our new class is quite alrite...yeah there are guys....like finally....and i'm sure elsie misses us lor...i mean, our class is such a fun bunch...SIGH...but life is definitely totally different without peeps like guni, felly, iris!!!!! soooo sad...i wish we nv had to change class, no JAE, no O's no 2nd intake........*BRR* i wud love to do sth like what grace did, write down my impression of everyone in the class....a bit lazy..ok, nxt entry yeah...

yah, today's council interview was !#*!(#&*(&*(! bad sighz....forget it....i am not too desperate for it too niwae, not like eg melody who's very serious abt it...i guess i am more of a follower in that sense...i am not some "revolutionary", initiating changes here and there, yeah, i guess im more of a receive order and do stuff person....i think? dunnoo.....

SIGH..tmr's lit lect no more Elizabeth the movie le....sad-ed. anyone wanna crash lit lect? robert frost totally rocks man...

*sarcasm...hope u can tell!

the past 2 days had been an emotional whirlwind for many ppl. i felt the struggle inside me, the reluctance to open up the reluctance to open my heart to sth i dun wanna accept, the reluctance to open my mouth and force myself to say sth that i cant bring myself to.

i wonder what gd things i've done in my past life to deserve such luck. twice...of the same situation. i got the call at abt 11+? really happy/speechless/grateful/glad (mixed feelings) that i cried...i mean....poor science stream ppl, qt a no. cant make it..prob cos science has a serious shortage of spaces lor....really really sad for iris...wonder what im gonna do without her....=(
hope she does well in ac, or her re-appeal works out, or our petition successful, etc. And shyuan, joyce, rai, eve, fadz, chinyee, all others out there, God bless!

readin amanda's blog reminds me of my theory of the intersection of life...yes the ZX theory =) ahhaha.
humph, 3 months really flew past. it's a really cliched thing to say but it really did. 3 months...can u believe it? how can it be? u seem to be able to rmb those first days of jan, and now it's apr soon. i think much of my current class will split up...i really love my class and OG. the ppl are all nice, (i hate to use this wd) and there are no bitchy ppl...tht's y i hope for our class to stay so much. i think i've said this b4...im a person who...doesnt really like changes that much...especially when i've settled down on sth, i dun like to change it..it's my comfort zone..in that sense.

but who says life stays still? it never does

went sentosa yest, didnt really tan much tho, cos by the time we went, it wasnt as hot. we kayaked!! finally, after missing it for 2 yrs since obs. it's a lifetime skill, i mean, it's a hard to forget skill..which is gd!

hmm, hols are finishing soon...real fast!

i want to live in a condo. there're pools, tennis courts, gym..so fun!

hmm..i miss those hyped up days in choir with crazy mindy..haha, she never fails to entertain me! but i hardly see her arnd in sch nowadays. hmm, occassionally i miss choir too..but oh well. sometimes i wonder how life would have been different if i had done sth differently or made a different decision on things...

today was a gd day :), well, besides civics...well, but all in all good. sam crashed, he looked much happier. gd for him! and, maths was good too. had quite a few laughs with iris..haha. and the Brunei princess came to tour our sch, there were ppl saying that maybe she wants to study here..since she's only 17....
oh, and we found out that 2...maybe 3 guys want to take geog..hahah, then we can finally be free of the reputation of having only one guy...AND, that elsie...sth wrong lor, dunno throw wat tantrum....
then GP was gd, watched 15. and released half an hour early! woo! that's y i say it's a happy day! there's a farewell dinner for jas tmr...sigh, life is all about arriving and departing...(sound like airport terminal...but niwae....)
hmm, last day of the term tmr...it's mar hol! can u believe it? the prev mar hols were nv so soon!! time flies by....

it's amazing how u get to know someone more and more isnt it? it's like...an exfoliating onion...u expose every layer, every facade of yourself to ppl around you, slowly showing the true you. it's amazing isnt it?? just that we nv really realise these things happening

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

today was soooooooo amusing...*looks at iris* hahahhah. i think he will be very bothered..muahahah.

sighz, results coming out ...i hope its __ hahah =) secret thots

was jo's bday yest, and she scared me my pulling my leg, saying it was her bday that day, when i msged her at nite to tell her to come to kcove...phew....i thot it's real!! hahha, and i stupidly wrote happy 17 on her card...OOPS....hahah

quite a lot of loose ends to tie up for work this wkend. and i think there will be a last gathering for 1A03B, Jan- Feb 2005

everybody feels the jitters. as the speculated DATE draws near.

really love RJ...cant imagine life outside it. it has become my comfort zone. so is felly! she's my comfort zone too. if she changed class, i dunno...cant imagine who i can share my secrets with...till now, hafnt really found a person to truly deeply share my thots.
like eve said...she crashed vj, and she saw steph and xinyi......mentioned sth abt their back view. i miss the good old days! crap and craziness, noise, and childish games, pulling at the door not letting anyone in....shopping at popular,karen and her boisterous luffter. everything..

nothing can replace that ever, it retains its special place in my heart. cant quite say what it is...jus a special connection.

or am i the only one dwelling in the past, unable to get away while others move on?

the interact camp was quite fun! well, today was a bit boring..the talk part but all in all it was gd! the seniors showed us Shutter before the night walk. i must say the night walk is very well planned! but i guess we are all so used to stuff like that, so i wasnt that scared. yeah, then at nite, the fire alarm rang cos of short circuit but i never heard it at all!! i think i'm incredible manz...hahahha.

yeah, my grp had lotsa nice ppl, funny and not bad, quite on for all the stuff. and zi kai and his gay acts...hahaha. i think the skit really ended it off with a bang, esp our grp's one. poor bryan had to xi shen se xiang...hahahha, but he got a best actor award for that! (and nominated for best actress) it's damn fun ...and funny! cant help but keep luffing when i think abt it...and the zi kai and lloyd's luffter...wah.....i think it's prob the best skit ever...provided we came up with it in like abt 10 min or so.

haiz...fond memories man....
results coming out soon...depressing thing of the week..and next week...

but anyway, i am eagerly waiting for felly to be online...on tenterhooks now...we've got lotsa exciting secrets to share......muahahahh

kenneth left on tue, leaving our class with the sole male species, now converted into our dearest Elsie...hahah

well, makes me think about the 'intersection pt of life'. as we grow up, we meet many ppl. but how many continue to be part of ur life? how many of the hundreds of classmates u've had in your life continue to be frens? that's what i call the intersection of life. u meet someone, and it's like a touch and go. your lives lead u on to very different paths. never to meet or hear of each other again.

sigh. had to part with my piano tcher becos we cudnt see eye to eye on some issues. perhaps it was a bit rash. and it didnt end in an exactly amiable way. it's quite sad cos she's been teaching me for ten yrs and i really hate it to end like that.

thank you for your guidance these 10 yrs.

isnt it amazing how a word and a minute could change ur life? (and probably someone else's) a lot of what if-s. i suppose we all grow to a stage where we start to realise the importance of our every decision and we start seeing things differently as we did before. why must we have so many identities? one for school, one for home, one inside everyone of us.

sigh. now, it's abt another decision. what happens to my piano?

i wish we didn't have to make decisions. it hurts.

phantom of the opera was...the epitome of beauty..to me at least! those ppl who said it was not nice prob didnt take note of the music. it was wonderful...the strains of music keeps playing in my head. totally mesmerised!

sigh, i have to drop my piano ensemb cos it clashes with my own piano lessons. i woulf love to stay though..but nvm, i dun think i can handle so many ccas too...
well, this wk, the stress is coming in! more hmwk, reaching home later...less time...sigh

well well, same old stuff happening in sch today...yeah, so during our lunch break, the girls (when was it ever abt the guys..like where are they?) went over to RI canteen, this time to try the legendary chicken rice. and crashed their lib...haha, felly was so excited abt their extensive collection of jeffrey deaver-s.

niwae, i watched pretty woman on..sunday nite. i like richard gere :) actually always lar..hahah. and i also watched the thomas crown affair today...it was such a witty show! i love such witty crime shows(pierce brosnan =]). i've been slacking a lot this wkend...tht's y it passed so quickly! sighz...but i'm sure more works' coming in!

yest was fun. first of all, jo's hse is like shu's...ultra big. i really love the pavilion thingy....so we played dex's mini mahjong. mini as in, the tiles are like the size of ur finger. ahha, then we wash with our fingers too...and he still had mini cards and mini connect 4. then melody started playing piano...truly reflects her name. i can never play by ear...*SAD* best part was when we sabo ryan and shuting..muahahah. i bet shuting add a lot of marks liao. then the guys wanted to throw dex into the pool...wonder if they did after some of us left...hahah

i must declare a state of emergency-- i need to find someone who wants to watch phantom with me b4 it goes out!!

my sore throat is quite bad..i woke up today unable to spk properly. haha. went for piano audis today...not that bad! i would deem it the best performance i've had...cos it's a super easy song. budden, my principle is, play a easy song WELL, instead of choosing an impressive piece but flunking it. well...lotsa MEP peeps were there....playing wat beethoven? bartok? chopin? sighz...
i have a kinda phobia..like performance jitters or sth...too used to practising alone.

cca fair was ok...mindy and i were so desperately searching for our bleoved tennis booth. but realised that they had finished recruiting...and there's no club (we're setting up one!). i signed up for interact, drama (doing backstage), photog (out of interest), and geographica! hahah, yes yes, i really love geog...they do some recycling and conservation stuff...but if i get into piano ensemb i'll prob drop it. tht reminds me...our human geog lesson was so funny...cos it was with mr lee...and he was blabbering away abt his theory of why women should marry men 2 yrs younger than them. cos from the average life expectancy, women live about 2 yrs longer than men, therefore shud marry someone 2 yrs junior so that they will die together..and he goes on asking us to go to ri and search for some doot sec 3 guy...hahah, damn funny

tht's abt all for today...hope that my sore throat will fully recover for chi ny goodies...BA GUA!!!!

i was really shocked that singapore won the tiger cup! i didnt even know that it was the finals yest...now u noe, i never read the sports section of the newspapers.

shakespeare's "measure for measure" is really ultra, super, duper dense in language, so good luck to all of us doing that. haiz..makes me feel even more worried about my lit. who noes, i might decided to switch back to hcl if i really cant cope. (much to dad's delight). i could endure most of lessons...i think all of us are resilient to boring lessons alrdy, so i survived geog quite easily, also because i love it :) [i'm a true blue geog-ger!]. but my ny's resolution to study hard niwae, so must start paying attn right from the start and be consistent..lesson learnt.

well well, PE tmr...supposedly all the girls are gonna wear RG uniform..wonder how mr A will react...hahahah
oh, have i mentioned that our library is really cool??? they really should consider having a rooftop cafe there, its got the ambience..hahah. really nice, make a trip down if u can :)

i was really shocked that singapore won the tiger cup! i didnt even know that it was the finals yest...now u noe, i never read the sports section of the newspapers.

shakespeare's "measure for measure" is really ultra, super, duper dense in language, so good luck to all of us doing that. haiz..makes me feel even more worried about my lit. who noes, i might decided to switch back to hcl if i really cant cope. (much to dad's delight). i could endure most of lessons...i think all of us are resilient to boring lessons alrdy, so i survived geog quite easily, also because i love it :) [i'm a true blue geog-ger!]. but my ny's resolution to study hard niwae, so must start paying attn right from the start and be consistent..lesson learnt.

well well, PE tmr...supposedly all the girls are gonna wear RG uniform..wonder wat mr A will react...hahahah