Little Wing

Well she’s walking through the clouds
With a circus mind that’s running round
Butterflies and zebras
And moonbeams and fairy tales
That’s all she ever thinks about
Riding with the wind.

When I’m sad, she comes to me
With a thousand smiles, she gives to me free
It’s alright she says it’s alright
Take anything you want from me, anything
Anything.

Fly on little wing,
Yeah yeah, yeah, little wing

how do you celebrate ur cny? i dunno, but this yr i dun really feel like its the cny alrdy and partly also cos im not that close to my cousins, so cny its a very routine-y thing. but the food makes up for things of cos. but this yr kinda sucks cos there's tons of hmwk, and obviously im not in the mood to do them. argh. why do we have to grow up! have u ever wondered why u do all these work for? what for? why?

watched memoirs yest. nice nice nice. so nice. i think ancient japanese culture is so intriguing. and i think its so sad that the geisha trade died off, i mean, its a really beautiful art and their every movement is an art. i especially love the ending, ahha, but i think the ending was much sadder in the book. and i think ken watanabe suits the role of Chairman.

ITS A SIGN MAN. hahaha, there's project runway, sharon, and now ashley isham's success story on the papers. its surely a sign. and when i pointed out ashley isham to my mum, she gave that "oh no" expression and she must be thinking, this kid is getting off track, lead her back to the path of light. ah well. seems like i have to do things in the dark then. apply for all necessary things and when its done i shall tell her. more impactful. i know my chances are slim but im taking the chance. and i would really love to convince my mum that fashion is indeed a viable career option (how do you say viable in chinese?), not in singapore obviously. but start somewhere else. fashion is viable because it can never go extinct. why do so many ppl yearn for their gucci chanel lv and raid zara mango and topshop? cos fashion lives. of cos, that would be my ultimate dream. but otherwise, if im to follow the path of light and study something...conventional, i would still hope to find a job related to the fashion industry. ah well, life.

sharon, thnks for coming along to inject that passion into me again. im so blessed to have frens arnd me who appreciate my passion and interest and encourage me along the way. that's really precious.

it's 3 wks into sch and i alrdy feel the heat. i hate thursdays. long and draggy and not a wee bit enjoyable. sitting among science and humans ppl bursting with brain juices on which economist said what aint boosting my self esteem. yes. so thursdays suck. not to mention the huge pile of readings which jus beat arnd the bush and i cant qt get what they are trying to say. and also heaps of assignments.

project runway was..inspiring. debuting at NY Fashion Week is jus so drop jaw. that is what i really wanna do. fashion is my calling man. no matter how much my mum tries to discourage me by saying "eeyer, u have to sew all day and night" (i dun care mama!) and thinking that "if you wanna stike it rich u gotta find a nice 9-5 job" (not true mama!) i really dun care. i dun wanna look back when im old and regret not doing something that i've wanted to

im inclined to believe that my belongings are involved in some conspiracy to escape from me. its my calculator this time!! it must have eloped with my geog notes or SOMETHING. urgh. i hate losing things cos it jus makes me very disorganised

my mum agrees that the school day before any public holiday should be declared a holiday, esp when the public hol is on a tue. such a waste of time.

anyway, i FINALLY saw xiumai! hope to see her arnd often. i miss her blurness. eh, xiumai, be more blur hor! ok, so cny is coming. i am SO SO looking fwd to BAK KWA and WANG WANG! and my mum's choc chip cookies. YUM. oh, angbao too.

was watching project runway. it is darn cool. like NY fashion week. gosh. i'd really love to do up sth like an idea board, but i really hate to cut up my magazines!!!

thanks to my sis' bf, my songs from our old computer is retrieved. such as le regazze!! memories memories. of our seniors, Vocally In Power. Told ya im a memory-of-the-past person

you know your year is not gonna be too good when :

1) you cant get onto the crowded bus on your first day of school and have to cab
2) your alarm clock stopped sometime in the middle of the night and the alarm didnt ring on the second day of school
3) you are attempting your first tutorial and you get stuck several times along the way.

it's pretty frustrating and traumatising

this is so fun! its the car i like!!!

Your Summer Ride is a Mini Cooper

You are all about unique, one of a kind adventures. The only thing predictable about your summer is that it's unpredictable!

What's Your Summer Ride?

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest: You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth. At Your Lowest: You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked. In Love: You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve. How You're Attractive: You are very affectionate and inspire trust. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Respected?"

What's Your Power Color?

first day of sch was ok.interesting to see the new j1s ( yes yes, i hear that, invasion of the rg girls) and popped in to watch thie orientation stuff. hahaha. we also realised that our jokes frm last year are not very funny anymore, like ppl and things. BUT we spotted little noddy!! the little noddy has the original noddy hairstyle! while the old noddy rebonded his hair. we shud make little noddy not do anything to his hair.

and the worst thing is i STILL cant find my hydro notes. which im pretty sure i brought home b4 the hols.gar.

when i hear I'll Hear Your Voice. I think of each and everyone of u squigs. Amanda Bonkie Debbie Nat Mindy Sharon Qing Velda.

i really dread 2006. cos of A's and cos it's prob the last yr of fun sch. i guess u wud be much different. i cant believe this, growing up and all. it's also pretty scary how the "future" is nearing. but anyway, happy new year!

im home! its been great, and gave me some inspiration to pursue what i like. there's so much out there for us to see such that we cannot and shudnt jus stay put at one place and forever get bound by work, commitments etc. i came home with GREAT reluctance because i dread 2006. the A's. its so dreadful!!!!

HI!!!! i am reporting from austria, the city of innsbruck. its hard to find a hotel that has free internet know...jus left italy this morning. its pretty! but we visited lots of churches, so a bit immune to the WONDERFUL architecture and sculpture. they are really great. so, its cold here!! there's some old snow outside, its real fun, and see u back in singapore soon! will hope for more hotels with free internet! hahaha, merry xmas!!

jus realised that all my previous posts were abt movies i watched
here's my new yr resolution!

1. work super hard (that's gonna take up a yr)
and post A's
2. learn something i wanna learn!!
3. find a meaningful and interesting job!
4. can we go for like a group tour to overseas!? say like genting or kl or thailand, after A's..that'd be swell.
5. read interesting books on my to-read list!!!



this year passed with a few major events. had fun as well, but still feel a bit empty at times. you noe, when u involve urself in sth, and u step back and think abt it, it doesnt really make much sense. my hols have been really meaningless, i hope to change that next yr.

miss the times in sec sch, with certain ppl, certain things, im just glad that i've crossed paths with those i noe, because everyone u meet teaches u sth, and every thing happens for a reason.

im leaving town tomorrow, so dun sms me or call me on my hp or both u and i will have to incur overseas charges!
merry xmas!

i watched mr and mrs smith jus now. its pretty hilarious, certain parts of it. and anyway, i was jus thinking of a few things that i'd really really love to learn. like violin, ballroom dancing, horseback riding. i wanna learn them all!!

went to watch perhaps love with yw jus now. its nice...and its kinda cool how the parallels work so wonderfully, shuttling between the past and present. pretty cool i mus say (takeshi? needless to say)

i was watching this movie ' i love you to death', it was a silly plot but the actors were pretty interesting and funny. and i was qt curious cos i saw keanu reeves name, so i jus watched on. keanu was acting as this idiotic, dumb gangster. and it was jus so hilarious!!!!!! its so unlike the cool him in most of his movies. his parts were really really hilarious. so if u have hbo, go check it out.

ahha, didnt expect eddy to ask me to post 5 weird things abt me, but since im free, here goes

1. Post 5 weird/random things about yourself.
2. At the end of the quiz, list the name of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment you are tagged in the tagboard and tell them to read ur blog

1. something i'd love to do would be to travel to many countries, staying in each country for about a yr, to experience the seasons change and to experience the culture and life. i dun really like going on tours because it's pretty silly. u go there, snap, and go back on the coach. i'd rather be there and live like a local

2.i keep lots and lots of crappy stuff like nice plastic bags/ packaging, ribbons, things that i think will be useful in craft projects, etc.

3. i WANT a sewing machine

4. it's quite hard to think of 5 things (that i wanna share that is..)

5. i hate my wireless connection cos it keeps getting dc-ed

and i dunno who to name to do this 5 things