damn, i didnt get econs S...and i dun feel like going for the workshop! i noe it's kinda useful and all..but U NOE. in fact, im getting kinda..ok VERY scared abt next yr. i cant imagine the transition frm the current sedentary lifestyle to a heart thumping year nxt yr. i really cant imagine!! im like in paranoia now. and i AM GONNA MUG LIKE SHIT. i dun care abt my social life, i dun care if ppl call me a mugger. GO AHEAD. but im gonna mug like shit cos i want it so badly.

im feeling damn scared now. next yr. next yr. THE yr. so im gonna play as hard as i can this hols and really settle down for nxt yr