sigh. im suddenly feeling the burden of growing up. decisions, commitments, decisions. now im beginning to appreciate why adults say that being a student is the best. no need to care abt the things going around the world, no need to make major, life-changing decisions, no need to think so deeply about why, what, how. the thought of growing up and working...really makes me dread growing up. and by working, i foresee some sad deskjob life, which is not me at all. i will try with ALL THE CELLS AND BLOOD AND CHI in my body to find a nice interesting job.

meanwhile, school is boring as ever. i think sec sch was the best. the besto!!!