yest was fun. first of all, jo's hse is like shu's...ultra big. i really love the pavilion thingy....so we played dex's mini mahjong. mini as in, the tiles are like the size of ur finger. ahha, then we wash with our fingers too...and he still had mini cards and mini connect 4. then melody started playing piano...truly reflects her name. i can never play by ear...*SAD* best part was when we sabo ryan and shuting..muahahah. i bet shuting add a lot of marks liao. then the guys wanted to throw dex into the pool...wonder if they did after some of us left...hahah
i must declare a state of emergency-- i need to find someone who wants to watch phantom with me b4 it goes out!!
Saturday, January 22, 2005
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
my sore throat is quite bad..i woke up today unable to spk properly. haha. went for piano audis today...not that bad! i would deem it the best performance i've had...cos it's a super easy song. budden, my principle is, play a easy song WELL, instead of choosing an impressive piece but flunking it. well...lotsa MEP peeps were there....playing wat beethoven? bartok? chopin? sighz...
i have a kinda phobia..like performance jitters or sth...too used to practising alone.
cca fair was ok...mindy and i were so desperately searching for our bleoved tennis booth. but realised that they had finished recruiting...and there's no club (we're setting up one!). i signed up for interact, drama (doing backstage), photog (out of interest), and geographica! hahah, yes yes, i really love geog...they do some recycling and conservation stuff...but if i get into piano ensemb i'll prob drop it. tht reminds me...our human geog lesson was so funny...cos it was with mr lee...and he was blabbering away abt his theory of why women should marry men 2 yrs younger than them. cos from the average life expectancy, women live about 2 yrs longer than men, therefore shud marry someone 2 yrs junior so that they will die together..and he goes on asking us to go to ri and search for some doot sec 3 guy...hahah, damn funny
tht's abt all for today...hope that my sore throat will fully recover for chi ny goodies...BA GUA!!!!
i have a kinda phobia..like performance jitters or sth...too used to practising alone.
cca fair was ok...mindy and i were so desperately searching for our bleoved tennis booth. but realised that they had finished recruiting...and there's no club (we're setting up one!). i signed up for interact, drama (doing backstage), photog (out of interest), and geographica! hahah, yes yes, i really love geog...they do some recycling and conservation stuff...but if i get into piano ensemb i'll prob drop it. tht reminds me...our human geog lesson was so funny...cos it was with mr lee...and he was blabbering away abt his theory of why women should marry men 2 yrs younger than them. cos from the average life expectancy, women live about 2 yrs longer than men, therefore shud marry someone 2 yrs junior so that they will die together..and he goes on asking us to go to ri and search for some doot sec 3 guy...hahah, damn funny
tht's abt all for today...hope that my sore throat will fully recover for chi ny goodies...BA GUA!!!!
Monday, January 17, 2005
i was really shocked that singapore won the tiger cup! i didnt even know that it was the finals yest...now u noe, i never read the sports section of the newspapers.
shakespeare's "measure for measure" is really ultra, super, duper dense in language, so good luck to all of us doing that. haiz..makes me feel even more worried about my lit. who noes, i might decided to switch back to hcl if i really cant cope. (much to dad's delight). i could endure most of lessons...i think all of us are resilient to boring lessons alrdy, so i survived geog quite easily, also because i love it :) [i'm a true blue geog-ger!]. but my ny's resolution to study hard niwae, so must start paying attn right from the start and be consistent..lesson learnt.
well well, PE tmr...supposedly all the girls are gonna wear RG uniform..wonder how mr A will react...hahahah
oh, have i mentioned that our library is really cool??? they really should consider having a rooftop cafe there, its got the ambience..hahah. really nice, make a trip down if u can :)
shakespeare's "measure for measure" is really ultra, super, duper dense in language, so good luck to all of us doing that. haiz..makes me feel even more worried about my lit. who noes, i might decided to switch back to hcl if i really cant cope. (much to dad's delight). i could endure most of lessons...i think all of us are resilient to boring lessons alrdy, so i survived geog quite easily, also because i love it :) [i'm a true blue geog-ger!]. but my ny's resolution to study hard niwae, so must start paying attn right from the start and be consistent..lesson learnt.
well well, PE tmr...supposedly all the girls are gonna wear RG uniform..wonder how mr A will react...hahahah
oh, have i mentioned that our library is really cool??? they really should consider having a rooftop cafe there, its got the ambience..hahah. really nice, make a trip down if u can :)
i was really shocked that singapore won the tiger cup! i didnt even know that it was the finals yest...now u noe, i never read the sports section of the newspapers.
shakespeare's "measure for measure" is really ultra, super, duper dense in language, so good luck to all of us doing that. haiz..makes me feel even more worried about my lit. who noes, i might decided to switch back to hcl if i really cant cope. (much to dad's delight). i could endure most of lessons...i think all of us are resilient to boring lessons alrdy, so i survived geog quite easily, also because i love it :) [i'm a true blue geog-ger!]. but my ny's resolution to study hard niwae, so must start paying attn right from the start and be consistent..lesson learnt.
well well, PE tmr...supposedly all the girls are gonna wear RG uniform..wonder wat mr A will react...hahahah
shakespeare's "measure for measure" is really ultra, super, duper dense in language, so good luck to all of us doing that. haiz..makes me feel even more worried about my lit. who noes, i might decided to switch back to hcl if i really cant cope. (much to dad's delight). i could endure most of lessons...i think all of us are resilient to boring lessons alrdy, so i survived geog quite easily, also because i love it :) [i'm a true blue geog-ger!]. but my ny's resolution to study hard niwae, so must start paying attn right from the start and be consistent..lesson learnt.
well well, PE tmr...supposedly all the girls are gonna wear RG uniform..wonder wat mr A will react...hahahah
Friday, January 14, 2005
*** journalists out there, drop the taupok issue. it's not attention-grabbing anymore. AND, we have a name. it's insulting to refer to us as the "premier college in the bishan-ang mo kio area". our name's not hideous. come on, just spell it out!***
went to shumin's hse for mahjong session! yay, now i noe how to play liao :) we also played bridge and indian poker!! haha, ryan and i were the suayest, we drank like two n a half bowls of water each. fully hydrated! haha. and shumin's dog...tsk tsk. so fierce!! i played with it a bit..it keeps pouncing on ppl and scratching abt...and it runs like lightning. so i dashed to the toilet to prevent him frm pouncing and scratching again....ahaha..slammed the door quite hard :p..it's my fave breed anyway, silky terrier.
must say my og very on! nxt wk got ice skating session summore..muahahah. sad...nxt wk's schedule is a nightmare....
went to shumin's hse for mahjong session! yay, now i noe how to play liao :) we also played bridge and indian poker!! haha, ryan and i were the suayest, we drank like two n a half bowls of water each. fully hydrated! haha. and shumin's dog...tsk tsk. so fierce!! i played with it a bit..it keeps pouncing on ppl and scratching abt...and it runs like lightning. so i dashed to the toilet to prevent him frm pouncing and scratching again....ahaha..slammed the door quite hard :p..it's my fave breed anyway, silky terrier.
must say my og very on! nxt wk got ice skating session summore..muahahah. sad...nxt wk's schedule is a nightmare....
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
sch has been slack this wk..but not frm nxt wk onwards. yest after first lect (lit) the girls went to the RI canteen to try the legendary wantun mee..hahah, not too bad :) and we played some card games...but somebody kindly warned us that the discipline master was there, so we escaped to this ulu corner in sch. played for quite some time, then we had a mass handphone no. exchanging session....hhaha. so fun! i think our class can click really well, esp cos it's nearly all girls..haha.
we had OG lunch. the guys wanted to watch seed of chucky but of cos the girls dun..haha, so we went sumplace to hang out, and play a bit, and tease ___ and____ a bit...hahah poor them.. then as more ppl lef,t we started to play this SMS game for truth or dare...it's quite funny lar, but rather embarassing..hahah =) we also gave choir boy some tips...(inside joke inside joke). poor him...hahahah
today, we decided to be studious and headed for the canteen to do our maths tutorial. and suddenly mr A. popped in..hahah, jus for awhile lah. did for quite sometime till we were bored stiff, then we started talking, and shopping in our little bookshop. when we headed for our last lect, we took the lift, and we realised that the lift buttons can be "un-pressed" (like, u can cancel the floor no. that u pressed) and we went like "SO COOL!" (and the one third of the male population in my class rolls eyes)...hahah, so amusing. wanted to try for dance lah, under my mum's strong insistence...but the whole world was going....seriously..nearly the whole rgs population...sighz..but didnt go in the end, had a pact with mindy. and saw ppl auditioning for choir. it's quite amazing to see how ppl can be so passionate abt sth at the start...but seriously, after 4 yrs, u get cynical abt it. and guess what, practices end at 8 or 8.30 pm....WONDERFUL. it's strt away out of my list...or else, my hmwk can be a goner. cant wait for cca fair nxt wk....BRR...i hate this.
cant wait to watch phantom of the opera...anyone anyone?
we had OG lunch. the guys wanted to watch seed of chucky but of cos the girls dun..haha, so we went sumplace to hang out, and play a bit, and tease ___ and____ a bit...hahah poor them.. then as more ppl lef,t we started to play this SMS game for truth or dare...it's quite funny lar, but rather embarassing..hahah =) we also gave choir boy some tips...(inside joke inside joke). poor him...hahahah
today, we decided to be studious and headed for the canteen to do our maths tutorial. and suddenly mr A. popped in..hahah, jus for awhile lah. did for quite sometime till we were bored stiff, then we started talking, and shopping in our little bookshop. when we headed for our last lect, we took the lift, and we realised that the lift buttons can be "un-pressed" (like, u can cancel the floor no. that u pressed) and we went like "SO COOL!" (and the one third of the male population in my class rolls eyes)...hahah, so amusing. wanted to try for dance lah, under my mum's strong insistence...but the whole world was going....seriously..nearly the whole rgs population...sighz..but didnt go in the end, had a pact with mindy. and saw ppl auditioning for choir. it's quite amazing to see how ppl can be so passionate abt sth at the start...but seriously, after 4 yrs, u get cynical abt it. and guess what, practices end at 8 or 8.30 pm....WONDERFUL. it's strt away out of my list...or else, my hmwk can be a goner. cant wait for cca fair nxt wk....BRR...i hate this.
cant wait to watch phantom of the opera...anyone anyone?
Friday, January 07, 2005
tell me how many ways to spell fun man. yesterday was a SWELL!!! in the morn we had faction initiation, where we played station games with our class agnst classes of another faculty. my class was quite on lah, our pathetic 20 ppl class with only 3 ....yes 3 guys!!! (can the engine fac class pls donate some guys ?) when we needed to pair up for station games, our class needed to have "lesbian" pairs...so funny. sighz. so i'll prob live the next 2 yrs like life in a girls' sch again.
later on was the donation drive for the tsunami victims. my OG went to ppl's park at chinatown. my partner zhiwei looks damn guai. so we started off with a bang, getting abt 30 - 50 bucks in the first 5 min. thnks to his goody look. was quite touched that so many ppl donated so generously. 10 bucks or 5 bucks at a time. so i decided to donate 3 bucks out of my own allowance. we also made our ogl breakdance in public. so we went back to sch, while testing our new guy andrew on the lame-o mrt game that dexuan my ogl cleverly started.
our legs ached like mad so we decided to chill at the k'cove, and started changing for the orientation nite. our theme was goth, so all of us wore black stuff and powdered our face, put black eyeliner, purple lipstick. and the guys had garbage bag capes. the best of all is, all the guys were so on abt the makeup!! they didnt mind having black nail polish and eyeliner and lipstick.....hahah, so i manicured all of them. and jie mei chee hoe said he will wash them off with turpentine..haha. the guys think that the nail polish will miracuously drop off on its own lor...sighz. then we got to the hall for the pageant...which was ok lar, nothing much, most of the time the ppl scream into the mike and we cant really hear anything, so....
then it was the campfire....jus like the one we had during p5 camp, where the fireball rolled down from the 2nd floor. and we started dancing! haha, i think they shud haf taught us the cute sundance! but niwae, for the batch dance, the guys had this section of floor moves. wah, then they so on u noe! hahahha, kinda like mini-breakdance. then we went back to our pizza..which arrived too late. so since we needed to get out of sch by 945, we went to the busstop to have pizza party! while writing notes from everyone. sighz....i will so miss my og and orientation. really glad to have such an enthu og! love u, ennaux
later on was the donation drive for the tsunami victims. my OG went to ppl's park at chinatown. my partner zhiwei looks damn guai. so we started off with a bang, getting abt 30 - 50 bucks in the first 5 min. thnks to his goody look. was quite touched that so many ppl donated so generously. 10 bucks or 5 bucks at a time. so i decided to donate 3 bucks out of my own allowance. we also made our ogl breakdance in public. so we went back to sch, while testing our new guy andrew on the lame-o mrt game that dexuan my ogl cleverly started.
our legs ached like mad so we decided to chill at the k'cove, and started changing for the orientation nite. our theme was goth, so all of us wore black stuff and powdered our face, put black eyeliner, purple lipstick. and the guys had garbage bag capes. the best of all is, all the guys were so on abt the makeup!! they didnt mind having black nail polish and eyeliner and lipstick.....hahah, so i manicured all of them. and jie mei chee hoe said he will wash them off with turpentine..haha. the guys think that the nail polish will miracuously drop off on its own lor...sighz. then we got to the hall for the pageant...which was ok lar, nothing much, most of the time the ppl scream into the mike and we cant really hear anything, so....
then it was the campfire....jus like the one we had during p5 camp, where the fireball rolled down from the 2nd floor. and we started dancing! haha, i think they shud haf taught us the cute sundance! but niwae, for the batch dance, the guys had this section of floor moves. wah, then they so on u noe! hahahha, kinda like mini-breakdance. then we went back to our pizza..which arrived too late. so since we needed to get out of sch by 945, we went to the busstop to have pizza party! while writing notes from everyone. sighz....i will so miss my og and orientation. really glad to have such an enthu og! love u, ennaux
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
school was more fun today! i like station games!! esp cos my grp is quite on :) won majority of the games. the game where the guys put "tails" on their pants was the funniest!! haha, we were busy forming formations to protect their butts..hahahhahahhahha. learnt the batch dance too. think it's quite fun! i haf understood the need to enjoy what u are doing to do it well...the essence of 'performance' i guess. u have to enjoy what u are doing to convince the audience that it is fun. therefore, it's no use being un-enthu, cos in the end the ppl looking weird and out ofplace will be them. must mention our enthu dance king, zul. shud see him groove man...hahah. as u can tell, i quite like my grp :) ppl are nice, on, and no cold blanket kinda ppl.
spotted zhang jin arnd today...if ph ppl still rmb who he is. rmb in pri 2, i was finally not the last reg no. in class cos he's behind me. going for amazing race tmr
spotted zhang jin arnd today...if ph ppl still rmb who he is. rmb in pri 2, i was finally not the last reg no. in class cos he's behind me. going for amazing race tmr
Monday, January 03, 2005
school was quite fun today...besides the times when we just stoned in the hall or trying to crane our necks and listen to the rules of some sit-in-a-circle game. actually i dun really like the feeling of going over orientation again..the whole thing abt comfort zone? haha, let's tok abt my grp. grace(rg) was the first person i talked to. not like a typical gep lah, u noe, the stereotype abt them being eccentric and all. and shu min...prob see each other arnd b4. and this nice st nick's girl shuting, small and cute :) once again, contrary to popular belief of st nick's girls. she's quite smart! and many more lah, the girls were all ok.
as for the guys....*rubs chin* they all look the same to me..................haha. except for those with impressionable images. haha.. sure feels good to have ppl hold the doors for us :)
also met the good ancient hu6-ers, good old 203-ers and not that old 401-ers (wy and her cute fringe! ). niwae, i kinda dread the thot of going to classes..and this time...LECTURES. how do i survive thru lectures. but, my ny resolution is to mug hard. why? cos i'm SO SICK of the feeling of not knowing things even the day b4 O's. therefore, i will try really hard, to start mugging all the way from j1. i regretted not working harder in s3. therefore, let not history repeat itself.
as for the guys....*rubs chin* they all look the same to me..................haha. except for those with impressionable images. haha.. sure feels good to have ppl hold the doors for us :)
also met the good ancient hu6-ers, good old 203-ers and not that old 401-ers (wy and her cute fringe! ). niwae, i kinda dread the thot of going to classes..and this time...LECTURES. how do i survive thru lectures. but, my ny resolution is to mug hard. why? cos i'm SO SICK of the feeling of not knowing things even the day b4 O's. therefore, i will try really hard, to start mugging all the way from j1. i regretted not working harder in s3. therefore, let not history repeat itself.
Saturday, January 01, 2005
finally i'm back home, after 5 tumultous flights (including cancelled flights and my sis's lost baggage) frm vegas - LA - vancouver - tokyo and home..okie, 4. i believe i can tolerate any other long haul flights after this.
well well, cant believe it's 2005. life has been good to me the past yr. besides little hiccups and undesirable stuff like O's. this yr's events really made me believe that God has His plans for everyone. and i'm more than grateful for them. who would have thought that I could be where i am now?
well, about my holiday. it was a SWELL time. besides the flights and transits and long waits at the airports. Vancouver was pretty, and like my 2nd sis says, a nice place to retire. ppl are frenly, nice weather, nice environment. we weren't with a grp then, so we got to move around ourselves, which i really prefer, becos u feel like u are really experiencing life as a canadian.
nxt was san francisco. it was still sunny when we went there. yummy seafood and mostly sightseeing. not to forget shopping ....hahah. again, all travelling on our own, so we've figured out the public transport system. sure beats taking a tour coach and stopping for 15 min photo stops.
also went on this 17 mile drive thing along the pacific ocean's coast. huge waves...awesome...simply. and as a geog student even the swash and backwash and sedimentary rocks excites me....(ms pang is SO proud of me)
next is LA where we joined the tour grp, where we went to universal studios (i like it!) and disneyland. reliving childhood :) and at disney, it was really "the merriest place on earth" . seeing children getting so happy over the simplest things, believing that mickey really does exist....makes me wonder about the simple joy of life. why do we keep wanting more? why cant we live like children, where all we need is just something to believe in that will make us happy.
went to grand canyon, once again overwhelmed by nature's beauty. (geog geog) well, will post photos sumday.......it's a lot of work
next was Vegas! (dad's eyes light up). overwhelmed by neon lights, but it was cool :) had nice buffet brunch at bellagio, the best hotel there (where ocean's 11 took place) and went around pretty much on our own. went shopping at factory outlet !!! hhaha, i wish there were some in Sg. amd we went to play at Circus Circus hotel and we won a soft toy each :) reliving childhood once again. so then our flights home started...
end of story
well well, cant believe it's 2005. life has been good to me the past yr. besides little hiccups and undesirable stuff like O's. this yr's events really made me believe that God has His plans for everyone. and i'm more than grateful for them. who would have thought that I could be where i am now?
well, about my holiday. it was a SWELL time. besides the flights and transits and long waits at the airports. Vancouver was pretty, and like my 2nd sis says, a nice place to retire. ppl are frenly, nice weather, nice environment. we weren't with a grp then, so we got to move around ourselves, which i really prefer, becos u feel like u are really experiencing life as a canadian.
nxt was san francisco. it was still sunny when we went there. yummy seafood and mostly sightseeing. not to forget shopping ....hahah. again, all travelling on our own, so we've figured out the public transport system. sure beats taking a tour coach and stopping for 15 min photo stops.
also went on this 17 mile drive thing along the pacific ocean's coast. huge waves...awesome...simply. and as a geog student even the swash and backwash and sedimentary rocks excites me....(ms pang is SO proud of me)
next is LA where we joined the tour grp, where we went to universal studios (i like it!) and disneyland. reliving childhood :) and at disney, it was really "the merriest place on earth" . seeing children getting so happy over the simplest things, believing that mickey really does exist....makes me wonder about the simple joy of life. why do we keep wanting more? why cant we live like children, where all we need is just something to believe in that will make us happy.
went to grand canyon, once again overwhelmed by nature's beauty. (geog geog) well, will post photos sumday.......it's a lot of work
next was Vegas! (dad's eyes light up). overwhelmed by neon lights, but it was cool :) had nice buffet brunch at bellagio, the best hotel there (where ocean's 11 took place) and went around pretty much on our own. went shopping at factory outlet !!! hhaha, i wish there were some in Sg. amd we went to play at Circus Circus hotel and we won a soft toy each :) reliving childhood once again. so then our flights home started...
end of story
Monday, December 20, 2004
this is fun!!!!!!!! i have been deprived of the net for one whole week and finally, a hotel hat has free internet access! in san francisco rite now, not as cold as vancouver. sighz, i really hated the flight from sg to vancouver cos there were 2 transits and LONG LONG waits.
vancouver's fun, and quite cold, but i survived..hahah. gonna have a swell time for the rest of the 2 wks, and it's back to sch once i get home. cant believe this. i'm going to JC!!??!! ahhaha, but i'm loving life now :) kinda forgot some of my maths (looks at sis's notes). hahah, so tata, will try to be back!
vancouver's fun, and quite cold, but i survived..hahah. gonna have a swell time for the rest of the 2 wks, and it's back to sch once i get home. cant believe this. i'm going to JC!!??!! ahhaha, but i'm loving life now :) kinda forgot some of my maths (looks at sis's notes). hahah, so tata, will try to be back!
Saturday, December 11, 2004
yes, all my bags are packed, i'm ready to go (leaving on a jet plane lyrics) :) it's quite exciting! hahah, this trip is the wrapping up of the year, and looking back, i really can't believe that this year had jus flew by! the rushing syllabus and homework, mugging during jun hols, prelims, the big 'O's, prom. now it's all over!
it's weird how time works its ways
it's weird how time works its ways
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
went on a triple date...hahah, with marilyn and jasmine.. to a concert. i didnt know it was the students type of concert....but niwae, sad to say, i truly enjoyed only 2 songs out of...25. haha, but anyway, the flying hands and flexi fingers made me feel this ---> . small, like the fullstop.
i seriously dun think i can make it if i were to take the exams nxt yr, unless some miracle happens to my hands, or it wud be as gd as throwing 500 bucks of registration fee into the fire. and i dun think i deserve truly and wholly, my grade 8 cert. yep
yay!! there's a phantom of the opera movie coming out 23rd sept....can only watch when i come back, but i will definitely try to make it! and u noe wat??? steph came online earlier this afternoon..in FLORENCE!!!!!!!!!! argh.....................................italy is so my ultimate ultimate dream destination. she was at rome, moving on to venice. VENICE! argh.......hahaha, and she was saying the guys and girls there were so hot...like duh uh
hope to take some great scenery shots in canada :) looking fwd..it's been like such a big thing of the yr........well, somehow at the back of my head, i still worry abt how my papers are doing in cambridge...ticks? or crosses? and i am darn worried abt my PAE....god bless everyone's PAE
i seriously dun think i can make it if i were to take the exams nxt yr, unless some miracle happens to my hands, or it wud be as gd as throwing 500 bucks of registration fee into the fire. and i dun think i deserve truly and wholly, my grade 8 cert. yep
yay!! there's a phantom of the opera movie coming out 23rd sept....can only watch when i come back, but i will definitely try to make it! and u noe wat??? steph came online earlier this afternoon..in FLORENCE!!!!!!!!!! argh.....................................italy is so my ultimate ultimate dream destination. she was at rome, moving on to venice. VENICE! argh.......hahaha, and she was saying the guys and girls there were so hot...like duh uh
hope to take some great scenery shots in canada :) looking fwd..it's been like such a big thing of the yr........well, somehow at the back of my head, i still worry abt how my papers are doing in cambridge...ticks? or crosses? and i am darn worried abt my PAE....god bless everyone's PAE
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
went to bugis today for the 3rd consecutive time...haha, my mum is mad.....haha, no lah. first we went on sun to shop..as normal. then she needed to exchange shoe size, so we went back on mon. then she regretted not buying this really good bargain stuff, so she sent me to get it for her. yay, now i have a new dorothy perkins bag....cos had xmas voucher chen yu gave me, *beams* and i was given this gucci envy me (the scent) sampling paper....it rocks! damn nice!!!! now...like, 8 hrs after i got it, it still smells great :)
then went to orchard lib...to get my dad's san1 guo2 yan3 yi4...haha but i cudnt find...he's on this mission to make me read all the chi stuff...-_-" then i did self shopping!! haha, didnt buy anything but went to try stuff at zara, forever 21, charles and keith ...hehheh...qt fun! and hung out at sasa for a while...but i hate the way their ppl keep staring at u...><
yay, must congratulate janice on getting her hp!! hahah, i think she was the last in our class to get it....me being the last second...hahahah. both same situation one....haha :)
then went to orchard lib...to get my dad's san1 guo2 yan3 yi4...haha but i cudnt find...he's on this mission to make me read all the chi stuff...-_-" then i did self shopping!! haha, didnt buy anything but went to try stuff at zara, forever 21, charles and keith ...hehheh...qt fun! and hung out at sasa for a while...but i hate the way their ppl keep staring at u...><
yay, must congratulate janice on getting her hp!! hahah, i think she was the last in our class to get it....me being the last second...hahahah. both same situation one....haha :)
Thursday, December 02, 2004
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
cut my hair after ikea trip with chen yu. well, still can tie but my pony tail's like....20cm shorter and the julie biscuit length..hahah. but i dun really care how short it goes, cos it will grow back anyway...bet it will be longer when i get back to sch again..so *shrugs* no worries =). yep, went ikea with chen yu today and on the bus we saw this senior...whom we recognised and she recognises us too...so she kept smiling at us, giving us the i know u know me, and u know i know u know me look...yep..but thnks for telling us it was the stop, or we wud haf been lost somewhere in queenstown. well, i didnt have anything in particular to buy, esp becos my mum will prob scream at me if i buy some uselessly cute stuff home...yep. so our aspiring hsewife chen yu...not aspiring lah..hahah, bought a laundry basket and some glasses and a rug. we were getting so excited at the thot of decorating our own hses...sometime in the future.(and the really cool dollhse--imagine, painting ur own walls, and putting in "wallpaper") it's really cool, and she likes the farmhse look while i like the zen look, the dark wood and frosted glass combi (yeah baby). and chen yu prob understands the extent of my obsessions with boxes and uselessly cute stuff...but at least i practise self control :)
i really LOVE the sony handycam ad...i like the song, very special and the words
it takes 3 seconds to fall in love, but 3 decades to get along
3 centuries to preserve a tradition, but 3 minutes to embrace another,
3 colours to paint the world, and 3 megapixels to capture it all
nice rite? hmm....
i think we are all really very blessed...my mum always tells me about her days in malaysia, growing up in a kampung, and how they threw stones and their slippers at bunches of rambutans, even green unripe ones, because they have nothing to eat. that's how blessed we are. everyone on my links, everyone of my frens. no matter how bad life can be to u.....how bad can it be compared to someone who faces difficulty just finding food to eat? and what's on our minds now...how we gonna get strt As for 'O's, what sch we are gonna get into, what scholarships are we gonna apply, what jobs do we wanna get in the future. well, that's reality...i mean, what else can u think about in the world now? in sunday's life, there was an interview with this forensic scientist and she said, in our lives, we endeavour in pursuits for this and that certificates, but when we die, we all get the death certificate. tht's really sth to think abt......well, we cant change reality, and how the world works, but perhaps sometimes we can stop to think about what we are doing, and what our actions mean. if everybody thinks this way, the world will become a better place.
i really LOVE the sony handycam ad...i like the song, very special and the words
it takes 3 seconds to fall in love, but 3 decades to get along
3 centuries to preserve a tradition, but 3 minutes to embrace another,
3 colours to paint the world, and 3 megapixels to capture it all
nice rite? hmm....
i think we are all really very blessed...my mum always tells me about her days in malaysia, growing up in a kampung, and how they threw stones and their slippers at bunches of rambutans, even green unripe ones, because they have nothing to eat. that's how blessed we are. everyone on my links, everyone of my frens. no matter how bad life can be to u.....how bad can it be compared to someone who faces difficulty just finding food to eat? and what's on our minds now...how we gonna get strt As for 'O's, what sch we are gonna get into, what scholarships are we gonna apply, what jobs do we wanna get in the future. well, that's reality...i mean, what else can u think about in the world now? in sunday's life, there was an interview with this forensic scientist and she said, in our lives, we endeavour in pursuits for this and that certificates, but when we die, we all get the death certificate. tht's really sth to think abt......well, we cant change reality, and how the world works, but perhaps sometimes we can stop to think about what we are doing, and what our actions mean. if everybody thinks this way, the world will become a better place.
Saturday, November 27, 2004
i just applied for PAE subject combi for rj...felt scary..all these application stuff...feels like gambling ur life away. i mean seriously, our lives are affected by our every decision at this stage. and my dad asked me to put higher chi for the odd combi option...(what's new)...i was really scared abt putting that. not tht i dun like chi but i seriously doubt i can do it...all the chinese history, etc...competing with prc-s? no way....dun be surprised to see me reading some "zhong1 guo2 li4 shi3 5000 nian2" (china's history--5000 yrs) nxt time...
packing has been gd! i mean, really, i have no use for ALL those junk niwae. i am on one of those song addictions again..previously it was jewel's foolish games (really nice..go listen to it) and now it's anastasia's left outside alone. addiction as in i listen to it over and over again. call me mad.
i have come to realise that i am a person who ..how do u put it...is very nian4 jiu4...no 1. i dun like changes to my lifestyle...as in like, drastic changes. no 2. i really treasure things that bring back memories of the past...tht's why i keep a lot of things...tht ppl may deem as junk..(dun worry i dun live in a pig-sty like place...still neat as ever)..eg, i have a little box for pri sch stuff, going to have one for sec sch stuff...oh well, tht's me :)
packing has been gd! i mean, really, i have no use for ALL those junk niwae. i am on one of those song addictions again..previously it was jewel's foolish games (really nice..go listen to it) and now it's anastasia's left outside alone. addiction as in i listen to it over and over again. call me mad.
i have come to realise that i am a person who ..how do u put it...is very nian4 jiu4...no 1. i dun like changes to my lifestyle...as in like, drastic changes. no 2. i really treasure things that bring back memories of the past...tht's why i keep a lot of things...tht ppl may deem as junk..(dun worry i dun live in a pig-sty like place...still neat as ever)..eg, i have a little box for pri sch stuff, going to have one for sec sch stuff...oh well, tht's me :)
Friday, November 26, 2004
prom's over! feels surreal....but yeah, we had a great nite. the dinner itself was no big deal lah, ooh, and naf got miss personality! we went to watch midnite movie! bridget jones 2, my first LEGAL nc 16 movie..muahaha. it was so sweet....the mark darcy was absolutely SWEET! oh...and i watched the chanel no. 5 ad!!! *yay* quite cool lah, like a mini movie. but it's quite irrational to make an ad that costs like...a few millions...........but then again, chanel can easily earn that by selling a few tweed jackets.
then huiling said we look like a grp of delinquents hanging out with makeup and all...(not me!)...hahahah. after the movie, we went walking and visited all the 7-11s, from mandarin to orchard mrt and from shaw back to paragon...then we went back to play cards!! hail bridge!! hahaha, huiling is a gd tcher lor...and a gd player...hmm...can deceive ppl with her seemingly innocent looks...hahahah
yeah, and we decided to start gossiping...hahah, cleo who wanted to slp cudnt resist the temptation to unleash the gossip queen in all females...*muahhah* yeah. and i slept for a non-existent 1/2 an hr. went for complimentary brkfast with steph :) since my dinner was like...pathetic...apparently not much ppl cared abt the dinner..and i missed the prawns *aww*. and one whole cup of coffee had totally zero effect......was somehow tempted to go shopping....but ahah came home to slp of cos!
then huiling said we look like a grp of delinquents hanging out with makeup and all...(not me!)...hahahah. after the movie, we went walking and visited all the 7-11s, from mandarin to orchard mrt and from shaw back to paragon...then we went back to play cards!! hail bridge!! hahaha, huiling is a gd tcher lor...and a gd player...hmm...can deceive ppl with her seemingly innocent looks...hahahah
yeah, and we decided to start gossiping...hahah, cleo who wanted to slp cudnt resist the temptation to unleash the gossip queen in all females...*muahhah* yeah. and i slept for a non-existent 1/2 an hr. went for complimentary brkfast with steph :) since my dinner was like...pathetic...apparently not much ppl cared abt the dinner..and i missed the prawns *aww*. and one whole cup of coffee had totally zero effect......was somehow tempted to go shopping....but ahah came home to slp of cos!
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
watching LOTR -fellowship of the ring jus now.....it's still as magnificent, even though it's prob the 5th time i'm watching it. i think the middle earth its a really cool place! to think that tolkien actually imagined it. i think artists of the past are really wonderfully creative. stories, music, any form of art....nothing can be as rich and imaginative as those from the past. jus think--who would ever be able to create another world, another paradise....
aragorn is soooooo.....awesome....like so cool and xiao sa...(but he looks quite bad as viggo...hahah, so old) and i am still very sad abt gandalf falling down with the fire thing...though i know he'll be back... and i soo love pippin!!! he's so funny :)
aragorn is soooooo.....awesome....like so cool and xiao sa...(but he looks quite bad as viggo...hahah, so old) and i am still very sad abt gandalf falling down with the fire thing...though i know he'll be back... and i soo love pippin!!! he's so funny :)
Sunday, November 21, 2004
| You Are the Peacemaker |
You are emotionally stable and willing to find common ground with others. Your friends and family often look to you to be the mediator when there is conflict. You are easy going and accepting. You take things as they come. Avoding conflict at all costs, you're content when things are calm. |
Saturday, November 20, 2004
yay, shopping spree started today, with my mum. yay, bought *counts* a new shirt, a nice nice windbreaker frm baleno, a pair of ankle socks for sch nxt yr (muahah), an eye massager hahahha (supposedly can help eyesight..improves blood circulation and all), my mum got a nice dress, a shirt. yup :) and pens for my sis
got my prom stuff :)...it's gd to have sises and mum of ur size cos can just take all the things u need frm them, so i've got the shoes, and the bag *no worries* i not stressed or kan chiong abt it at all leh..hahahhah
yay *excited* shopping is SOOO fun :) :) :)but i carry the bags until my hand pain *aww* hahahha...yay, and i trimmed my eyebrows free...hahah, got lobang..muahahah
got my prom stuff :)...it's gd to have sises and mum of ur size cos can just take all the things u need frm them, so i've got the shoes, and the bag *no worries* i not stressed or kan chiong abt it at all leh..hahahhah
yay *excited* shopping is SOOO fun :) :) :)but i carry the bags until my hand pain *aww* hahahha...yay, and i trimmed my eyebrows free...hahah, got lobang..muahahah
Friday, November 19, 2004
it's kinda surreal yeah? yes, i slacked thru the nite frm 7 to 11, watched "how to lose a guy in ten days" on scv...yes, eve tore up her entry proof...yes, i am playing and blogging guilt-free, but i still dun believe that we have BEEN through, DONE it!!!! this feeling wont sink in....until i start my shopping sprees, and playing big-time!!!!!
yeah, currently, TOP on my agenda, to slack and slack till i get kinda bored, then SPRING CLEAN!!!!!!!! and shop and revamp my wardrobe..go shopping with my mama, such a guai kia...muahahah
haha, currently playing on neopets, to make my pet a rich one!!! then it can have lotsa food to eat...yar, my pet very simple one, no investment or auctions or fighting, jus play and eat, play and eat...hahahah
yeah, currently, TOP on my agenda, to slack and slack till i get kinda bored, then SPRING CLEAN!!!!!!!! and shop and revamp my wardrobe..go shopping with my mama, such a guai kia...muahahah
haha, currently playing on neopets, to make my pet a rich one!!! then it can have lotsa food to eat...yar, my pet very simple one, no investment or auctions or fighting, jus play and eat, play and eat...hahahah
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Thursday, November 11, 2004
i am soooooooooo sick of studying..physics...to be specific...*argharghargh* cant wait for hmm...5 days more and farewell physics!! it will be my greatest joy to personally see all physics wkshts get loaded onto the garang guni's lorry!!! everybody mus recycle ok? i feel so guilty for using SOOOO many pcs of folscap to practise amaths...and all the papers we get..that i prob wun finish all.
yay geog was gd..they always recycle mcq qns one lor....i spotted 3 repeats and a few similar ones. like sherilyn said, they probably have a memory valve or sth liddat, and when they run out of qns, they will jus dig out and reuse.hope paper 2 is gd!! my life depends on it.
i kinda shudder at the thot of getting back our results...quite far away lar, but still......wat if sth goes wrong...O_o....so scared. so mus enjoy life this few months. it's so weird...like O's had been our life's goal for the past yr and now it's like 3/4 over....it's like a part of ur life is over...like, a milestone...hahah. sumtimes i cant believe that we have got THIS far.
it's amazing how a MOMENT. a SECOND can change your life. like, during the exams, any wrong choice or a careless slip can affect everything else. isnt it scary to think that what u are doing NOW, might decide sth in the future?
yay geog was gd..they always recycle mcq qns one lor....i spotted 3 repeats and a few similar ones. like sherilyn said, they probably have a memory valve or sth liddat, and when they run out of qns, they will jus dig out and reuse.hope paper 2 is gd!! my life depends on it.
i kinda shudder at the thot of getting back our results...quite far away lar, but still......wat if sth goes wrong...O_o....so scared. so mus enjoy life this few months. it's so weird...like O's had been our life's goal for the past yr and now it's like 3/4 over....it's like a part of ur life is over...like, a milestone...hahah. sumtimes i cant believe that we have got THIS far.
it's amazing how a MOMENT. a SECOND can change your life. like, during the exams, any wrong choice or a careless slip can affect everything else. isnt it scary to think that what u are doing NOW, might decide sth in the future?
Saturday, October 30, 2004
have u ever been caught in the middle before? between 2 ppl, 2 ppl with conflicting ideas?
ask me.
i really hate to be the middle person. caught in that position between my sis-es, my mum and my sis.
a lot of things that i have no idea how to put in words.
my mum, too much pent up feelings brought abt by things that happened long time ago.
my sis, too rebellious.
not to say that anyone has perfect character eg me, bad temper.
i really have no idea about all these EQ stuff. all these person to person relationships, how do u juggle them? how do make sure that u say things to suit every single individual and make everyone happy? make it a win-win situation.
it is indeed really hard to be a human being. if there was a next life...i think i will choose not to be one. a bird? perhaps.
ask me.
i really hate to be the middle person. caught in that position between my sis-es, my mum and my sis.
a lot of things that i have no idea how to put in words.
my mum, too much pent up feelings brought abt by things that happened long time ago.
my sis, too rebellious.
not to say that anyone has perfect character eg me, bad temper.
i really have no idea about all these EQ stuff. all these person to person relationships, how do u juggle them? how do make sure that u say things to suit every single individual and make everyone happy? make it a win-win situation.
it is indeed really hard to be a human being. if there was a next life...i think i will choose not to be one. a bird? perhaps.
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
sometimes, it's better not to know something that you were not supposed to know. makes you see things in such a cynical light, the act put on by the subject simply irks you becos you know the truth behind that facade.
it angers me to know that out of this few thousand chinese words we have to learn, only 10 will come out in the exams. chinese would have been much more fun to learn if not for the exams actually. jus think of our last few chi lessons...shouting the answers to the ppl at the bd to write and fight for the CHoCOlate!! hahahahhahahah....wy and her super fast hands (leading to bad handwriting)
looking fwd to the new lease on life 23 days from now. please release me.
and drming of life then already. i will not be home most of the time...hahah...seen enuf of my books and my study rm. cant wait to sell chunks of wkshts and past yr papers (eg Mr chang's papers WITHOUT ans!! grr) to the garang guni. sure my mum will be so prd of me. and by then, my table (which seems as if a crazy wind had swept over it) can finally see the light. literally.
it angers me to know that out of this few thousand chinese words we have to learn, only 10 will come out in the exams. chinese would have been much more fun to learn if not for the exams actually. jus think of our last few chi lessons...shouting the answers to the ppl at the bd to write and fight for the CHoCOlate!! hahahahhahahah....wy and her super fast hands (leading to bad handwriting)
looking fwd to the new lease on life 23 days from now. please release me.
and drming of life then already. i will not be home most of the time...hahah...seen enuf of my books and my study rm. cant wait to sell chunks of wkshts and past yr papers (eg Mr chang's papers WITHOUT ans!! grr) to the garang guni. sure my mum will be so prd of me. and by then, my table (which seems as if a crazy wind had swept over it) can finally see the light. literally.
Monday, October 25, 2004
my temper is real real bad. u would probably have experienced it if u had ever pissed me off before. sorry....i really cant control it at times. impatience? or jus pure short-temper...both
that's bad.
my poor keybd had been banged on twice today for (the comp) pissing me off totally. sometimes i dun understand my own bouts of anger and i totally regret after that. maybe i should go for some anger management class?
that's bad.
my poor keybd had been banged on twice today for (the comp) pissing me off totally. sometimes i dun understand my own bouts of anger and i totally regret after that. maybe i should go for some anger management class?
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
i will probably be taking tmr's chem pract with nostalgia, knowing it will probably be the last chem pract i will be doing in my life. i hope tmr's lock up will be endurable - disadvantage of being the first batch, but the good thing is, we get clean pipettes and burettes!
everyday i do my work with the knowledge that Os is coming. SOON. it still feels like something surreal somewhere in my consciousness. soon, it will be over. soon we will get our results back. time passes more quickly than ever before! sometimes i can hardly distinguish what happened yesterday and the day before. and i cant wait for it to be over. i suppose when it is over, all of us will feel a sense of 'loss'. it's been our motivation for the past year, perhaps 2 yrs. suddenly we will be so free we will feel weird to not be doing anything. school has trained us, in a way, into workaholics!
everyday i do my work with the knowledge that Os is coming. SOON. it still feels like something surreal somewhere in my consciousness. soon, it will be over. soon we will get our results back. time passes more quickly than ever before! sometimes i can hardly distinguish what happened yesterday and the day before. and i cant wait for it to be over. i suppose when it is over, all of us will feel a sense of 'loss'. it's been our motivation for the past year, perhaps 2 yrs. suddenly we will be so free we will feel weird to not be doing anything. school has trained us, in a way, into workaholics!
Saturday, October 16, 2004
yesterday was our official last day in rgs and in 401. this probably has not sunk in anyone's mind yet, as are any parting occasions. our class has been wonderful! all thanks to very fun and hyped up ppl in our class + thanks to karen's boisterous laughter and steph's narcissism that always lightens up our classrm. shall we all meet one day,perhaps 10 yrs later, and all of us very different in our on way, there will be this chapter of our lives in rgs 401 that we all share. and perhaps, wanying may one day, really end up being the first to be married with 2 kids in ten yrs time, or esther earning her first million by 30, or anything at all, our memories remain and that we will keep forever in our hearts.
Thursday, October 14, 2004
this week had been rather significant. our last chinese lesson in our whole lives, my last physics lesson (tht's a joy!). our last chem lesson with mrs tan!! she's a great tcher...i felt i had learnt so much more this yr! last lit lesson with ms leow, our dearest, comical ms leow..sighz
as for our class, there will be no more mass toilet-going sessions and terrorizing 315's class terrapin (charmaine). *sobs* it feels weird..it's jus too fast. summore our class ppl are going to various jcs...sighz. gd times end too soon.oh, i am so gonna miss the last row ppl..wanying! haha, hanna and i had a great time sitting beside her, luffing at her funny jokes and blurness. hope to see her arnd in sch next time!
bond's concert is today!!! arghh..no money to go.
7 days to chem pract
8 days to RJC open hse
17 days to Os
as for our class, there will be no more mass toilet-going sessions and terrorizing 315's class terrapin (charmaine). *sobs* it feels weird..it's jus too fast. summore our class ppl are going to various jcs...sighz. gd times end too soon.oh, i am so gonna miss the last row ppl..wanying! haha, hanna and i had a great time sitting beside her, luffing at her funny jokes and blurness. hope to see her arnd in sch next time!
bond's concert is today!!! arghh..no money to go.
7 days to chem pract
8 days to RJC open hse
17 days to Os
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Thursday, September 30, 2004
results were disappointing..expected better but hope all will be well after moderation. i have put up a big sign saying RJC on my noticebd. it's a motivation (it works!), it's a goal. had a rj talk in sch today, the principal was over 2m tall!!!! but somehow, despite all these talks by jcs(and the very apparent rivalry among hc and rj...i mean VERY VERY apparent)my determination to go rj has never been wavered. once a rafflesian, always one! it's a pact between eve and i.
moderation results coming out nxt wk. high high probability that they will moderate amaths, to my relief, and hope they do so for the sciences. i must mug frm now on, so i shall not blog for a REALLY REALLY LONG time...haha, even blogs hibernate.
have been calling my sises online..it's so fun! this program called skype. if u have a mike, u can jus tok over the internet free! even conferences (meaning more than 1 person). hopefully my mum can learn how to on the comp herself (though it's quite tough -- she has difficulties controlling the mousie!). well, she's a housewife, quite a relaxing life actually..haha, since all her kids are grown. but of cos no sane, educated woman of singapore nowadays will give up her 20 years of education, striving for the best instituition, the best results, in hope for the best career just like that. not me at least *shrugs* actually, that's the crux of our population prob...no matter how much incentive u offer, there's still this problem with no resolutions.
moderation results coming out nxt wk. high high probability that they will moderate amaths, to my relief, and hope they do so for the sciences. i must mug frm now on, so i shall not blog for a REALLY REALLY LONG time...haha, even blogs hibernate.
have been calling my sises online..it's so fun! this program called skype. if u have a mike, u can jus tok over the internet free! even conferences (meaning more than 1 person). hopefully my mum can learn how to on the comp herself (though it's quite tough -- she has difficulties controlling the mousie!). well, she's a housewife, quite a relaxing life actually..haha, since all her kids are grown. but of cos no sane, educated woman of singapore nowadays will give up her 20 years of education, striving for the best instituition, the best results, in hope for the best career just like that. not me at least *shrugs* actually, that's the crux of our population prob...no matter how much incentive u offer, there's still this problem with no resolutions.
Monday, September 27, 2004
The Waste Land
In this decayed hole among the mountains
In the faint moonlight, the grass is singing
Over the tumbled graves, about the chapel
It has no windows, and the door swings,
Dry bones can harm no one.
Only a cock stood on the rooftree
Co co rico, co co rico
In a flash of lightning. Then a damp gust
Bringing rain
Ganga was sunken, and the limp leaves
Waited for rain, while the black clouds
Gathered far distant, over Himavant.
The jungle crouched, humped in silence.
Then spoke the thunder
~T. S. Eliot
savour the words of this poem....
nature will triumph over mankind
In this decayed hole among the mountains
In the faint moonlight, the grass is singing
Over the tumbled graves, about the chapel
It has no windows, and the door swings,
Dry bones can harm no one.
Only a cock stood on the rooftree
Co co rico, co co rico
In a flash of lightning. Then a damp gust
Bringing rain
Ganga was sunken, and the limp leaves
Waited for rain, while the black clouds
Gathered far distant, over Himavant.
The jungle crouched, humped in silence.
Then spoke the thunder
~T. S. Eliot
savour the words of this poem....
nature will triumph over mankind
Friday, September 24, 2004
yay!!! most of the ppl are rejoicing now, cos prelims are over!!! so weird rite? it was such a BIG thing, but now it's over so quickly.
my sis left last night...miss her...we are practically everything in the world...partners in crime, sis, frens,enemies, loggerheads. we know each other like we know ourselves...currently i'm at home with only my mum.
niwae, watched dodgeball on wed..such a crap show, but well, laughed it all off after 2 wks of torment. i cant imagine picking up momentum to study again. shudnt haf gone to sch today, cos it was quite waste time, esp cos the TJ peeps nv come on schedule, so we had some exam malpractice and HC talk. i'm still set on RJ. i'm a rafflesian!! IF i can make it. but hor, if i cant get into RJ or HC,
slacked the past few days away, life's wonderful, time passed so quickly....for now.
looking fwd to my blog layout tht's in the making, thnks to eve!!
my sis left last night...miss her...we are practically everything in the world...partners in crime, sis, frens,enemies, loggerheads. we know each other like we know ourselves...currently i'm at home with only my mum.
niwae, watched dodgeball on wed..such a crap show, but well, laughed it all off after 2 wks of torment. i cant imagine picking up momentum to study again. shudnt haf gone to sch today, cos it was quite waste time, esp cos the TJ peeps nv come on schedule, so we had some exam malpractice and HC talk. i'm still set on RJ. i'm a rafflesian!! IF i can make it. but hor, if i cant get into RJ or HC,
slacked the past few days away, life's wonderful, time passed so quickly....for now.
looking fwd to my blog layout tht's in the making, thnks to eve!!
Thursday, September 16, 2004
trying to take a breather after 4 days strt of torment.
i swear i wrote the longest zuo wen and gong han in this 2 yrs yesterday! i was so proud of myself. inspiration jus kept flowing. i was so hungry after that that my carnivourous instincts emerged...just ask felly. i tried to bite her innocent hand *beams*
and today sucked. amaths sucked. I nearly cried looking at the qns for the first time. i was just stuck. for a moment i thought God gave up on me or something, and i was praying so hard, 'God dun abandon me'. Perhaps He's too busy, everybody in the hall must have been praying. but i was so proud of myself! i could do the vector-relative velocity qn *beams*
then had geog, which was quite gd! but my hand ached so much after tht. and i came home and slept. my first afternoon nap in how long... i feel as if the exams are almost finished. but the bombers are coming next wk, together, phy and chem and amaths p2. i so love it. but at least they are kind enuf to give us a wkend. geog p1 is tmr, such brainless arrangement, make us go back for like one hr...but b4 that got bio...haha. but seriously, they shudnt haf put geog and amaths together. THEY SHOULD TRY IT FOR THEMSELVES. does it please them to impose such pain on us? we are jus young innocent 16 yr old minds.
btw, read my prev entry too..if u hafnt :)
i swear i wrote the longest zuo wen and gong han in this 2 yrs yesterday! i was so proud of myself. inspiration jus kept flowing. i was so hungry after that that my carnivourous instincts emerged...just ask felly. i tried to bite her innocent hand *beams*
and today sucked. amaths sucked. I nearly cried looking at the qns for the first time. i was just stuck. for a moment i thought God gave up on me or something, and i was praying so hard, 'God dun abandon me'. Perhaps He's too busy, everybody in the hall must have been praying. but i was so proud of myself! i could do the vector-relative velocity qn *beams*
then had geog, which was quite gd! but my hand ached so much after tht. and i came home and slept. my first afternoon nap in how long... i feel as if the exams are almost finished. but the bombers are coming next wk, together, phy and chem and amaths p2. i so love it. but at least they are kind enuf to give us a wkend. geog p1 is tmr, such brainless arrangement, make us go back for like one hr...but b4 that got bio...haha. but seriously, they shudnt haf put geog and amaths together. THEY SHOULD TRY IT FOR THEMSELVES. does it please them to impose such pain on us? we are jus young innocent 16 yr old minds.
btw, read my prev entry too..if u hafnt :)
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
these days and especially the previous wk, life has been B-O-R-I-N-G boring.trapped at home, limited tv watching, work and work and work. if some one were to write an account of a typical day in the life of a 16 yr old singaporean, it will be
wake up
breakfast
work
lunch
work
dinner
work
sleep
life would haf been worse if not for my handphone game, honeyball!! i'm addicted! ha, sometimes, i tou lan, read TGIS, which is less laborous, and use it as an excuse to slack, but oh well, it's work too! oh btw, lit was so lucky for me!!! i jus finished reading tht part of the bk for the passaged based *beams* emaths today was not bad, easier than i thot it wud be, but i made 2 careless mistakes...>.< careless mistakes are worse than anything else...
was looking at my uniform, and i was thinking, i will miss it so much..u noe, there's this sense of belonging. had lotsa wandering thots during this period of boredom. like, i always wonder if i'm too selfish, always thinking abt myself, the things i want to do, the kind of life i want to lead, I, I, I . but, life's like that, it's either, u do what u want to do, lead your life, or u live up to other's expectations and live they way they want u to live. *shrugs* life's full of ambiguity..
yay, haf gone past 3.5 subjects! hope all goes well for chi compo tmr. it's the 1st time this yr i haf worked so hard on my zao ju.. yay, there's Lavender (the chi movie) on SCV the second day after prelims!!! gonna watch my takeshi *beams* and relax a bit. ha, eve, marilyn and i were toking abt missing the first 3 mths of JC if we end up in CJ or Meridien with our prelim marks....haha,then we can go work or travel! , but i dun think my dad will allow..duh.
oh wellz, gd luck to all!
wake up
breakfast
work
lunch
work
dinner
work
sleep
life would haf been worse if not for my handphone game, honeyball!! i'm addicted! ha, sometimes, i tou lan, read TGIS, which is less laborous, and use it as an excuse to slack, but oh well, it's work too! oh btw, lit was so lucky for me!!! i jus finished reading tht part of the bk for the passaged based *beams* emaths today was not bad, easier than i thot it wud be, but i made 2 careless mistakes...>.< careless mistakes are worse than anything else...
was looking at my uniform, and i was thinking, i will miss it so much..u noe, there's this sense of belonging. had lotsa wandering thots during this period of boredom. like, i always wonder if i'm too selfish, always thinking abt myself, the things i want to do, the kind of life i want to lead, I, I, I . but, life's like that, it's either, u do what u want to do, lead your life, or u live up to other's expectations and live they way they want u to live. *shrugs* life's full of ambiguity..
yay, haf gone past 3.5 subjects! hope all goes well for chi compo tmr. it's the 1st time this yr i haf worked so hard on my zao ju.. yay, there's Lavender (the chi movie) on SCV the second day after prelims!!! gonna watch my takeshi *beams* and relax a bit. ha, eve, marilyn and i were toking abt missing the first 3 mths of JC if we end up in CJ or Meridien with our prelim marks....haha,then we can go work or travel! , but i dun think my dad will allow..duh.
oh wellz, gd luck to all!
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
eve is definitely grieving over the end of olympics man...me and my sis were discussing abt rhythmic gym and how they make things look incredibly easy, doing splits (which exceed 180 degrees) and bending their bodies like nobody's business..
studying is madness...i told my sis dun be shocked if i get a bit cranky or too high..studying too much here. time's running out..haha, make u stressed...okie, tata
studying is madness...i told my sis dun be shocked if i get a bit cranky or too high..studying too much here. time's running out..haha, make u stressed...okie, tata
Saturday, September 04, 2004
i'm damn high today...must be the haw flakes..i ate like 4 tubes today.
watched this damn nice show called "Lassie" with my mum, abt a collie sheepdog..so touching. ha, eve and many ppl are grieving over the end of the olympics..so fast..haiz, and i missed my synchronised swimming!!
my dad's gonna get a new comp!! hallelujah!! chem pract was not bad! but ppl haf very different results for titration but i believe in myself!! then jessie taught me a bit of french during quarantine time. therefore, my msn nick noir et blanc...sounds so cool rite..haha
so lazy to blog more..tata
watched this damn nice show called "Lassie" with my mum, abt a collie sheepdog..so touching. ha, eve and many ppl are grieving over the end of the olympics..so fast..haiz, and i missed my synchronised swimming!!
my dad's gonna get a new comp!! hallelujah!! chem pract was not bad! but ppl haf very different results for titration but i believe in myself!! then jessie taught me a bit of french during quarantine time. therefore, my msn nick noir et blanc...sounds so cool rite..haha
so lazy to blog more..tata
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
tchers' day concert was damn funny...they really went all out to entertain us ( i like the mr Law and order..so lame)! but i feel bad cos i didnt get any tchers anything...went back to ph and well, stoned for quite some time b4 everyone came...and miraculously, our long lost roland returned!!! first time in 4 yrs. and he cudnt recognise any of us....and he walked past us, and lcy and i were like staring at each other with the "is that him" look. an ri guy is unmissable among the sea of tchs'. candy came back too, and she cudnt rmb my name as well..tsk tsk *wags finger*
yay...mindy has got some 203 ppl to share the skirt 4 my bday pressie..thnks everyone :) though my bday's still quite some time away. i love the skirt..it's such a pretty thing!
beautiful!! we have english (our fave paper..note the sarcasm) on thurs...i bet our class is so excited abt it man...
i've been quite slack this past wk...come online v often...so i shall stay away frm the comp for 4 days...okie? if u see me online b4 saturday, chase me off!!! i have ultra short attn spans lah.
was watching this taiwan program and there was Bond!! so happy!! *beams* i will try to save $ and get their new album. Bond's albums are the only albums that i truly have the urge to buy originals..sorry to the anti-piracy peeps out there
i think i'm quite screwed for lit..i hafnt finished reading it a 2nd time...jus cant get thru it...and hmm...apparently not prepared for it..*how oh how* but i cant depend on comined hums lah...my writing sux
was watching news jus now and ha, now jiawei has got fans asking for autographs...so funny..she mus have felt weird. and susilo's surprise is so not a surprise lah, even we could see what was coming
yay...mindy has got some 203 ppl to share the skirt 4 my bday pressie..thnks everyone :) though my bday's still quite some time away. i love the skirt..it's such a pretty thing!
beautiful!! we have english (our fave paper..note the sarcasm) on thurs...i bet our class is so excited abt it man...
i've been quite slack this past wk...come online v often...so i shall stay away frm the comp for 4 days...okie? if u see me online b4 saturday, chase me off!!! i have ultra short attn spans lah.
was watching this taiwan program and there was Bond!! so happy!! *beams* i will try to save $ and get their new album. Bond's albums are the only albums that i truly have the urge to buy originals..sorry to the anti-piracy peeps out there
i think i'm quite screwed for lit..i hafnt finished reading it a 2nd time...jus cant get thru it...and hmm...apparently not prepared for it..*how oh how* but i cant depend on comined hums lah...my writing sux
was watching news jus now and ha, now jiawei has got fans asking for autographs...so funny..she mus have felt weird. and susilo's surprise is so not a surprise lah, even we could see what was coming
Saturday, August 28, 2004
physics pract is ambiguous. the outcome always is...i mean, i dunno what to expect frm it...*shrugs*
got kept in drama t for like 3+ hrs, and mindy and i were deciding if we shud eat mac's or kfc...cos naughty her wanted to use her ezlink card for mac's to save $..so we played 3x10 sets of scissors paper stone and i won 2...muahahah, but we went lido in the end..poor her, cant find the size of the shirt she wants. but we saw this really nice skirt in isetan, and we will get it *beams* i'm alrdy thinking of shopping. i foresee 2 wks fully booked with shopping sessions with fellow shopaholics eve, mindy, etc..hahha
all u need is $, all u need is $ (rings a bell? all u need is love..haha)
slack today manz...CANNOT..mus chiong tmr. i hope all goes well for chem pract. i wonder wat's up 4 tchers day celeb...*shrugs* our last in rg so mus go *beams*
got kept in drama t for like 3+ hrs, and mindy and i were deciding if we shud eat mac's or kfc...cos naughty her wanted to use her ezlink card for mac's to save $..so we played 3x10 sets of scissors paper stone and i won 2...muahahah, but we went lido in the end..poor her, cant find the size of the shirt she wants. but we saw this really nice skirt in isetan, and we will get it *beams* i'm alrdy thinking of shopping. i foresee 2 wks fully booked with shopping sessions with fellow shopaholics eve, mindy, etc..hahha
all u need is $, all u need is $ (rings a bell? all u need is love..haha)
slack today manz...CANNOT..mus chiong tmr. i hope all goes well for chem pract. i wonder wat's up 4 tchers day celeb...*shrugs* our last in rg so mus go *beams*
Thursday, August 26, 2004
u noe what???? i jus downloaded a song frm shareaza in like 3 secs!!!! it was SOOO fast i just watched on, jaw dropped! and it's an oldie summore, thot there wud be less sources... *in a state of shock*
it took me quite sumtime to process the fact that tmr's physics pract..but seriously, i dunno what to do abt it. other then read thru and mem. formulae, and yah, they cant have pract qns for like dynamics, and WEP rite? so..well, hope all goes well. yes..we're are kept in till 12 +...yay, then mindy and i are going to get sharon's present!! we r so telepathic..i smsed her abt this and she said "u freak! i jus wanted to ask u that!" ha, we hafnt been hanging out much after choir...rmb we used to eat lunch together after every single sat choir prac. she's still funny as usual, and her infectious lameness is un-missable.
okie, gotta catch some good sleep or i will keep yawning tmr..gd luck to all!
it took me quite sumtime to process the fact that tmr's physics pract..but seriously, i dunno what to do abt it. other then read thru and mem. formulae, and yah, they cant have pract qns for like dynamics, and WEP rite? so..well, hope all goes well. yes..we're are kept in till 12 +...yay, then mindy and i are going to get sharon's present!! we r so telepathic..i smsed her abt this and she said "u freak! i jus wanted to ask u that!" ha, we hafnt been hanging out much after choir...rmb we used to eat lunch together after every single sat choir prac. she's still funny as usual, and her infectious lameness is un-missable.
okie, gotta catch some good sleep or i will keep yawning tmr..gd luck to all!
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
everyone seem to have turned off their handphones or sth...they dun reply to my msg..but oh wellz...understood. everyone's on exam mode.
sis gave me 'tuition' yesterday on electronics. aint THAT hard actually...i think it's easier to study ourselves from the textbook than trying to understand all the chim stuff chang said. Prob gonna do this for every single chapt... self study. I am so happy with my chem and emaths rev. our prelims 03 was killer manz...and the Os paper mrs pey let us do was SO much easier. Haiz...not very encouraging...cant believe they are using prelim marks for JC entry. Speech day was quite crap...lotsa waiting. the presentation was THIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSS long. haha. hao bu rong yi cai deng dao performance. Sec 3s! U guys were quite funny. keep it up! and i love amanda's speech abt battling the Cambridge examiners. *applauds*
and i quote this from PM Lee's National Day Rally:
'We may be small but we have high hopes and big dreams. And so long as we are a little red dot in the middle of South-east Asia, let people know that we are a people who will keep on trying and never say die. And with this spirit, the future is ours to make.'
sis gave me 'tuition' yesterday on electronics. aint THAT hard actually...i think it's easier to study ourselves from the textbook than trying to understand all the chim stuff chang said. Prob gonna do this for every single chapt... self study. I am so happy with my chem and emaths rev. our prelims 03 was killer manz...and the Os paper mrs pey let us do was SO much easier. Haiz...not very encouraging...cant believe they are using prelim marks for JC entry. Speech day was quite crap...lotsa waiting. the presentation was THIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSS long. haha. hao bu rong yi cai deng dao performance. Sec 3s! U guys were quite funny. keep it up! and i love amanda's speech abt battling the Cambridge examiners. *applauds*
and i quote this from PM Lee's National Day Rally:
'We may be small but we have high hopes and big dreams. And so long as we are a little red dot in the middle of South-east Asia, let people know that we are a people who will keep on trying and never say die. And with this spirit, the future is ours to make.'
Sunday, August 22, 2004
have i told u how sad i am for jiawei? her match against the squeaky and noisy woman yesterday was SUCH A WASTE!!! she had a great chance of winning the 5th, 6th set...haiz. why oh why?? but she did her best lah..it really did us proud, but still, we were SOOOOO close to making history, and she was so close to earning her 250 000 bucks...
*lets out a loooooong loooooong sigh*
our swimmers were....their records were quite far frm the world one..haha, but well, work harder!!! so, all our athletes balik kampong..train harder for 2008!! Beijing here we come!!! hahah. actually olympics had nv meant so much to me b4, but oh wellz, it will frm now on
sent my big sis off, so now it's me and 2nd sis, still living on fine..haha, but after she leaves as well, i will be real lonely. physics prelim pract is jus 4 days away *shudders at the thot that prelims are so near*
MY PHYSICS IS GONE!!!!! now i am really putting focus on chem as my science for R5..more enjoyable to study...haha, but chang really rushed a lot towards the end, a lot to self study. cant blame him!
*lets out a loooooong loooooong sigh*
our swimmers were....their records were quite far frm the world one..haha, but well, work harder!!! so, all our athletes balik kampong..train harder for 2008!! Beijing here we come!!! hahah. actually olympics had nv meant so much to me b4, but oh wellz, it will frm now on
sent my big sis off, so now it's me and 2nd sis, still living on fine..haha, but after she leaves as well, i will be real lonely. physics prelim pract is jus 4 days away *shudders at the thot that prelims are so near*
MY PHYSICS IS GONE!!!!! now i am really putting focus on chem as my science for R5..more enjoyable to study...haha, but chang really rushed a lot towards the end, a lot to self study. cant blame him!
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
susilo rox!! i bet fel agrees. his match against ling dan (can also be ling2 dan4..sorry...hah) was superb...his reaction damn fast, reflexes damn gd!! (felly..he's taken! haha) but then again...nearly all our athletes are imported..but it doesnt matter :)
had last block of tennis yesterday (boohoo!!) and eve kept claiming that she was mrs roddick...*cough cough* eve, i'm so sure!! haha, well...i LOVE tennis!! mus go play after exams. cant believe it's the last week!!!!! everythin's last! not that i will miss eng and physics pract...
my sis is freelancing for the mag teenage and she got to interview lotsa ppl! like Evonne Hsu, Ashlee Simpson!!, Linda...damn cool! and she gets their albums for free..how fun. i told her to tell her colleagues to pass the work to me after Os....and it's good money!! she writes an article for every interview and gets paid 60, 70 per article!! beats giving tuition..like my big sis.
toking abt her, she's leaving this fri, sending her off and very soon i'll be very lonely.. :( ok, vei and i have decided to only focus on 6 subs for prelims...no time to care too much abt my physics.. >.<
ganbatte everyone
had last block of tennis yesterday (boohoo!!) and eve kept claiming that she was mrs roddick...*cough cough* eve, i'm so sure!! haha, well...i LOVE tennis!! mus go play after exams. cant believe it's the last week!!!!! everythin's last! not that i will miss eng and physics pract...
my sis is freelancing for the mag teenage and she got to interview lotsa ppl! like Evonne Hsu, Ashlee Simpson!!, Linda...damn cool! and she gets their albums for free..how fun. i told her to tell her colleagues to pass the work to me after Os....and it's good money!! she writes an article for every interview and gets paid 60, 70 per article!! beats giving tuition..like my big sis.
toking abt her, she's leaving this fri, sending her off and very soon i'll be very lonely.. :( ok, vei and i have decided to only focus on 6 subs for prelims...no time to care too much abt my physics.. >.<
ganbatte everyone
Friday, August 13, 2004
[eve] aiyah...quite swt lah...some parts...when he got the flowers for her....hehe...u are so right...takeshi rocks our socks!!
so sad...bryna left us today *boohoo* well, she's joining Sg American Sch...her notice was really short, so it's very shocking lah. will miss her lots. But gd for her, she's missing the Os. well, sch's ending nxt wk...for the study leave. haiz...so fast!! i'm not ready to leave rgs yet...so last wk, we had our last chem pract lesson...aww...realised i am nv gonna do chem pract (except for exams) ever again...i wun miss physics AT ALL...but i miss chem
today for assembly, we watched a video of an AWESOME performance of a figure-skating comp. in 1984 olympics...and the spker was interesting, so makes us all rooted to the grnd ...once in a blue moon occasions. mindy and i have probably have the most special way of acknowledging each other along the corridors...we glare at each other...yah, tht's our greeting..haha. miss spending time with her and the squigs during choir..so much luffs
speech day's nxt wk, gotta make sure my shoes are squeaky clean :) i'm avoiding physics...escapism..ha, but i really detest it...maybe i shud have dropped it rite? since i'm so sure i will nv touch it again. and the section of my brain that bears the minimal memories of PHYSICS will automatically brainwash itself. so dun ask me anything abt it the day after the exams...it's emptied alrdy
so sad...bryna left us today *boohoo* well, she's joining Sg American Sch...her notice was really short, so it's very shocking lah. will miss her lots. But gd for her, she's missing the Os. well, sch's ending nxt wk...for the study leave. haiz...so fast!! i'm not ready to leave rgs yet...so last wk, we had our last chem pract lesson...aww...realised i am nv gonna do chem pract (except for exams) ever again...i wun miss physics AT ALL...but i miss chem
today for assembly, we watched a video of an AWESOME performance of a figure-skating comp. in 1984 olympics...and the spker was interesting, so makes us all rooted to the grnd ...once in a blue moon occasions. mindy and i have probably have the most special way of acknowledging each other along the corridors...we glare at each other...yah, tht's our greeting..haha. miss spending time with her and the squigs during choir..so much luffs
speech day's nxt wk, gotta make sure my shoes are squeaky clean :) i'm avoiding physics...escapism..ha, but i really detest it...maybe i shud have dropped it rite? since i'm so sure i will nv touch it again. and the section of my brain that bears the minimal memories of PHYSICS will automatically brainwash itself. so dun ask me anything abt it the day after the exams...it's emptied alrdy
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
wow...hafnt blogged for a looong time. ha, my story goes back to last fri, after nat'l day celeb. cleo, eve and i went to watch house of flying daggers! well, beautiful scenery, nice moves, SWEET eye candy, (i love the horses!!) and brainless plot..but for the sake of the eye candy..haha. we were all luffing at how unrealistic the last part was (when zhang ziyi died and woke and died and woke then died finally...haha) trying to drag the movie to a full 2 hrs. but takeshi made up for all these flaws haha...then cleo was saying how older men are so hot..eg brad pitt, tom cruise ("he's single" exclaimed cleo), and takeshi ..all in their 40s. *takeshi!!* then we went to take neocard and we bought earrings for marilyn's bday and i got this pair of butterfly ones...ahhhh...to die for manz.. totally in love with them. had a really fun time with the 2 of them. i seldom hang out with cleo, so nv realised she was soo funny! + eve, it makes gd company. well, we didnt win the fashion parade, but cleo looked BEAUTIFUL! she didnt bring her makeup removal, so she went out with them on, and she said "it;s a free cntry!" and she doesnt care abt ppl staring...xiao1 sa3!
went m'sia to visit my relatives on sat...and there was a 4 1/2 hrs jam!!!!!!!!!! how much time is that...it was just that short dist. bet. the s'pore customs to the m'sia customs (that stretch of the bridge at the second link) saw my cute baby cousin!!! she's so quiet but still cute, has that blur look on her face. and i saw my fave cousin too!!! he's spking a lot more, + that twinkle of mischief in his eyes. and we ate SOOO much. it's always lotsa food when we go m'sia.
sighz...O's orals tmr...back to sch *sadz* i'm so unprepared for everything and anything!! if i were to take the exams now....NO WAY. exchanged phone with my sis cos mine has triband and she's going to US..so bye bye phone..but hers is samsung and has LOADs of fun games!! distraction manz.
*i'm proud to be a singaporean* are u?
went m'sia to visit my relatives on sat...and there was a 4 1/2 hrs jam!!!!!!!!!! how much time is that...it was just that short dist. bet. the s'pore customs to the m'sia customs (that stretch of the bridge at the second link) saw my cute baby cousin!!! she's so quiet but still cute, has that blur look on her face. and i saw my fave cousin too!!! he's spking a lot more, + that twinkle of mischief in his eyes. and we ate SOOO much. it's always lotsa food when we go m'sia.
sighz...O's orals tmr...back to sch *sadz* i'm so unprepared for everything and anything!! if i were to take the exams now....NO WAY. exchanged phone with my sis cos mine has triband and she's going to US..so bye bye phone..but hers is samsung and has LOADs of fun games!! distraction manz.
*i'm proud to be a singaporean* are u?
Monday, August 02, 2004
this is the song the sec 3s used during farewell. beautiful. download it if u can "Our Farewell" by Within Temptation
www.within-temptation.com
Our farewell
In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?
Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are
Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not by my side
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?
So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.
www.within-temptation.com
Our farewell
In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?
Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are
Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not by my side
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?
So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.
Friday, July 30, 2004
yay i love pe more and more cos i can at least hit the tennis ball liaoz..haha
i keep hearing the ad on tv with the song "sway" and i think of dearest nichole!!! all the fun times we had and the funny names we called each other...but i lost the old contact list, so i cant contact her...anyone got her email, pls tell me :)
i'm still really distracted this week..*pulls hair* i hope to really start focusing!!!!!!!! eve and i say we will go watch hse of flying daggers...that shall be my motivation to work hard for the new wk *takeshi kaneshiro* hahah
we have new deco in our classrm!! we pasted a lot of photos on the wall...reminded me of the cute kids at service learning..tho some were unbearable...haiz..thinking closely, sch's coming to an end really soon...awwww....so gonna miss it....surprise i'll miss sch :) mainly due to the ppl and just the place itself brings back lotsa memories.
i was just thinking abt how much i've changed since pri sch...like in a totally different frequency...well, i feel at least. pri sch shapes the fundamentals and basis of ur morals while in sec sch, i think it's the experience and also the absorbent period,....ur mind really takes in a lot. also the decision making stage.
taking NE quiz tmr...rmb we were doing in pri sch in the comp lab...oh...ph is almost done..the exterior. painting is almost done...*surge of nostalgia* i miss the old bldg
Monday, July 26, 2004
mindy and i decided to do sth meaningful with our lives, cos her bro's fren died of brain tumour. so we hope to volunteer at the NKF children's fund during dec hols. sighz...the frailty of human life.
went for the fashion parade rehears. total waste of my precious time!! arggh..any sane tcher wud noe that we cant afford to spend so much time on unimportant stuff. i'm desperately looking for scrap fabrics but the class ain't giving any response *faints* except a few...and i've got this totally cool new idea *beams*
chem pract today involved so much heating!! and the lab wasnt exactly very cool so our sweat was pouring..like eve says "xia yu" (raining)...i love chem pract for the nice colours, like copper(ll)sulphate *beams* woohoo...emaths test on wed...hope i can pull thru the 2 topics...i have been really slack the past wk, so i'm going to concentrate this wk, meaning using very little comp :) *curbing the urge to use the net*
went for the fashion parade rehears. total waste of my precious time!! arggh..any sane tcher wud noe that we cant afford to spend so much time on unimportant stuff. i'm desperately looking for scrap fabrics but the class ain't giving any response *faints* except a few...and i've got this totally cool new idea *beams*
chem pract today involved so much heating!! and the lab wasnt exactly very cool so our sweat was pouring..like eve says "xia yu" (raining)...i love chem pract for the nice colours, like copper(ll)sulphate *beams* woohoo...emaths test on wed...hope i can pull thru the 2 topics...i have been really slack the past wk, so i'm going to concentrate this wk, meaning using very little comp :) *curbing the urge to use the net*
Sunday, July 25, 2004
i got stung by a bee yesterday!! it was on my head!! and i thot it was a drop of water, since it was raining. so i swept it off and uit stung me..i went to sch and got the rcy-s to help me...haha, it's fine now *phew*
i'm so gonna miss my sisters when they are gone!! though sometimes i feel that i can have more freedom that way, sometimes i also think i will be real lonely.
well, i read yining's blog and i thot her case was really similar to mine, like my mum thinking that my dream job is one that has no future and is low-paying...but tht's not true! i mean, yeah, things can be risky, but u have to try it first b4 u even give up that thot. however, yining, u MUST have a backup plan, for practical purposes. i dun think parents are so easy to convince!
haiz...emaths and chi tests next wk...hope i can do the emaths one properly..there's so much to rmb..*bleagh* i realy pity 404 cos mrs C took them for orals and they got ultra low marks....so sad! glad i got hals. for mine-- he's quite lenient.
tmr got pe again! yay! hope it doesnt rain. oh, i have already planned the things that i will do after my exams
1) Shop till i drop
2) Burn all my books and worksheets!! (ha, we thot of having a barbecxue fire from burning bks!)
3) tidy up my place
4) find an internship with law firm or fashion company (exciting!)
5) figure out how to do my own blog template
6)write xmas cards
*wow* i really hope i can do all those already....how many more mths to pull thru?!??!??!!?
32 days to prelims
(to remind everyone to start if u hafnt!!!)
i'm so gonna miss my sisters when they are gone!! though sometimes i feel that i can have more freedom that way, sometimes i also think i will be real lonely.
well, i read yining's blog and i thot her case was really similar to mine, like my mum thinking that my dream job is one that has no future and is low-paying...but tht's not true! i mean, yeah, things can be risky, but u have to try it first b4 u even give up that thot. however, yining, u MUST have a backup plan, for practical purposes. i dun think parents are so easy to convince!
haiz...emaths and chi tests next wk...hope i can do the emaths one properly..there's so much to rmb..*bleagh* i realy pity 404 cos mrs C took them for orals and they got ultra low marks....so sad! glad i got hals. for mine-- he's quite lenient.
tmr got pe again! yay! hope it doesnt rain. oh, i have already planned the things that i will do after my exams
1) Shop till i drop
2) Burn all my books and worksheets!! (ha, we thot of having a barbecxue fire from burning bks!)
3) tidy up my place
4) find an internship with law firm or fashion company (exciting!)
5) figure out how to do my own blog template
6)write xmas cards
*wow* i really hope i can do all those already....how many more mths to pull thru?!??!??!!?
32 days to prelims
(to remind everyone to start if u hafnt!!!)
Saturday, July 24, 2004
i got stung by a bee yesterday!! it was on my head!! and i thot it was a drop of water, since it was raining. so i swept it off and uit stung me..i went to sch and got the rcy-s to help me...haha, it's fine now *phew*
i'm so gonna miss my sisters when they are gone!! though sometimes i feel that i can have more freedom that way, sometimes i also think i will be real lonely.
well, i read yining's blog and i thot her case was really similar to mine, like my mum thinking that my dream job is one that has no future and is low-paying...but tht's not true! i mean, yeah, things can be risky, but u have to try it first b4 u even give up that thot. however, yining, u MUST have a backup plan, for practical purposes. i dun think parents are so easy to convince!
haiz...emaths and chi tests next wk...hope i can do the emaths one properly..there's so much to rmb..*bleagh* i realy pity 404 cos mrs C took them for orals and they got ultra low marks....so sad! glad i got hals. for mine-- he's quite lenient.
tmr got pe again! yay! hope it doesnt rain. oh, i have already planned the things that i will do after my exams
1) Shop till i drop
2) Burn all my books and worksheets!! (ha, we thot of having a barbecxue fire from burning bks!)
3) tidy up my place
4) find an internship with law firm or fashion company (exciting!)
5) figure out how to do my own blog template
6)write xmas cards
*wow* i really hope i can do all those already....how many more mths to pull thru?!??!??!!?
32 days to prelims
(to remind everyone to start if u hafnt!!!)
i'm so gonna miss my sisters when they are gone!! though sometimes i feel that i can have more freedom that way, sometimes i also think i will be real lonely.
well, i read yining's blog and i thot her case was really similar to mine, like my mum thinking that my dream job is one that has no future and is low-paying...but tht's not true! i mean, yeah, things can be risky, but u have to try it first b4 u even give up that thot. however, yining, u MUST have a backup plan, for practical purposes. i dun think parents are so easy to convince!
haiz...emaths and chi tests next wk...hope i can do the emaths one properly..there's so much to rmb..*bleagh* i realy pity 404 cos mrs C took them for orals and they got ultra low marks....so sad! glad i got hals. for mine-- he's quite lenient.
tmr got pe again! yay! hope it doesnt rain. oh, i have already planned the things that i will do after my exams
1) Shop till i drop
2) Burn all my books and worksheets!! (ha, we thot of having a barbecxue fire from burning bks!)
3) tidy up my place
4) find an internship with law firm or fashion company (exciting!)
5) figure out how to do my own blog template
6)write xmas cards
*wow* i really hope i can do all those already....how many more mths to pull thru?!??!??!!?
32 days to prelims
(to remind everyone to start if u hafnt!!!)
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
orals was not (that) bad at all! niwae, racial harmony day rocks totally...our class was so fun lah, nearly everyone wore saris *pays tribute to our roots of the muthusamy family* yeah, so as expected, lots and lots of photo-taking sessions and we were sad to part with our beautiful saris at the end cos it's probably gonna be the only time we wear it...till god knows when. our class won 3rd for the concert, so we have this neon coloured mech. pencil each. *claps claps* well, but thot prev yrs were more interesting, with the henna paintings and all
argh..mental block..wanted to say sth, but forgot...(ha, even for blogging)
chem test tmr...hope for the best!!
haf u read the commonwealth winning essay? it's good..no wonder huh? choir photo-taking tmr! well, apparently the choir enjoyed the exchange with the american choir. said they taught them line dancing. well, i think exchanges are fun. well, when we had exchange with acs(b) earlier this yr, there were ppl not knowing how to play whacko!! vei and i were quite shocked! i mean,...i thot it's a very orientation game...and they took quite long to understand...does tht say sth? *rubs chin*
argh..mental block..wanted to say sth, but forgot...(ha, even for blogging)
chem test tmr...hope for the best!!
haf u read the commonwealth winning essay? it's good..no wonder huh? choir photo-taking tmr! well, apparently the choir enjoyed the exchange with the american choir. said they taught them line dancing. well, i think exchanges are fun. well, when we had exchange with acs(b) earlier this yr, there were ppl not knowing how to play whacko!! vei and i were quite shocked! i mean,...i thot it's a very orientation game...and they took quite long to understand...does tht say sth? *rubs chin*
Sunday, July 18, 2004
oh man....it's orals tmr...*prays hard for a good pic* but i heard mr halsall is a nice examiner...
time flies!! another wkend gone!!
Mean Girls was really really nice! Kinda like a typical teenage chic flick, but it has substance! I encourage all girls to watch it...it really takes a girl to understand some of the emotions involved, and we understand the bitchiness better :). our row was luffing so loudly!! yah, so moral of story (meaningful) is tht being cool or popular really doesnt matter -- u will not feel any happier than before.
sis wanna use the comp..so write again tmr? maybe :)
time flies!! another wkend gone!!
Mean Girls was really really nice! Kinda like a typical teenage chic flick, but it has substance! I encourage all girls to watch it...it really takes a girl to understand some of the emotions involved, and we understand the bitchiness better :). our row was luffing so loudly!! yah, so moral of story (meaningful) is tht being cool or popular really doesnt matter -- u will not feel any happier than before.
sis wanna use the comp..so write again tmr? maybe :)
Friday, July 16, 2004
yay!! it's wkend! but tmr early in the morn, there's eng lesson. not exactly the most pleasant of all things to see HER face the first thing in the morn. oh wellz..there was this percussion grp that came to perform at assembly today! quite cool! with all the cuban, indian, brazilian drums and perc. instruments. and it was xiumin's first time conducting and her hand was in a hamster like position...haha, she looked so blur!
heard this song 'Say Something Anyway" by Bellefire..thot it sounded quite nice! haiz...i'm so behind my plans...been rather distracted this wk. so i really hope to finish the stuff i have delayed this wkend..sounds ambitious? hope notz.
u noe wat? 9 works out of 12 selected from our sch won prizes and commendations for commonwealth essays!!! how cool is tht!! and there was this sec 3 gal who won the top prize for category a i think..and won 500 pounds!!!!!!! u noe, if i have tht kind of money, i will go and buy a violin! and fulfill my violin dream!!
yay, my nose is getting better, almost there..my orals are next mon...*shudders* i dun like the pic description cos i jus dunno what to say!!! haiz.i guess i gotta get going..cos i've lesson tmr MORN...URGHH,,,rob me of my wonderful sleeping time!! but oh well, think we watching a movie tmr..mean girls? not too sure yet
heard this song 'Say Something Anyway" by Bellefire..thot it sounded quite nice! haiz...i'm so behind my plans...been rather distracted this wk. so i really hope to finish the stuff i have delayed this wkend..sounds ambitious? hope notz.
u noe wat? 9 works out of 12 selected from our sch won prizes and commendations for commonwealth essays!!! how cool is tht!! and there was this sec 3 gal who won the top prize for category a i think..and won 500 pounds!!!!!!! u noe, if i have tht kind of money, i will go and buy a violin! and fulfill my violin dream!!
yay, my nose is getting better, almost there..my orals are next mon...*shudders* i dun like the pic description cos i jus dunno what to say!!! haiz.i guess i gotta get going..cos i've lesson tmr MORN...URGHH,,,rob me of my wonderful sleeping time!! but oh well, think we watching a movie tmr..mean girls? not too sure yet
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
eve and janice came up with this really brilliant business idea, inspired b the keychain on janice's pencil box- to design slippers (flip flops) and brand is Funky Flip Flops (F cube)- Slip it on. haha, quite fun, then i 'freelance' for them. the 2 of them are always up to sth...well, but i think this is quite a feasible idea actually.
i am disliking eng more and more...for obvious reasons... wanying feels tht way too! hah. oh, racial harmony day next wed *excited* but nxt day got chem test...
School gave us this limited edition 'RGS tin' as a souvenir to commemorate the inaugural of RP this yr. It has a mini t-shirt tht says raffles,'04 and shoelaces, which arent very nice. But nonetheless, i think its a wonderful gift! haiz...i'm starting to feel sad abt the final farewell...everytime i step into sch, i will wonder, how many more days are left, when i can step into this sch gate. sch kinda sux in some ways but when u leave it, u really start to appreciate it...human irony
oh yah, eve and janice (up to some mischief again), they keep on holding ktv sessions, with songs ranging frm teresa teng, to the corrs, to ou de yang, to jay chou, in the middle of lessons...with eve's self-replay ou de yang song. time to learn new songs!!
i'm 3/4 way done with Da Vinci Code. It's exciting manz...but it's against Christianity.But, well, can take it from a speculative perspective i suppose? i wud really love to see the art works they mention for myself, and see if what it says is true.
oh, i have decided to start this 3days per wk of surfing plan. to prevent myself frm surfing unnecessarily. *beams* time to gear up for prelims!!!
43 days to prelims
i am disliking eng more and more...for obvious reasons... wanying feels tht way too! hah. oh, racial harmony day next wed *excited* but nxt day got chem test...
School gave us this limited edition 'RGS tin' as a souvenir to commemorate the inaugural of RP this yr. It has a mini t-shirt tht says raffles,'04 and shoelaces, which arent very nice. But nonetheless, i think its a wonderful gift! haiz...i'm starting to feel sad abt the final farewell...everytime i step into sch, i will wonder, how many more days are left, when i can step into this sch gate. sch kinda sux in some ways but when u leave it, u really start to appreciate it...human irony
oh yah, eve and janice (up to some mischief again), they keep on holding ktv sessions, with songs ranging frm teresa teng, to the corrs, to ou de yang, to jay chou, in the middle of lessons...with eve's self-replay ou de yang song. time to learn new songs!!
i'm 3/4 way done with Da Vinci Code. It's exciting manz...but it's against Christianity.But, well, can take it from a speculative perspective i suppose? i wud really love to see the art works they mention for myself, and see if what it says is true.
oh, i have decided to start this 3days per wk of surfing plan. to prevent myself frm surfing unnecessarily. *beams* time to gear up for prelims!!!
43 days to prelims
Monday, July 12, 2004
my nose is killing me---------------------
sighz..everyone's falling sick! haiz, on my way home today, there was this chao act cool guy..ACb one...wah..i was walking quite a dist. behind him mah, then he probably heard me walking, then he turned arnd..so he knows i'm behind lah. then he very shua xin ge and act cool, conveniently threw this pc of litter on the grass..i wanted to tell him "not obvious AT ALL". as if he purposely litter in front of me liddat...weird. but the world's full of weird ppl
mtg the new comm tmr! *happy* to pass on stuff to them, and educate them, cos our seniors didnt give us any tips etc, but well, it's gd tht we had the chance to figure out stuff on our own.
yay!!! finished weathering summary! prelims are SOO near! my eng orals are nxt wk *shudders* it's so scary to know tht JC entrance is based on this...
ahh..nothing much to write abt ...heez..nxt time
sighz..everyone's falling sick! haiz, on my way home today, there was this chao act cool guy..ACb one...wah..i was walking quite a dist. behind him mah, then he probably heard me walking, then he turned arnd..so he knows i'm behind lah. then he very shua xin ge and act cool, conveniently threw this pc of litter on the grass..i wanted to tell him "not obvious AT ALL". as if he purposely litter in front of me liddat...weird. but the world's full of weird ppl
mtg the new comm tmr! *happy* to pass on stuff to them, and educate them, cos our seniors didnt give us any tips etc, but well, it's gd tht we had the chance to figure out stuff on our own.
yay!!! finished weathering summary! prelims are SOO near! my eng orals are nxt wk *shudders* it's so scary to know tht JC entrance is based on this...
ahh..nothing much to write abt ...heez..nxt time
Sunday, July 11, 2004
my dad drove past the half done Pei hwa bldg. it's so tall..like a mini concrete jungle. gone is the wide open courtyard where we had morning assemblies and PE lessons, and those big steps lined with pots of bougainvillea..aww...i really miss pei hwa, the ppl, the tchers, even the bldg! haha
went for the law career talk and the guy was saying the pays were how high..but tht's not the main pt. but i'm afraid it's not for me...argghh...hate thinking abt all these..
kinda lazy to blog more, so yeah
went for the law career talk and the guy was saying the pays were how high..but tht's not the main pt. but i'm afraid it's not for me...argghh...hate thinking abt all these..
kinda lazy to blog more, so yeah
Thursday, July 08, 2004
had career talk for CLE jus now...went for entrepreneurship. tmr's law. i'm considering law as a second option cos the chances my mum will let me do fashion are like 1%? so i'm quite looking forward to the talk tmr. it's complicated to think abt ur future...so dun think unnecessarily...haha.
downloaded the song the sec 3s used for the farewell video. very moving song. "Our farewell" by Within Temptation.
the class video is finally finished!!! pei and i have watched it over and over for a few thousand times..haha. but very happy with the results..now we r so pleased with ourselves. oh, bond has got a new album..haha, hinted mindy liao..up to her to take actions *beams* quite pleased with the geog test..well, i made this summary of crustal movements which i am very proud of! was so motivated.
looking back on my past yr, it has been wonderful, magical, almost surreal. i've learnt so much this yr working with the choir and my perspective of choir has changed so much it's shocking...but i am really glad the tchers and the prev comm gave me this chance. really, it has been a great chapter in my life.
getting late, so am leaving this short and sweet :)
downloaded the song the sec 3s used for the farewell video. very moving song. "Our farewell" by Within Temptation.
the class video is finally finished!!! pei and i have watched it over and over for a few thousand times..haha. but very happy with the results..now we r so pleased with ourselves. oh, bond has got a new album..haha, hinted mindy liao..up to her to take actions *beams* quite pleased with the geog test..well, i made this summary of crustal movements which i am very proud of! was so motivated.
looking back on my past yr, it has been wonderful, magical, almost surreal. i've learnt so much this yr working with the choir and my perspective of choir has changed so much it's shocking...but i am really glad the tchers and the prev comm gave me this chance. really, it has been a great chapter in my life.
getting late, so am leaving this short and sweet :)
Friday, July 02, 2004
had farewell jus now and cried so much. the juniors made this video/ slide show thing that was so touching..to me. even though there were jus pictures, it jus brought bakc so much memories. i think the literarily stepping down thing was quite funny...mus be debbie's idea. it feels weird to see the new comm. cos not long ago, it was us who were in their position. i think our term had been exceptionally short, cos our concert was so early in the yr. and i think i'm in a state of denial or delusion...sometimes i wud wonder if i was really part of the comm. 'was'. tht makes me feel sad. i am not too sure why either. maybe i feel that our term had been too short and i'm not ready to part with the choir. it's funny how my feelings for choir undergo such drastic changes within a yr. jus ask sharon and mindy abt my complaints the prev yrs. i cant believe it...4 yrs jus flew past like that.
the sec 3s organised this toilet treasure hunt thing. well, quite creative but not very organised...heh. i got lots of stuff frm the juniors but i lost this slipper keychain thing and i am feeling really sad :( and my rm smells of steph and siying's the body shop strawberry soap
. when we were singing all those trademark songs, i had this sudden realisation that it may be the last time i am singing those songs and i was just so overwhelmed. i STILL cant believe we have stepped down and handed over to the sec 3s...wish them all the best and hope they continue to bring the choir to greater hts.
went to fran's hse yesterday in an attempt to complete the class vid...and it failed. But niwae, she lives behind the sch, at this condo with an air con lobby and lift that stops right outside ur doorstep. how cool is tht. and, her key is her finger. there is this finger-print censor that she uses to open the door. the deco of her hse was rather javanese, asian style. with lotsa (my fave) dark wood and frosted glass. Lots of her dad's paintings too. oh..and pei and i were both staring at her plain silver dior..DIOR photoframes. well.what can we say? it's a rich men's world
the sec 3s organised this toilet treasure hunt thing. well, quite creative but not very organised...heh. i got lots of stuff frm the juniors but i lost this slipper keychain thing and i am feeling really sad :( and my rm smells of steph and siying's the body shop strawberry soap
. when we were singing all those trademark songs, i had this sudden realisation that it may be the last time i am singing those songs and i was just so overwhelmed. i STILL cant believe we have stepped down and handed over to the sec 3s...wish them all the best and hope they continue to bring the choir to greater hts.
went to fran's hse yesterday in an attempt to complete the class vid...and it failed. But niwae, she lives behind the sch, at this condo with an air con lobby and lift that stops right outside ur doorstep. how cool is tht. and, her key is her finger. there is this finger-print censor that she uses to open the door. the deco of her hse was rather javanese, asian style. with lotsa (my fave) dark wood and frosted glass. Lots of her dad's paintings too. oh..and pei and i were both staring at her plain silver dior..DIOR photoframes. well.what can we say? it's a rich men's world
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
i mus record down this significant day...ahha, well, it's the blackout :)i was doing work halfway and it was pitch dark and i was really really scared cos i was alone upstairs...then my mum started shouting from downstairs...well, at first we thot it was our hse power trip, but realised that the whole estate was dark. i am so glad i had been smart enuf to keep a torch upstairs, ever since last time, when there was a trip, my mum refused to look for the torch and on the mains and jus waited for my dad to come home to do it..my mum was kinda ridiculous lah...cos the blackout cut off her conversation with her fren, so instead of like lighting candles etc, she kept trying to call her fren thru her hp...and i suppose the system was busy...yeah i was wondering, is a call that important at that time? so i was the one lighting the candles. well, it's really sad to not have any lights! i gradually enjoyed the candle light *beams* but my area's power got restored in arnd 20 mins. my dad immediately filled up all the torches with batteries.haha. oh, my conclusion, handphone lights are excellent!
ha, xinyi, wanying and steph set up this "buddy system" to call each other before the match tmr morn (port. and holland) starts..well...soccer doesnt exactly matter to me, so i wun sacrifice my sleep to watch it. niwae, i'm so proud of myself!! i was so motivated today i finished what i had planned to revise *beams*
yayy...tennis for PE tmr again...i like it, well, more fun than soccer. niwae, both my sis are not home tonite, so i am sleeping with my parents. rmb last time when i was young, my parent's rm was the only one with air con at my old hse, so every sunday, we will sleep in that rm together..so fun
ha, xinyi, wanying and steph set up this "buddy system" to call each other before the match tmr morn (port. and holland) starts..well...soccer doesnt exactly matter to me, so i wun sacrifice my sleep to watch it. niwae, i'm so proud of myself!! i was so motivated today i finished what i had planned to revise *beams*
yayy...tennis for PE tmr again...i like it, well, more fun than soccer. niwae, both my sis are not home tonite, so i am sleeping with my parents. rmb last time when i was young, my parent's rm was the only one with air con at my old hse, so every sunday, we will sleep in that rm together..so fun
Friday, June 25, 2004
I like the book "The Grass Is Singing", though a lot of ppl hate it. I think it's very meaningful. There's so much for us to learn from it. hyb was suaning me abt my bowl haircut when i was in pri sch, and well, i cant deny my past rite? so i thinking...if ppl dun acknowledge their past or they dun face it and learn frm it, it will come back to haunt them one day, jus like Mary turner. It's a great book...so related to life -- escapism.
i am quite slack lehz..*guilty* using net every single day...hope to kick this habit SOON..was on friendster-adding-spree jus now
i am quite slack lehz..*guilty* using net every single day...hope to kick this habit SOON..was on friendster-adding-spree jus now
Thursday, June 24, 2004
arghhh..chem pract wasnt tht great after all...it was zinc carbonate and i put calcium carbonate cos there was still ppt...SIGHZ *sad*
niwae, was discussing with chen yu about the national day design thing and we failed to reach an agreement...but i dun blame her...cos art and design is a very subjective thing and ppl really have very different opinions...but i wish she wud understand tht it's a competition, not a glam runway show...sighz.
hope it turns out well..if we ever win anything for it, it will be a real boost to my morale and a great affirmation for me. and i will add tht into my portfolio. gotta thnk jas for her idea :)
first day of sch was alright..well, cos i slept earlier than usual..
structured study was ok..but knowing our class, it was very noisy, so i moved to the next classrm...and it didnt seem to be very effective..i mean, i can do more at home..but oh well...hope it all benefits me! it gotta work for my 2nd sem or i can jus bomb my Os
sighz
niwae, was discussing with chen yu about the national day design thing and we failed to reach an agreement...but i dun blame her...cos art and design is a very subjective thing and ppl really have very different opinions...but i wish she wud understand tht it's a competition, not a glam runway show...sighz.
hope it turns out well..if we ever win anything for it, it will be a real boost to my morale and a great affirmation for me. and i will add tht into my portfolio. gotta thnk jas for her idea :)
first day of sch was alright..well, cos i slept earlier than usual..
structured study was ok..but knowing our class, it was very noisy, so i moved to the next classrm...and it didnt seem to be very effective..i mean, i can do more at home..but oh well...hope it all benefits me! it gotta work for my 2nd sem or i can jus bomb my Os
sighz
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
phew...mocks are over..chem pract was goodie good for me, amaths was ok...
it's the first time i feel so dreadful abt sch reopening!!!!life's soo hectic, so fast paced, it's really hard to get a time to really sit down, rest and just stare out of the window, watch the clouds..tht's sth i wanna do man...so free tht i can jus stare into the sky.
i am starting to miss choir days and working with the comm. it's been a really fun yr and it totally changed my perspective of choir.
haiz, am chilling out here...kinda..after mocks, so really slacking today. haiz...i really dunno how many million sighs i can sigh abt sch tht starts tmr..............
am racking my brain over what to write for english essay - choice of 2 topics
"Making the most of my qualities" and "My Story"
.....
HOW TO WRITE!!!!!! such questions are totally *pulls hair* i really cant crap for essays lor..
it's the first time i feel so dreadful abt sch reopening!!!!life's soo hectic, so fast paced, it's really hard to get a time to really sit down, rest and just stare out of the window, watch the clouds..tht's sth i wanna do man...so free tht i can jus stare into the sky.
i am starting to miss choir days and working with the comm. it's been a really fun yr and it totally changed my perspective of choir.
haiz, am chilling out here...kinda..after mocks, so really slacking today. haiz...i really dunno how many million sighs i can sigh abt sch tht starts tmr..............
am racking my brain over what to write for english essay - choice of 2 topics
"Making the most of my qualities" and "My Story"
.....
HOW TO WRITE!!!!!! such questions are totally *pulls hair* i really cant crap for essays lor..
Monday, June 21, 2004
physics mocks over....and it sucked. oh well..hope for the best. i ought to see some improvement..or tht wud mean tht my hols have been crap. i cant believe tht sch's reopening.
btw, tht stupid spammer is back on mavis' site and i am SOOO proud of my reply. and i'm really serious abt it..go check it out juniors...there mus be some screw loose..somewhere
oh, got the stuff mindy bought for me from thailand..pleased with them. i totally slacked off this afternoon reading my bazaar mag that i feel guilty abt buying -.- but well, there's a magnetic attraction between fashion and me
i'm thinking abt those days when my 2 sis wun be arnd and i'll be so lonely..well, with my mum but still...haiz..hope i wun slack at that time..knowing me.
we were eating at scotts jus now and our deeeaaaarest janice ate soooo slowly. dunno how she can ever change that habit and she was feeling guilty and said she wud send the half finished food over to the starving children in africa.
well, i'm really glad i am born in my family..i cant imagine what i'll be without them and all these we are complaining about (school, food, money)...there are such secondary and minute problems, compared to those suffering children...sighz, but human beings can never be satisfied with what they have :)
the hectic sch life will be back again..the waking up at 5.45, dragging myself into class, sitting thru those boring and dry lessons (english!! *screams*). haha, and of cos entertainment by our dearest wy..she's so amusing. and i am so going to pester her abt BAG...hhahahha. she's so adorable *grinz*
btw, tht stupid spammer is back on mavis' site and i am SOOO proud of my reply. and i'm really serious abt it..go check it out juniors...there mus be some screw loose..somewhere
oh, got the stuff mindy bought for me from thailand..pleased with them. i totally slacked off this afternoon reading my bazaar mag that i feel guilty abt buying -.- but well, there's a magnetic attraction between fashion and me
i'm thinking abt those days when my 2 sis wun be arnd and i'll be so lonely..well, with my mum but still...haiz..hope i wun slack at that time..knowing me.
we were eating at scotts jus now and our deeeaaaarest janice ate soooo slowly. dunno how she can ever change that habit and she was feeling guilty and said she wud send the half finished food over to the starving children in africa.
well, i'm really glad i am born in my family..i cant imagine what i'll be without them and all these we are complaining about (school, food, money)...there are such secondary and minute problems, compared to those suffering children...sighz, but human beings can never be satisfied with what they have :)
the hectic sch life will be back again..the waking up at 5.45, dragging myself into class, sitting thru those boring and dry lessons (english!! *screams*). haha, and of cos entertainment by our dearest wy..she's so amusing. and i am so going to pester her abt BAG...hhahahha. she's so adorable *grinz*
Thursday, June 17, 2004
wednesday was the funnest day of my whole hols!!! we went mad at the bowling alley and i bet we were the noisiest lane, though our scores were the lowest...and can u believe it i striked once? sam nearly fainted and we were laughing our heads off....it's a very different feeling i get when i am with sec sch frens and pri sch frens...with pri sch fren's, there always seem to be a touch of purity and innocence,jus pure joy when we are together :). ha, lcy and i were reminiscing the days of our five-stones competition...*beams*. and sinyong was so annoying with his never-ending chatter but he's very funny actually, with his amateur magic skills that zhaoting saw thru. had lotsa fun that day.it has been the only day that i totally relaxed thruout the whole hols..
and can u believe it? sch's opening like in a week?!!?? i cant imagine having to go to sch early in the morning...i really liked the hols cos there's a lot of time to myself to consolidate the stuff we learnt and really prepare for Os...i cant wait for this to end...and the structured studying thing will start...*pulls hair* but after it all, i'll be going for HOLIDAY!!!!! yeah...my dad said it would probably take us arnd 3 weeks to finish our whole tour..and the weather would be cool *dreams*
sometimes i wonder why my sister who is so smart can have so little "lifestyle common sense"...it really gets on my nerves at times when she's so childish and not understanding. thing is she's 3 yrs older! wonder how she's gonna make it living alone...
i was just at mavis' site and i have decided to come and write abt this. there are spammers out there insulting choir and booing the concert..(suddenly feel patriotism) and i retorted "what we get from choir is spiritual fufilment, friendship, stronger respiratory system, memories of a lifetime and voices probably greater than urs"
i sure hope that whoever reads it....what's the point of insulting other ppl's CCAs? and seriously, we dun put in our effort and time for nothing..it's all these that we work for..at the end of the day, great memories and spiritual fufilment..really.
and can u believe it? sch's opening like in a week?!!?? i cant imagine having to go to sch early in the morning...i really liked the hols cos there's a lot of time to myself to consolidate the stuff we learnt and really prepare for Os...i cant wait for this to end...and the structured studying thing will start...*pulls hair* but after it all, i'll be going for HOLIDAY!!!!! yeah...my dad said it would probably take us arnd 3 weeks to finish our whole tour..and the weather would be cool *dreams*
sometimes i wonder why my sister who is so smart can have so little "lifestyle common sense"...it really gets on my nerves at times when she's so childish and not understanding. thing is she's 3 yrs older! wonder how she's gonna make it living alone...
i was just at mavis' site and i have decided to come and write abt this. there are spammers out there insulting choir and booing the concert..(suddenly feel patriotism) and i retorted "what we get from choir is spiritual fufilment, friendship, stronger respiratory system, memories of a lifetime and voices probably greater than urs"
i sure hope that whoever reads it....what's the point of insulting other ppl's CCAs? and seriously, we dun put in our effort and time for nothing..it's all these that we work for..at the end of the day, great memories and spiritual fufilment..really.
Monday, June 14, 2004
hoohoo...tomorrow's the day!! finally can go out and have some fun with yining and gang. by the way, i mus talk about this...i usually drink coffee but in rather small amounts (less than 1 cup) and it never really had a "waking up" effect on me. So i conveniently forgot that and drank one whole cup during dinner. And i went to sleep at 12 midnight, which i consider quite late, but i jus stared into space and my mind was perfectly clear. i was thinking " wow, i can do maths problems now". and i guess it took me around an hour to fall asleep..so i was a bit dreamy in the morning..and i felt so dumb..
niwae, i see my sis researching on all the London stuff and i think that it's a really beautiful city, and a great place to live in...i would love to stay there for a few yrs in the future!
min's back frm thailand and she bought stuff for me *beams* cant wait to see them...my physics' kinda screwed cos mocks are exactly one wk from now and i still have lots of topics to finish -sianz- i am soooo looking forward to the day after O's and i will go and shop every single day..having been deprived for so many months..
occasionally i get this weird feeling, cos i somehow still cant believe that the concert is over...it had been such a main event that my life revolved arnd but now it's no longer there! i think mugging does this to ur brain.
was reading felneo's blog and it really brought lotsa wonderful memories from pri sch...i was really sad they had to tear down the old building... and i regretted not taking more photos last time
niwae, i see my sis researching on all the London stuff and i think that it's a really beautiful city, and a great place to live in...i would love to stay there for a few yrs in the future!
min's back frm thailand and she bought stuff for me *beams* cant wait to see them...my physics' kinda screwed cos mocks are exactly one wk from now and i still have lots of topics to finish -sianz- i am soooo looking forward to the day after O's and i will go and shop every single day..having been deprived for so many months..
occasionally i get this weird feeling, cos i somehow still cant believe that the concert is over...it had been such a main event that my life revolved arnd but now it's no longer there! i think mugging does this to ur brain.
was reading felneo's blog and it really brought lotsa wonderful memories from pri sch...i was really sad they had to tear down the old building... and i regretted not taking more photos last time
Sunday, June 06, 2004
i feel soooo extremely guilty...cos i have been so slack today..i can count with the fingers of ONE HAND how many things i did today...sighz...trying to do lit, but cannot make it..not concentrating
my sister's fren went for s'pore idol and got thru audis..cool...u know, asians gimme an impression (this is called generalising) that they can sing better than those ppl at americal idol audis..excludes Will hung. i feel sad for him, cos i think many ppl are jus out to 'toy his feelings'..i think the world has EARS...like, he cant dance, sing and looks dot dots, and not that i'm be superficial or shallow, but he doesnt even haf the substance to be a SINGER......and ppl are making this whole big fuss abt him, i feel sad for him..cos it's not real..he cant sing..he's not famous (the u noe type of famous).one day he will realise.
oh was blog-hopping jus now, and like i linked 4 ppl within 2 days..shows how much i blog this wk...shall redeem myself by abstaining from blogging and unnecessary surfing for nxt wk..
oh btw [felneo] i forgot i added u ..hahaz. i got classmate fel also, so address u as fel neo *beams*
niwae, sth happened yesterday...and i was so totally disgusted, but i'm ignoring it...
so sad sch opens on yining's and mandy's bday...*sighs* then cant go out and celebrate. u noe, my bday's so sad this yr...i rejoice every yr cos it's always after final yrs...but this yr *haiz* janice and i shall have a swell time together (after Os -.-")...my bday mate
oh, i saw this really nice slipper at j8 yesterday...dunno shud buy notz..wait 4 mindy to come back and see wat she bought for me first.
wonders if i can get humans scholarship i mean like my results are UMMMM.....sighz...going for emaths tmr..*yawns* and i think i will cut my hair tmr..*excited*
oh...isn't it pissifying that harry potter and frens are younger yet richer than us? haha, and they have more interesting lives too
my sister's fren went for s'pore idol and got thru audis..cool...u know, asians gimme an impression (this is called generalising) that they can sing better than those ppl at americal idol audis..excludes Will hung. i feel sad for him, cos i think many ppl are jus out to 'toy his feelings'..i think the world has EARS...like, he cant dance, sing and looks dot dots, and not that i'm be superficial or shallow, but he doesnt even haf the substance to be a SINGER......and ppl are making this whole big fuss abt him, i feel sad for him..cos it's not real..he cant sing..he's not famous (the u noe type of famous).one day he will realise.
oh was blog-hopping jus now, and like i linked 4 ppl within 2 days..shows how much i blog this wk...shall redeem myself by abstaining from blogging and unnecessary surfing for nxt wk..
oh btw [felneo] i forgot i added u ..hahaz. i got classmate fel also, so address u as fel neo *beams*
niwae, sth happened yesterday...and i was so totally disgusted, but i'm ignoring it...
so sad sch opens on yining's and mandy's bday...*sighs* then cant go out and celebrate. u noe, my bday's so sad this yr...i rejoice every yr cos it's always after final yrs...but this yr *haiz* janice and i shall have a swell time together (after Os -.-")...my bday mate
oh, i saw this really nice slipper at j8 yesterday...dunno shud buy notz..wait 4 mindy to come back and see wat she bought for me first.
wonders if i can get humans scholarship i mean like my results are UMMMM.....sighz...going for emaths tmr..*yawns* and i think i will cut my hair tmr..*excited*
oh...isn't it pissifying that harry potter and frens are younger yet richer than us? haha, and they have more interesting lives too
Saturday, June 05, 2004
so glad that the P4 camp is over...so tiring..i enjoyed the 'monkey dance' i made them do...those naughty and incorrigible kids..niwae, i dunno if i wanna put braces..its kinda late yeah, but niwae, gimme ur opinions :)
niwae, my sis was compiling her photo album and i browsed thru our childhood photos...miss those days man...so carefree, no worries, such a great contrast between now and then...
i have short attn spans sometimes and it worries me...cos it's like not the right time to happen. i really really wish to get over 'O's once and for all..then i wun touch a single piece of science work again!!! i shall burn all my wksheets..ha...science is like a chunk of cold hard facts u have to memorise, while humans are more thinking, and more progressive kinda thing...personal preferene *beams*'
niwae, my sis was compiling her photo album and i browsed thru our childhood photos...miss those days man...so carefree, no worries, such a great contrast between now and then...
i have short attn spans sometimes and it worries me...cos it's like not the right time to happen. i really really wish to get over 'O's once and for all..then i wun touch a single piece of science work again!!! i shall burn all my wksheets..ha...science is like a chunk of cold hard facts u have to memorise, while humans are more thinking, and more progressive kinda thing...personal preferene *beams*'
Thursday, June 03, 2004
i am so glad to have found so many old frens frm friendster and blog :)
my mum's bday on tue and we went out to eat nice stuff *dreams*. Niwae, maths camp today was alright lah...i really cant stand misbehaving kids lor..i very impatient with them, not like felly...cos i think tt if u let them be, the more they will ride over u...*shrugs* personal opinion. i think tht they wun learn much frm the camp cos they dun see to be serious abt it anyway..but oh well, our CIP hrs..
watched harry potter...i thot it was not too bad, cos i didnt read the book. but those who read the book thot it was too condense...cos they changed director or sth? but now i think back, it is indeed kinda unclear at certain parts...but niwae, i am v amused by Ron...he's so corny but he grew up to be quite ugly.
felly and i were saying we wanna be one of the extras...like the set is so cool and the stuff they do are so cool...all the spells and magic. funkaeh
yawnz...i like gotta leave hse at 6 tmr morn to reach the damn yishun by 7.15....grrrr...i have a bad feeling abt the maths challenge thingy lah...that they wun be serious...but tt's what i see thruout today liao...
gtg sleep...
my mum's bday on tue and we went out to eat nice stuff *dreams*. Niwae, maths camp today was alright lah...i really cant stand misbehaving kids lor..i very impatient with them, not like felly...cos i think tt if u let them be, the more they will ride over u...*shrugs* personal opinion. i think tht they wun learn much frm the camp cos they dun see to be serious abt it anyway..but oh well, our CIP hrs..
watched harry potter...i thot it was not too bad, cos i didnt read the book. but those who read the book thot it was too condense...cos they changed director or sth? but now i think back, it is indeed kinda unclear at certain parts...but niwae, i am v amused by Ron...he's so corny but he grew up to be quite ugly.
felly and i were saying we wanna be one of the extras...like the set is so cool and the stuff they do are so cool...all the spells and magic. funkaeh
yawnz...i like gotta leave hse at 6 tmr morn to reach the damn yishun by 7.15....grrrr...i have a bad feeling abt the maths challenge thingy lah...that they wun be serious...but tt's what i see thruout today liao...
gtg sleep...
Saturday, May 22, 2004
performing is a very wierd thing....the fact that the concert, and maybe the last choral concert i'll have in my life, is over hasn't sunk in yet...it's jus so wierd, like we've been rehearsing and slogging our hearts out these months and suddenly it's all over. Dun think tht's the right spirit a performer should be having, ya noe like putting in your best efforts and everything is worth it. But sometimes i dun feel that way, i mean, hey, all these time for just these 2 hours?
But in any case, i had SO much fun doing these stuff with the choir, esp the squiggles, i think we totally rock. We are so corny and lame...but i suppose when you reach sec 4 it's like that. Sch drives ppl mad, lame and corny, but tht's the whole fun of it all!
Thanks to 401 ppl who came down and cheered for me! *hugs* and thanks for the flowers..now my rm smells of liangpei's lilies :). i am so gonna miss singing all those songs. but it's a dilemma here...half regret, half relief...like so sad that it's our last concert in RGS choir and will miss all the times we've had together, but relieved cos now i am free! i will haf so much time to do my work...i mean may is ending!!!!
my sis was in cybermatrix...like...so she told me to join choir cos cyber is boring (well, at that time IT stuff was really impt). Yeah, and she said that compared to her, i will have so much memories to look back to! All the fun and excitement during the concerts and everything else...sighz
btw, anyone in sop2 or alto2 will know how much i love lisa...she is SOOO cute!!! the cutest junior one can ever have! wish i cud adopt her as my sis...
Netball carn this morning. i think our class totally totally rocks the whole world.though we didnt win anything but our class was really loads of fun. like naf and her singing and dancing talents!!! i am in her fan club man...she's so gonna be our miss alma mater...shooting kinda sucked but oh well, this is all for fun yeah? well and mrs tan was really sporting today! joined naf in her singing. well i guess netball in sch isnt THT bad after all...actually it has more sheltered areas than Kallang but it rained during the tchers-students game...
sighz, next wed the hols liao, meaning time to chiong all the stuff, esp for mocks...scary manz. i think this is like the longest post i've ever written..ha
But in any case, i had SO much fun doing these stuff with the choir, esp the squiggles, i think we totally rock. We are so corny and lame...but i suppose when you reach sec 4 it's like that. Sch drives ppl mad, lame and corny, but tht's the whole fun of it all!
Thanks to 401 ppl who came down and cheered for me! *hugs* and thanks for the flowers..now my rm smells of liangpei's lilies :). i am so gonna miss singing all those songs. but it's a dilemma here...half regret, half relief...like so sad that it's our last concert in RGS choir and will miss all the times we've had together, but relieved cos now i am free! i will haf so much time to do my work...i mean may is ending!!!!
my sis was in cybermatrix...like...so she told me to join choir cos cyber is boring (well, at that time IT stuff was really impt). Yeah, and she said that compared to her, i will have so much memories to look back to! All the fun and excitement during the concerts and everything else...sighz
btw, anyone in sop2 or alto2 will know how much i love lisa...she is SOOO cute!!! the cutest junior one can ever have! wish i cud adopt her as my sis...
Netball carn this morning. i think our class totally totally rocks the whole world.though we didnt win anything but our class was really loads of fun. like naf and her singing and dancing talents!!! i am in her fan club man...she's so gonna be our miss alma mater...shooting kinda sucked but oh well, this is all for fun yeah? well and mrs tan was really sporting today! joined naf in her singing. well i guess netball in sch isnt THT bad after all...actually it has more sheltered areas than Kallang but it rained during the tchers-students game...
sighz, next wed the hols liao, meaning time to chiong all the stuff, esp for mocks...scary manz. i think this is like the longest post i've ever written..ha
Monday, May 10, 2004
sth's wrong with my blog site....got this angelfire ad at the back
niwae, it was so fun at ORA yesterday and it's not bad earning 400+ frm popiahs and kueh paitis :) so busy nowadays but soon all these will be over !!!! *squeals* 2 more wks to concert + end of all the buzz.
my sis went to get a phone same as my the other sis..ha, then i can play her games!!!
well, gd luck to all those having mid yrs..ganbatte!!
niwae, it was so fun at ORA yesterday and it's not bad earning 400+ frm popiahs and kueh paitis :) so busy nowadays but soon all these will be over !!!! *squeals* 2 more wks to concert + end of all the buzz.
my sis went to get a phone same as my the other sis..ha, then i can play her games!!!
well, gd luck to all those having mid yrs..ganbatte!!
Friday, April 30, 2004
YEAH!!!! all my tests are finished except chinese...yining u are happy to see a new entry rite? haiz, i am very (x infinity) angry with myself....i made tons of careless mistakes for every test...that will jus pull my whole CA down...*sobs* wonder how i m gonna show my parents my report bk *bangs wall*
had 2.4 jus now...yeah i got A!! so happy..but my SBJ and IPU quite lousy >.< but i am still happy. going for ORA next wkend..my first in 4 yrs! heh...but our stall proposal always rejected lehz...dunno why
my sis got offered scholarship liaoz...so i will be so lonely from aug onwards. CAN U BELIEVE it's may alrdy? i cant...it's co scary....the days creep by n 'o's approach *shudders*concert's coming too....haiz...oh, we bought this really really nice grey pleated skirt for our sectional item....i m in love with it...haha
had 2.4 jus now...yeah i got A!! so happy..but my SBJ and IPU quite lousy >.< but i am still happy. going for ORA next wkend..my first in 4 yrs! heh...but our stall proposal always rejected lehz...dunno why
my sis got offered scholarship liaoz...so i will be so lonely from aug onwards. CAN U BELIEVE it's may alrdy? i cant...it's co scary....the days creep by n 'o's approach *shudders*concert's coming too....haiz...oh, we bought this really really nice grey pleated skirt for our sectional item....i m in love with it...haha
Friday, April 16, 2004
so sad...NY ppl having their mid yrs during concert time...so they prob cant go...
very happy to have met audrey and xinjie on friendster...they are under the long lost category liaoz...ha. go my friendster to see the bird that comes to sleep at my plant *so cute!!!*
had physics test today and made an ultra stupid careless mistake !! *bangs wall* and there are lots more tests coming....like geog, emaths, chem, amaths
costumes is getting on my nerves every single day. ah....and i lost the list with the amendments....damn...*pulls hair*
very happy to have met audrey and xinjie on friendster...they are under the long lost category liaoz...ha. go my friendster to see the bird that comes to sleep at my plant *so cute!!!*
had physics test today and made an ultra stupid careless mistake !! *bangs wall* and there are lots more tests coming....like geog, emaths, chem, amaths
costumes is getting on my nerves every single day. ah....and i lost the list with the amendments....damn...*pulls hair*
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
wow...been quite some time since i last wrote.... getting more and more stressed over sch stuff, but that's where i get more motivation! felt so accomplished over the wkend :). costume's comm isn't fun at times....after having to carry 20m of cloth home....so heavy....it's not fun. but i do love playing around with the costumes. so much to do some more...and there are less than 20 practices to the concert! *stress*
btw, whoever from phpps hu6 and reads my blog, the RGS Choir concert is on 21st May(Friday), 7.30 pm, at the ACS(B) Concert Hall. Tickets at 12 and 15. Those who wanna go, tag me, sms me(preferred), or email me :) thnks!
So looking forward to the looong wkend!! and i'm going to vei's baptism *excited*..wonder how it's like. [Thurs will be our last sports day....how sad :'( ] Haiz, but again, this long wkend will be committed to doing work, summing up all the new things learnt this wk. wks dun not end....they merely continue going in a vicious cycle. only + pt is i get to sleep more! sighz...how deprived we all are of sleep...therefore, i shall go sleep now! tata!
btw, whoever from phpps hu6 and reads my blog, the RGS Choir concert is on 21st May(Friday), 7.30 pm, at the ACS(B) Concert Hall. Tickets at 12 and 15. Those who wanna go, tag me, sms me(preferred), or email me :) thnks!
So looking forward to the looong wkend!! and i'm going to vei's baptism *excited*..wonder how it's like. [Thurs will be our last sports day....how sad :'( ] Haiz, but again, this long wkend will be committed to doing work, summing up all the new things learnt this wk. wks dun not end....they merely continue going in a vicious cycle. only + pt is i get to sleep more! sighz...how deprived we all are of sleep...therefore, i shall go sleep now! tata!