1. Noone is tagging my board except rachel
2. Time is running out for interact SPIC
3. Lotsa work, little time...
4. Havent watched naruto for ages
5. No time for fave hobbies/ pastimes like craft..and reading...sighz


a. Interact nominee :) interview tmr



there u go, a more succinct way to summarise my week.

today qt fun too..this is gd! sch is fun everyday! hmm, grace chris n i enslaved weijie to carry our files...hahah, then rachel is called grilled chicken foldover and chris is pang sai pang buay chu de ren....LOLOL...cudnt stop luffing...cos tht's the only 'bad' hokkine phrase rachel noes...haha.
then for PE, iris came! we went to the dance studio then the tcher i/c came in...there were this 2 hc guys inside also..then the tcher scolded everyone for like bringing in non-dance ppl and security is a problem..da da. so when she went out to answer a call, iris and I dashed out from the other door...haha yeah...ahhah. excitement of the day

today was qt funny...hahah, rachel lah, do so many retarded stuff..hahah. like the free fall thing in the lift, and her long-gang song (tht grace has in her cam) it goes "i was born in a cardboard box in a longgang south of france"....hahahah, she's damn super amusing! yeah, she's still my slave for...4 more days, 3 tmr.

then had interact, then the rg girls started complaining how unfair the hse system is, cos they only use the ri hse name, like let's say mine's bayley-waddle, they only refer to bayley, so us feminists of rg said that we will not respond to bayley unless they say 'waddle'...hahahah

then went for service at MINDS...i love this girl.so cute! in my pre-sch class...actually ppl prob dun really noe (i didnt noe b4 as well) that MINDS is not just for kids with down syndrome, but also for kids with low IQ or intellectual disability, so many of them look perfectly normal, jus that they have difficulties learning, so yea, be nice to them! dun stigmatize, because we are blessed to be who we are, all they wish for is just a normal life.

noblesse oblige ( because we are blessed, we are obliged to give back to the world)

You scored as Iruka. You’re Iruka, the Ninja Academy teacher. You, my friend, are one of the kindest people there is. Sure, you can lose you temper from time to time – who wouldn’t, teaching those kids – but you have a heart of gold. You work hard and are always there when someone needs you, but you tend to worry a bit too much about those you love. Iruka 75% Neji 56% Naruto 56% Kakashi 56% Shikamaru 56% TenTen 50% Hinata 50% Rock Lee 50% Genma 38% Sasuke 25% Which Naruto ninja are you most like? created with QuizFarm.com

. [Spell your name backwards]: nixihz
2. [Where do you live?]: Singapore.
3. [Describe yourself in 2 words]: friendly, nice?
4. [Who is your worst enemy?]: none
5. [If you could have any animal, what would it be?]: a yorkshire/silky terrier/schnauzer
6. [What is the latest you've ever stayed up]: erm, not sleeping the entire nite till 11 the nxt day
7. [Ever been to Belgium?]: nope
8. [What's your favorite coin?]: ? all money welcome

DESCRIBE YOUR
9. [Wallet]: Black, flap...=)
10. [Hamster]: N.A.
11. [Toothbrush]: white
12. [Jewelry worn daily]: bits and pieces earrings
13. [Pillow cover]: brown checked
14. [Blanket]: brown, with a house,...sth liddat
15. [Coffee cup]: Nescafe red.
16. [Sunglasses]: na
17. [Evil]: ?
18. [Shoes]: some lousy sports shoes, falling apart..haha
19. [Handbag]: dorothy perkins, black, i like
20. [Favorite Shirt]: erm....dunno
21. [Favorite pants]: none in particular
22. [Cologne/Perfume]: fave--gucci envy me and D&G light blue
23. [CD in stereo right now]: WMP playlist..madonna, frozen
24. [Tattoos]: None.
25. [Piercings]: one on each ear
26. [Wearing]: esprit tee, black shorts
27. [Hair]: long, with fringe
28. [Glasses]: aerolite, reddish-brown color, rectangular
29. [In my mouth]: my tongue?
30. [In my head]: brain!
31. [Wishing]: to be a __________ _________ (only close frens will know) hahahah
32. [After this]:pack, sleep
33. [Talking to]: nobody
34. [Eating:] air..hahah
35. [Do you like candles]: Yup
36. [Do you like hot wax]: no...ermm..haha, brings back memories of interact camp...haha
37. [Do you like incense]: no comments
38. [Do you like the taste of blood]: nope...metallic...
39. [Fetishes]: scents, lipglosses
40. [If you could murder anyone and get away with it]: i wun murder
41. [Thing you wish you could be with right now]: money money money that's too superficial...well, nothing in particular
42. [What/Who is next to you]: homewk file
43. [What do you want done with your body when you die]: cremated? hafnt thot abt it
44. [Do you believe in love]: Yes.
45. [Do you believe in soul mates]: Yes.
46. [Do you believe in love at first sight]: not really
47. [Do you believe in Heaven]: Yes.
48. [Do you believe in forgiveness]: Yes.
49. [Do you believe in God/s]: Yes.
50. [Something that you wish people would understand]: My passion for _________ _______ (same as teh wishing one)
51. [Something you wish you could understand better]: how to be more self disciplined
52. [One thing you want to make happen for tomorrow]: great day ahead, everyone's happy

hrmph, our new class is quite alrite...yeah there are guys....like finally....and i'm sure elsie misses us lor...i mean, our class is such a fun bunch...SIGH...but life is definitely totally different without peeps like guni, felly, iris!!!!! soooo sad...i wish we nv had to change class, no JAE, no O's no 2nd intake........*BRR* i wud love to do sth like what grace did, write down my impression of everyone in the class....a bit lazy..ok, nxt entry yeah...

yah, today's council interview was !#*!(#&*(&*(! bad sighz....forget it....i am not too desperate for it too niwae, not like eg melody who's very serious abt it...i guess i am more of a follower in that sense...i am not some "revolutionary", initiating changes here and there, yeah, i guess im more of a receive order and do stuff person....i think? dunnoo.....

SIGH..tmr's lit lect no more Elizabeth the movie le....sad-ed. anyone wanna crash lit lect? robert frost totally rocks man...

*sarcasm...hope u can tell!

the past 2 days had been an emotional whirlwind for many ppl. i felt the struggle inside me, the reluctance to open up the reluctance to open my heart to sth i dun wanna accept, the reluctance to open my mouth and force myself to say sth that i cant bring myself to.

i wonder what gd things i've done in my past life to deserve such luck. twice...of the same situation. i got the call at abt 11+? really happy/speechless/grateful/glad (mixed feelings) that i cried...i mean....poor science stream ppl, qt a no. cant make it..prob cos science has a serious shortage of spaces lor....really really sad for iris...wonder what im gonna do without her....=(
hope she does well in ac, or her re-appeal works out, or our petition successful, etc. And shyuan, joyce, rai, eve, fadz, chinyee, all others out there, God bless!

readin amanda's blog reminds me of my theory of the intersection of life...yes the ZX theory =) ahhaha.
humph, 3 months really flew past. it's a really cliched thing to say but it really did. 3 months...can u believe it? how can it be? u seem to be able to rmb those first days of jan, and now it's apr soon. i think much of my current class will split up...i really love my class and OG. the ppl are all nice, (i hate to use this wd) and there are no bitchy ppl...tht's y i hope for our class to stay so much. i think i've said this b4...im a person who...doesnt really like changes that much...especially when i've settled down on sth, i dun like to change it..it's my comfort zone..in that sense.

but who says life stays still? it never does

went sentosa yest, didnt really tan much tho, cos by the time we went, it wasnt as hot. we kayaked!! finally, after missing it for 2 yrs since obs. it's a lifetime skill, i mean, it's a hard to forget skill..which is gd!

hmm, hols are finishing soon...real fast!

i want to live in a condo. there're pools, tennis courts, gym..so fun!

hmm..i miss those hyped up days in choir with crazy mindy..haha, she never fails to entertain me! but i hardly see her arnd in sch nowadays. hmm, occassionally i miss choir too..but oh well. sometimes i wonder how life would have been different if i had done sth differently or made a different decision on things...

today was a gd day :), well, besides civics...well, but all in all good. sam crashed, he looked much happier. gd for him! and, maths was good too. had quite a few laughs with iris..haha. and the Brunei princess came to tour our sch, there were ppl saying that maybe she wants to study here..since she's only 17....
oh, and we found out that 2...maybe 3 guys want to take geog..hahah, then we can finally be free of the reputation of having only one guy...AND, that elsie...sth wrong lor, dunno throw wat tantrum....
then GP was gd, watched 15. and released half an hour early! woo! that's y i say it's a happy day! there's a farewell dinner for jas tmr...sigh, life is all about arriving and departing...(sound like airport terminal...but niwae....)
hmm, last day of the term tmr...it's mar hol! can u believe it? the prev mar hols were nv so soon!! time flies by....

it's amazing how u get to know someone more and more isnt it? it's like...an exfoliating onion...u expose every layer, every facade of yourself to ppl around you, slowly showing the true you. it's amazing isnt it?? just that we nv really realise these things happening

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

today was soooooooo amusing...*looks at iris* hahahhah. i think he will be very bothered..muahahah.

sighz, results coming out ...i hope its __ hahah =) secret thots

was jo's bday yest, and she scared me my pulling my leg, saying it was her bday that day, when i msged her at nite to tell her to come to kcove...phew....i thot it's real!! hahha, and i stupidly wrote happy 17 on her card...OOPS....hahah

quite a lot of loose ends to tie up for work this wkend. and i think there will be a last gathering for 1A03B, Jan- Feb 2005

everybody feels the jitters. as the speculated DATE draws near.

really love RJ...cant imagine life outside it. it has become my comfort zone. so is felly! she's my comfort zone too. if she changed class, i dunno...cant imagine who i can share my secrets with...till now, hafnt really found a person to truly deeply share my thots.
like eve said...she crashed vj, and she saw steph and xinyi......mentioned sth abt their back view. i miss the good old days! crap and craziness, noise, and childish games, pulling at the door not letting anyone in....shopping at popular,karen and her boisterous luffter. everything..

nothing can replace that ever, it retains its special place in my heart. cant quite say what it is...jus a special connection.

or am i the only one dwelling in the past, unable to get away while others move on?

the interact camp was quite fun! well, today was a bit boring..the talk part but all in all it was gd! the seniors showed us Shutter before the night walk. i must say the night walk is very well planned! but i guess we are all so used to stuff like that, so i wasnt that scared. yeah, then at nite, the fire alarm rang cos of short circuit but i never heard it at all!! i think i'm incredible manz...hahahha.

yeah, my grp had lotsa nice ppl, funny and not bad, quite on for all the stuff. and zi kai and his gay acts...hahaha. i think the skit really ended it off with a bang, esp our grp's one. poor bryan had to xi shen se xiang...hahahha, but he got a best actor award for that! (and nominated for best actress) it's damn fun ...and funny! cant help but keep luffing when i think abt it...and the zi kai and lloyd's luffter...wah.....i think it's prob the best skit ever...provided we came up with it in like abt 10 min or so.

haiz...fond memories man....
results coming out soon...depressing thing of the week..and next week...

but anyway, i am eagerly waiting for felly to be online...on tenterhooks now...we've got lotsa exciting secrets to share......muahahahh

kenneth left on tue, leaving our class with the sole male species, now converted into our dearest Elsie...hahah

well, makes me think about the 'intersection pt of life'. as we grow up, we meet many ppl. but how many continue to be part of ur life? how many of the hundreds of classmates u've had in your life continue to be frens? that's what i call the intersection of life. u meet someone, and it's like a touch and go. your lives lead u on to very different paths. never to meet or hear of each other again.

sigh. had to part with my piano tcher becos we cudnt see eye to eye on some issues. perhaps it was a bit rash. and it didnt end in an exactly amiable way. it's quite sad cos she's been teaching me for ten yrs and i really hate it to end like that.

thank you for your guidance these 10 yrs.

isnt it amazing how a word and a minute could change ur life? (and probably someone else's) a lot of what if-s. i suppose we all grow to a stage where we start to realise the importance of our every decision and we start seeing things differently as we did before. why must we have so many identities? one for school, one for home, one inside everyone of us.

sigh. now, it's abt another decision. what happens to my piano?

i wish we didn't have to make decisions. it hurts.

phantom of the opera was...the epitome of beauty..to me at least! those ppl who said it was not nice prob didnt take note of the music. it was wonderful...the strains of music keeps playing in my head. totally mesmerised!

sigh, i have to drop my piano ensemb cos it clashes with my own piano lessons. i woulf love to stay though..but nvm, i dun think i can handle so many ccas too...
well, this wk, the stress is coming in! more hmwk, reaching home later...less time...sigh

well well, same old stuff happening in sch today...yeah, so during our lunch break, the girls (when was it ever abt the guys..like where are they?) went over to RI canteen, this time to try the legendary chicken rice. and crashed their lib...haha, felly was so excited abt their extensive collection of jeffrey deaver-s.

niwae, i watched pretty woman on..sunday nite. i like richard gere :) actually always lar..hahah. and i also watched the thomas crown affair today...it was such a witty show! i love such witty crime shows(pierce brosnan =]). i've been slacking a lot this wkend...tht's y it passed so quickly! sighz...but i'm sure more works' coming in!

yest was fun. first of all, jo's hse is like shu's...ultra big. i really love the pavilion thingy....so we played dex's mini mahjong. mini as in, the tiles are like the size of ur finger. ahha, then we wash with our fingers too...and he still had mini cards and mini connect 4. then melody started playing piano...truly reflects her name. i can never play by ear...*SAD* best part was when we sabo ryan and shuting..muahahah. i bet shuting add a lot of marks liao. then the guys wanted to throw dex into the pool...wonder if they did after some of us left...hahah

i must declare a state of emergency-- i need to find someone who wants to watch phantom with me b4 it goes out!!

my sore throat is quite bad..i woke up today unable to spk properly. haha. went for piano audis today...not that bad! i would deem it the best performance i've had...cos it's a super easy song. budden, my principle is, play a easy song WELL, instead of choosing an impressive piece but flunking it. well...lotsa MEP peeps were there....playing wat beethoven? bartok? chopin? sighz...
i have a kinda phobia..like performance jitters or sth...too used to practising alone.

cca fair was ok...mindy and i were so desperately searching for our bleoved tennis booth. but realised that they had finished recruiting...and there's no club (we're setting up one!). i signed up for interact, drama (doing backstage), photog (out of interest), and geographica! hahah, yes yes, i really love geog...they do some recycling and conservation stuff...but if i get into piano ensemb i'll prob drop it. tht reminds me...our human geog lesson was so funny...cos it was with mr lee...and he was blabbering away abt his theory of why women should marry men 2 yrs younger than them. cos from the average life expectancy, women live about 2 yrs longer than men, therefore shud marry someone 2 yrs junior so that they will die together..and he goes on asking us to go to ri and search for some doot sec 3 guy...hahah, damn funny

tht's abt all for today...hope that my sore throat will fully recover for chi ny goodies...BA GUA!!!!

i was really shocked that singapore won the tiger cup! i didnt even know that it was the finals yest...now u noe, i never read the sports section of the newspapers.

shakespeare's "measure for measure" is really ultra, super, duper dense in language, so good luck to all of us doing that. haiz..makes me feel even more worried about my lit. who noes, i might decided to switch back to hcl if i really cant cope. (much to dad's delight). i could endure most of lessons...i think all of us are resilient to boring lessons alrdy, so i survived geog quite easily, also because i love it :) [i'm a true blue geog-ger!]. but my ny's resolution to study hard niwae, so must start paying attn right from the start and be consistent..lesson learnt.

well well, PE tmr...supposedly all the girls are gonna wear RG uniform..wonder how mr A will react...hahahah
oh, have i mentioned that our library is really cool??? they really should consider having a rooftop cafe there, its got the ambience..hahah. really nice, make a trip down if u can :)

i was really shocked that singapore won the tiger cup! i didnt even know that it was the finals yest...now u noe, i never read the sports section of the newspapers.

shakespeare's "measure for measure" is really ultra, super, duper dense in language, so good luck to all of us doing that. haiz..makes me feel even more worried about my lit. who noes, i might decided to switch back to hcl if i really cant cope. (much to dad's delight). i could endure most of lessons...i think all of us are resilient to boring lessons alrdy, so i survived geog quite easily, also because i love it :) [i'm a true blue geog-ger!]. but my ny's resolution to study hard niwae, so must start paying attn right from the start and be consistent..lesson learnt.

well well, PE tmr...supposedly all the girls are gonna wear RG uniform..wonder wat mr A will react...hahahah

*** journalists out there, drop the taupok issue. it's not attention-grabbing anymore. AND, we have a name. it's insulting to refer to us as the "premier college in the bishan-ang mo kio area". our name's not hideous. come on, just spell it out!***

went to shumin's hse for mahjong session! yay, now i noe how to play liao :) we also played bridge and indian poker!! haha, ryan and i were the suayest, we drank like two n a half bowls of water each. fully hydrated! haha. and shumin's dog...tsk tsk. so fierce!! i played with it a bit..it keeps pouncing on ppl and scratching abt...and it runs like lightning. so i dashed to the toilet to prevent him frm pouncing and scratching again....ahaha..slammed the door quite hard :p..it's my fave breed anyway, silky terrier.

must say my og very on! nxt wk got ice skating session summore..muahahah. sad...nxt wk's schedule is a nightmare....

sch has been slack this wk..but not frm nxt wk onwards. yest after first lect (lit) the girls went to the RI canteen to try the legendary wantun mee..hahah, not too bad :) and we played some card games...but somebody kindly warned us that the discipline master was there, so we escaped to this ulu corner in sch. played for quite some time, then we had a mass handphone no. exchanging session....hhaha. so fun! i think our class can click really well, esp cos it's nearly all girls..haha.

we had OG lunch. the guys wanted to watch seed of chucky but of cos the girls dun..haha, so we went sumplace to hang out, and play a bit, and tease ___ and____ a bit...hahah poor them.. then as more ppl lef,t we started to play this SMS game for truth or dare...it's quite funny lar, but rather embarassing..hahah =) we also gave choir boy some tips...(inside joke inside joke). poor him...hahahah

today, we decided to be studious and headed for the canteen to do our maths tutorial. and suddenly mr A. popped in..hahah, jus for awhile lah. did for quite sometime till we were bored stiff, then we started talking, and shopping in our little bookshop. when we headed for our last lect, we took the lift, and we realised that the lift buttons can be "un-pressed" (like, u can cancel the floor no. that u pressed) and we went like "SO COOL!" (and the one third of the male population in my class rolls eyes)...hahah, so amusing. wanted to try for dance lah, under my mum's strong insistence...but the whole world was going....seriously..nearly the whole rgs population...sighz..but didnt go in the end, had a pact with mindy. and saw ppl auditioning for choir. it's quite amazing to see how ppl can be so passionate abt sth at the start...but seriously, after 4 yrs, u get cynical abt it. and guess what, practices end at 8 or 8.30 pm....WONDERFUL. it's strt away out of my list...or else, my hmwk can be a goner. cant wait for cca fair nxt wk....BRR...i hate this.

cant wait to watch phantom of the opera...anyone anyone?

tell me how many ways to spell fun man. yesterday was a SWELL!!! in the morn we had faction initiation, where we played station games with our class agnst classes of another faculty. my class was quite on lah, our pathetic 20 ppl class with only 3 ....yes 3 guys!!! (can the engine fac class pls donate some guys ?) when we needed to pair up for station games, our class needed to have "lesbian" pairs...so funny. sighz. so i'll prob live the next 2 yrs like life in a girls' sch again.

later on was the donation drive for the tsunami victims. my OG went to ppl's park at chinatown. my partner zhiwei looks damn guai. so we started off with a bang, getting abt 30 - 50 bucks in the first 5 min. thnks to his goody look. was quite touched that so many ppl donated so generously. 10 bucks or 5 bucks at a time. so i decided to donate 3 bucks out of my own allowance. we also made our ogl breakdance in public. so we went back to sch, while testing our new guy andrew on the lame-o mrt game that dexuan my ogl cleverly started.

our legs ached like mad so we decided to chill at the k'cove, and started changing for the orientation nite. our theme was goth, so all of us wore black stuff and powdered our face, put black eyeliner, purple lipstick. and the guys had garbage bag capes. the best of all is, all the guys were so on abt the makeup!! they didnt mind having black nail polish and eyeliner and lipstick.....hahah, so i manicured all of them. and jie mei chee hoe said he will wash them off with turpentine..haha. the guys think that the nail polish will miracuously drop off on its own lor...sighz. then we got to the hall for the pageant...which was ok lar, nothing much, most of the time the ppl scream into the mike and we cant really hear anything, so....

then it was the campfire....jus like the one we had during p5 camp, where the fireball rolled down from the 2nd floor. and we started dancing! haha, i think they shud haf taught us the cute sundance! but niwae, for the batch dance, the guys had this section of floor moves. wah, then they so on u noe! hahahha, kinda like mini-breakdance. then we went back to our pizza..which arrived too late. so since we needed to get out of sch by 945, we went to the busstop to have pizza party! while writing notes from everyone. sighz....i will so miss my og and orientation. really glad to have such an enthu og! love u, ennaux

school was more fun today! i like station games!! esp cos my grp is quite on :) won majority of the games. the game where the guys put "tails" on their pants was the funniest!! haha, we were busy forming formations to protect their butts..hahahhahahhahha. learnt the batch dance too. think it's quite fun! i haf understood the need to enjoy what u are doing to do it well...the essence of 'performance' i guess. u have to enjoy what u are doing to convince the audience that it is fun. therefore, it's no use being un-enthu, cos in the end the ppl looking weird and out ofplace will be them. must mention our enthu dance king, zul. shud see him groove man...hahah. as u can tell, i quite like my grp :) ppl are nice, on, and no cold blanket kinda ppl.
spotted zhang jin arnd today...if ph ppl still rmb who he is. rmb in pri 2, i was finally not the last reg no. in class cos he's behind me. going for amazing race tmr

school was quite fun today...besides the times when we just stoned in the hall or trying to crane our necks and listen to the rules of some sit-in-a-circle game. actually i dun really like the feeling of going over orientation again..the whole thing abt comfort zone? haha, let's tok abt my grp. grace(rg) was the first person i talked to. not like a typical gep lah, u noe, the stereotype abt them being eccentric and all. and shu min...prob see each other arnd b4. and this nice st nick's girl shuting, small and cute :) once again, contrary to popular belief of st nick's girls. she's quite smart! and many more lah, the girls were all ok.
as for the guys....*rubs chin* they all look the same to me..................haha. except for those with impressionable images. haha.. sure feels good to have ppl hold the doors for us :)

also met the good ancient hu6-ers, good old 203-ers and not that old 401-ers (wy and her cute fringe! ). niwae, i kinda dread the thot of going to classes..and this time...LECTURES. how do i survive thru lectures. but, my ny resolution is to mug hard. why? cos i'm SO SICK of the feeling of not knowing things even the day b4 O's. therefore, i will try really hard, to start mugging all the way from j1. i regretted not working harder in s3. therefore, let not history repeat itself.

finally i'm back home, after 5 tumultous flights (including cancelled flights and my sis's lost baggage) frm vegas - LA - vancouver - tokyo and home..okie, 4. i believe i can tolerate any other long haul flights after this.

well well, cant believe it's 2005. life has been good to me the past yr. besides little hiccups and undesirable stuff like O's. this yr's events really made me believe that God has His plans for everyone. and i'm more than grateful for them. who would have thought that I could be where i am now?

well, about my holiday. it was a SWELL time. besides the flights and transits and long waits at the airports. Vancouver was pretty, and like my 2nd sis says, a nice place to retire. ppl are frenly, nice weather, nice environment. we weren't with a grp then, so we got to move around ourselves, which i really prefer, becos u feel like u are really experiencing life as a canadian.

nxt was san francisco. it was still sunny when we went there. yummy seafood and mostly sightseeing. not to forget shopping ....hahah. again, all travelling on our own, so we've figured out the public transport system. sure beats taking a tour coach and stopping for 15 min photo stops.
also went on this 17 mile drive thing along the pacific ocean's coast. huge waves...awesome...simply. and as a geog student even the swash and backwash and sedimentary rocks excites me....(ms pang is SO proud of me)

next is LA where we joined the tour grp, where we went to universal studios (i like it!) and disneyland. reliving childhood :) and at disney, it was really "the merriest place on earth" . seeing children getting so happy over the simplest things, believing that mickey really does exist....makes me wonder about the simple joy of life. why do we keep wanting more? why cant we live like children, where all we need is just something to believe in that will make us happy.

went to grand canyon, once again overwhelmed by nature's beauty. (geog geog) well, will post photos sumday.......it's a lot of work

next was Vegas! (dad's eyes light up). overwhelmed by neon lights, but it was cool :) had nice buffet brunch at bellagio, the best hotel there (where ocean's 11 took place) and went around pretty much on our own. went shopping at factory outlet !!! hhaha, i wish there were some in Sg. amd we went to play at Circus Circus hotel and we won a soft toy each :) reliving childhood once again. so then our flights home started...

end of story

this is fun!!!!!!!! i have been deprived of the net for one whole week and finally, a hotel hat has free internet access! in san francisco rite now, not as cold as vancouver. sighz, i really hated the flight from sg to vancouver cos there were 2 transits and LONG LONG waits.

vancouver's fun, and quite cold, but i survived..hahah. gonna have a swell time for the rest of the 2 wks, and it's back to sch once i get home. cant believe this. i'm going to JC!!??!! ahhaha, but i'm loving life now :) kinda forgot some of my maths (looks at sis's notes). hahah, so tata, will try to be back!

yes, all my bags are packed, i'm ready to go (leaving on a jet plane lyrics) :) it's quite exciting! hahah, this trip is the wrapping up of the year, and looking back, i really can't believe that this year had jus flew by! the rushing syllabus and homework, mugging during jun hols, prelims, the big 'O's, prom. now it's all over!

it's weird how time works its ways

went on a triple date...hahah, with marilyn and jasmine.. to a concert. i didnt know it was the students type of concert....but niwae, sad to say, i truly enjoyed only 2 songs out of...25. haha, but anyway, the flying hands and flexi fingers made me feel this ---> . small, like the fullstop.
i seriously dun think i can make it if i were to take the exams nxt yr, unless some miracle happens to my hands, or it wud be as gd as throwing 500 bucks of registration fee into the fire. and i dun think i deserve truly and wholly, my grade 8 cert. yep


yay!! there's a phantom of the opera movie coming out 23rd sept....can only watch when i come back, but i will definitely try to make it! and u noe wat??? steph came online earlier this afternoon..in FLORENCE!!!!!!!!!! argh.....................................italy is so my ultimate ultimate dream destination. she was at rome, moving on to venice. VENICE! argh.......hahaha, and she was saying the guys and girls there were so hot...like duh uh


hope to take some great scenery shots in canada :) looking fwd..it's been like such a big thing of the yr........well, somehow at the back of my head, i still worry abt how my papers are doing in cambridge...ticks? or crosses? and i am darn worried abt my PAE....god bless everyone's PAE

went to bugis today for the 3rd consecutive time...haha, my mum is mad.....haha, no lah. first we went on sun to shop..as normal. then she needed to exchange shoe size, so we went back on mon. then she regretted not buying this really good bargain stuff, so she sent me to get it for her. yay, now i have a new dorothy perkins bag....cos had xmas voucher chen yu gave me, *beams* and i was given this gucci envy me (the scent) sampling paper....it rocks! damn nice!!!! now...like, 8 hrs after i got it, it still smells great :)

then went to orchard lib...to get my dad's san1 guo2 yan3 yi4...haha but i cudnt find...he's on this mission to make me read all the chi stuff...-_-" then i did self shopping!! haha, didnt buy anything but went to try stuff at zara, forever 21, charles and keith ...hehheh...qt fun! and hung out at sasa for a while...but i hate the way their ppl keep staring at u...><

yay, must congratulate janice on getting her hp!! hahah, i think she was the last in our class to get it....me being the last second...hahahah. both same situation one....haha :)

taufik rocks my socks! ahhahha...cant get over it :)

cut my hair after ikea trip with chen yu. well, still can tie but my pony tail's like....20cm shorter and the julie biscuit length..hahah. but i dun really care how short it goes, cos it will grow back anyway...bet it will be longer when i get back to sch again..so *shrugs* no worries =). yep, went ikea with chen yu today and on the bus we saw this senior...whom we recognised and she recognises us too...so she kept smiling at us, giving us the i know u know me, and u know i know u know me look...yep..but thnks for telling us it was the stop, or we wud haf been lost somewhere in queenstown. well, i didnt have anything in particular to buy, esp becos my mum will prob scream at me if i buy some uselessly cute stuff home...yep. so our aspiring hsewife chen yu...not aspiring lah..hahah, bought a laundry basket and some glasses and a rug. we were getting so excited at the thot of decorating our own hses...sometime in the future.(and the really cool dollhse--imagine, painting ur own walls, and putting in "wallpaper") it's really cool, and she likes the farmhse look while i like the zen look, the dark wood and frosted glass combi (yeah baby). and chen yu prob understands the extent of my obsessions with boxes and uselessly cute stuff...but at least i practise self control :)

i really LOVE the sony handycam ad...i like the song, very special and the words

it takes 3 seconds to fall in love, but 3 decades to get along
3 centuries to preserve a tradition, but 3 minutes to embrace another,
3 colours to paint the world, and 3 megapixels to capture it all

nice rite? hmm....



i think we are all really very blessed...my mum always tells me about her days in malaysia, growing up in a kampung, and how they threw stones and their slippers at bunches of rambutans, even green unripe ones, because they have nothing to eat. that's how blessed we are. everyone on my links, everyone of my frens. no matter how bad life can be to u.....how bad can it be compared to someone who faces difficulty just finding food to eat? and what's on our minds now...how we gonna get strt As for 'O's, what sch we are gonna get into, what scholarships are we gonna apply, what jobs do we wanna get in the future. well, that's reality...i mean, what else can u think about in the world now? in sunday's life, there was an interview with this forensic scientist and she said, in our lives, we endeavour in pursuits for this and that certificates, but when we die, we all get the death certificate. tht's really sth to think abt......well, we cant change reality, and how the world works, but perhaps sometimes we can stop to think about what we are doing, and what our actions mean. if everybody thinks this way, the world will become a better place.

i just applied for PAE subject combi for rj...felt scary..all these application stuff...feels like gambling ur life away. i mean seriously, our lives are affected by our every decision at this stage. and my dad asked me to put higher chi for the odd combi option...(what's new)...i was really scared abt putting that. not tht i dun like chi but i seriously doubt i can do it...all the chinese history, etc...competing with prc-s? no way....dun be surprised to see me reading some "zhong1 guo2 li4 shi3 5000 nian2" (china's history--5000 yrs) nxt time...

packing has been gd! i mean, really, i have no use for ALL those junk niwae. i am on one of those song addictions again..previously it was jewel's foolish games (really nice..go listen to it) and now it's anastasia's left outside alone. addiction as in i listen to it over and over again. call me mad.
i have come to realise that i am a person who ..how do u put it...is very nian4 jiu4...no 1. i dun like changes to my lifestyle...as in like, drastic changes. no 2. i really treasure things that bring back memories of the past...tht's why i keep a lot of things...tht ppl may deem as junk..(dun worry i dun live in a pig-sty like place...still neat as ever)..eg, i have a little box for pri sch stuff, going to have one for sec sch stuff...oh well, tht's me :)

prom's over! feels surreal....but yeah, we had a great nite. the dinner itself was no big deal lah, ooh, and naf got miss personality! we went to watch midnite movie! bridget jones 2, my first LEGAL nc 16 movie..muahaha. it was so sweet....the mark darcy was absolutely SWEET! oh...and i watched the chanel no. 5 ad!!! *yay* quite cool lah, like a mini movie. but it's quite irrational to make an ad that costs like...a few millions...........but then again, chanel can easily earn that by selling a few tweed jackets.

then huiling said we look like a grp of delinquents hanging out with makeup and all...(not me!)...hahahah. after the movie, we went walking and visited all the 7-11s, from mandarin to orchard mrt and from shaw back to paragon...then we went back to play cards!! hail bridge!! hahaha, huiling is a gd tcher lor...and a gd player...hmm...can deceive ppl with her seemingly innocent looks...hahahah

yeah, and we decided to start gossiping...hahah, cleo who wanted to slp cudnt resist the temptation to unleash the gossip queen in all females...*muahhah* yeah. and i slept for a non-existent 1/2 an hr. went for complimentary brkfast with steph :) since my dinner was like...pathetic...apparently not much ppl cared abt the dinner..and i missed the prawns *aww*. and one whole cup of coffee had totally zero effect......was somehow tempted to go shopping....but ahah came home to slp of cos!

watching LOTR -fellowship of the ring jus now.....it's still as magnificent, even though it's prob the 5th time i'm watching it. i think the middle earth its a really cool place! to think that tolkien actually imagined it. i think artists of the past are really wonderfully creative. stories, music, any form of art....nothing can be as rich and imaginative as those from the past. jus think--who would ever be able to create another world, another paradise....
aragorn is soooooo.....awesome....like so cool and xiao sa...(but he looks quite bad as viggo...hahah, so old) and i am still very sad abt gandalf falling down with the fire thing...though i know he'll be back... and i soo love pippin!!! he's so funny :)

You Are the Peacemaker

9 You are emotionally stable and willing to find common ground with others. Your friends and family often look to you to be the mediator when there is conflict. You are easy going and accepting. You take things as they come. Avoding conflict at all costs, you're content when things are calm.

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yay, shopping spree started today, with my mum. yay, bought *counts* a new shirt, a nice nice windbreaker frm baleno, a pair of ankle socks for sch nxt yr (muahah), an eye massager hahahha (supposedly can help eyesight..improves blood circulation and all), my mum got a nice dress, a shirt. yup :) and pens for my sis

got my prom stuff :)...it's gd to have sises and mum of ur size cos can just take all the things u need frm them, so i've got the shoes, and the bag *no worries* i not stressed or kan chiong abt it at all leh..hahahhah

yay *excited* shopping is SOOO fun :) :) :)but i carry the bags until my hand pain *aww* hahahha...yay, and i trimmed my eyebrows free...hahah, got lobang..muahahah

it's kinda surreal yeah? yes, i slacked thru the nite frm 7 to 11, watched "how to lose a guy in ten days" on scv...yes, eve tore up her entry proof...yes, i am playing and blogging guilt-free, but i still dun believe that we have BEEN through, DONE it!!!! this feeling wont sink in....until i start my shopping sprees, and playing big-time!!!!!

yeah, currently, TOP on my agenda, to slack and slack till i get kinda bored, then SPRING CLEAN!!!!!!!! and shop and revamp my wardrobe..go shopping with my mama, such a guai kia...muahahah

haha, currently playing on neopets, to make my pet a rich one!!! then it can have lotsa food to eat...yar, my pet very simple one, no investment or auctions or fighting, jus play and eat, play and eat...hahahah

i cant stand it anymore...she thinks she's so philosophical about everything...EVERYTHING



but i dun think so


who cares...i've mastered the art of ignoring, ignoring, ignoring

i am soooooooooo sick of studying..physics...to be specific...*argharghargh* cant wait for hmm...5 days more and farewell physics!! it will be my greatest joy to personally see all physics wkshts get loaded onto the garang guni's lorry!!! everybody mus recycle ok? i feel so guilty for using SOOOO many pcs of folscap to practise amaths...and all the papers we get..that i prob wun finish all.

yay geog was gd..they always recycle mcq qns one lor....i spotted 3 repeats and a few similar ones. like sherilyn said, they probably have a memory valve or sth liddat, and when they run out of qns, they will jus dig out and reuse.hope paper 2 is gd!! my life depends on it.

i kinda shudder at the thot of getting back our results...quite far away lar, but still......wat if sth goes wrong...O_o....so scared. so mus enjoy life this few months. it's so weird...like O's had been our life's goal for the past yr and now it's like 3/4 over....it's like a part of ur life is over...like, a milestone...hahah. sumtimes i cant believe that we have got THIS far.

it's amazing how a MOMENT. a SECOND can change your life. like, during the exams, any wrong choice or a careless slip can affect everything else. isnt it scary to think that what u are doing NOW, might decide sth in the future?

have u ever been caught in the middle before? between 2 ppl, 2 ppl with conflicting ideas?

ask me.



i really hate to be the middle person. caught in that position between my sis-es, my mum and my sis.




a lot of things that i have no idea how to put in words.



my mum, too much pent up feelings brought abt by things that happened long time ago.
my sis, too rebellious.

not to say that anyone has perfect character eg me, bad temper.



i really have no idea about all these EQ stuff. all these person to person relationships, how do u juggle them? how do make sure that u say things to suit every single individual and make everyone happy? make it a win-win situation.


it is indeed really hard to be a human being. if there was a next life...i think i will choose not to be one. a bird? perhaps.

sometimes, it's better not to know something that you were not supposed to know. makes you see things in such a cynical light, the act put on by the subject simply irks you becos you know the truth behind that facade.

it angers me to know that out of this few thousand chinese words we have to learn, only 10 will come out in the exams. chinese would have been much more fun to learn if not for the exams actually. jus think of our last few chi lessons...shouting the answers to the ppl at the bd to write and fight for the CHoCOlate!! hahahahhahahah....wy and her super fast hands (leading to bad handwriting)

looking fwd to the new lease on life 23 days from now. please release me.
and drming of life then already. i will not be home most of the time...hahah...seen enuf of my books and my study rm. cant wait to sell chunks of wkshts and past yr papers (eg Mr chang's papers WITHOUT ans!! grr) to the garang guni. sure my mum will be so prd of me. and by then, my table (which seems as if a crazy wind had swept over it) can finally see the light. literally.

my temper is real real bad. u would probably have experienced it if u had ever pissed me off before. sorry....i really cant control it at times. impatience? or jus pure short-temper...both

that's bad.

my poor keybd had been banged on twice today for (the comp) pissing me off totally. sometimes i dun understand my own bouts of anger and i totally regret after that. maybe i should go for some anger management class?

i will probably be taking tmr's chem pract with nostalgia, knowing it will probably be the last chem pract i will be doing in my life. i hope tmr's lock up will be endurable - disadvantage of being the first batch, but the good thing is, we get clean pipettes and burettes!

everyday i do my work with the knowledge that Os is coming. SOON. it still feels like something surreal somewhere in my consciousness. soon, it will be over. soon we will get our results back. time passes more quickly than ever before! sometimes i can hardly distinguish what happened yesterday and the day before. and i cant wait for it to be over. i suppose when it is over, all of us will feel a sense of 'loss'. it's been our motivation for the past year, perhaps 2 yrs. suddenly we will be so free we will feel weird to not be doing anything. school has trained us, in a way, into workaholics!

yesterday was our official last day in rgs and in 401. this probably has not sunk in anyone's mind yet, as are any parting occasions. our class has been wonderful! all thanks to very fun and hyped up ppl in our class + thanks to karen's boisterous laughter and steph's narcissism that always lightens up our classrm. shall we all meet one day,perhaps 10 yrs later, and all of us very different in our on way, there will be this chapter of our lives in rgs 401 that we all share. and perhaps, wanying may one day, really end up being the first to be married with 2 kids in ten yrs time, or esther earning her first million by 30, or anything at all, our memories remain and that we will keep forever in our hearts.

this week had been rather significant. our last chinese lesson in our whole lives, my last physics lesson (tht's a joy!). our last chem lesson with mrs tan!! she's a great tcher...i felt i had learnt so much more this yr! last lit lesson with ms leow, our dearest, comical ms leow..sighz

as for our class, there will be no more mass toilet-going sessions and terrorizing 315's class terrapin (charmaine). *sobs* it feels weird..it's jus too fast. summore our class ppl are going to various jcs...sighz. gd times end too soon.oh, i am so gonna miss the last row ppl..wanying! haha, hanna and i had a great time sitting beside her, luffing at her funny jokes and blurness. hope to see her arnd in sch next time!

bond's concert is today!!! arghh..no money to go.

7 days to chem pract
8 days to RJC open hse
17 days to Os

seems like i have been offending ppl a little too much...removed all those content. peace is good. not exactly in the best of moods these days

it is a painful dream. but it is possible. we can achieve it.

results were disappointing..expected better but hope all will be well after moderation. i have put up a big sign saying RJC on my noticebd. it's a motivation (it works!), it's a goal. had a rj talk in sch today, the principal was over 2m tall!!!! but somehow, despite all these talks by jcs(and the very apparent rivalry among hc and rj...i mean VERY VERY apparent)my determination to go rj has never been wavered. once a rafflesian, always one! it's a pact between eve and i.

moderation results coming out nxt wk. high high probability that they will moderate amaths, to my relief, and hope they do so for the sciences. i must mug frm now on, so i shall not blog for a REALLY REALLY LONG time...haha, even blogs hibernate.

have been calling my sises online..it's so fun! this program called skype. if u have a mike, u can jus tok over the internet free! even conferences (meaning more than 1 person). hopefully my mum can learn how to on the comp herself (though it's quite tough -- she has difficulties controlling the mousie!). well, she's a housewife, quite a relaxing life actually..haha, since all her kids are grown. but of cos no sane, educated woman of singapore nowadays will give up her 20 years of education, striving for the best instituition, the best results, in hope for the best career just like that. not me at least *shrugs* actually, that's the crux of our population prob...no matter how much incentive u offer, there's still this problem with no resolutions.

The Waste Land

In this decayed hole among the mountains
In the faint moonlight, the grass is singing
Over the tumbled graves, about the chapel
It has no windows, and the door swings,
Dry bones can harm no one.
Only a cock stood on the rooftree
Co co rico, co co rico
In a flash of lightning. Then a damp gust
Bringing rain

Ganga was sunken, and the limp leaves
Waited for rain, while the black clouds
Gathered far distant, over Himavant.
The jungle crouched, humped in silence.
Then spoke the thunder

~T. S. Eliot


savour the words of this poem....
nature will triumph over mankind

yay!!! most of the ppl are rejoicing now, cos prelims are over!!! so weird rite? it was such a BIG thing, but now it's over so quickly.

my sis left last night...miss her...we are practically everything in the world...partners in crime, sis, frens,enemies, loggerheads. we know each other like we know ourselves...currently i'm at home with only my mum.

niwae, watched dodgeball on wed..such a crap show, but well, laughed it all off after 2 wks of torment. i cant imagine picking up momentum to study again. shudnt haf gone to sch today, cos it was quite waste time, esp cos the TJ peeps nv come on schedule, so we had some exam malpractice and HC talk. i'm still set on RJ. i'm a rafflesian!! IF i can make it. but hor, if i cant get into RJ or HC,
slacked the past few days away, life's wonderful, time passed so quickly....for now.
looking fwd to my blog layout tht's in the making, thnks to eve!!

trying to take a breather after 4 days strt of torment.
i swear i wrote the longest zuo wen and gong han in this 2 yrs yesterday! i was so proud of myself. inspiration jus kept flowing. i was so hungry after that that my carnivourous instincts emerged...just ask felly. i tried to bite her innocent hand *beams*

and today sucked. amaths sucked. I nearly cried looking at the qns for the first time. i was just stuck. for a moment i thought God gave up on me or something, and i was praying so hard, 'God dun abandon me'. Perhaps He's too busy, everybody in the hall must have been praying. but i was so proud of myself! i could do the vector-relative velocity qn *beams*

then had geog, which was quite gd! but my hand ached so much after tht. and i came home and slept. my first afternoon nap in how long... i feel as if the exams are almost finished. but the bombers are coming next wk, together, phy and chem and amaths p2. i so love it. but at least they are kind enuf to give us a wkend. geog p1 is tmr, such brainless arrangement, make us go back for like one hr...but b4 that got bio...haha. but seriously, they shudnt haf put geog and amaths together. THEY SHOULD TRY IT FOR THEMSELVES. does it please them to impose such pain on us? we are jus young innocent 16 yr old minds.

btw, read my prev entry too..if u hafnt :)

these days and especially the previous wk, life has been B-O-R-I-N-G boring.trapped at home, limited tv watching, work and work and work. if some one were to write an account of a typical day in the life of a 16 yr old singaporean, it will be

wake up
breakfast
work
lunch
work
dinner
work
sleep

life would haf been worse if not for my handphone game, honeyball!! i'm addicted! ha, sometimes, i tou lan, read TGIS, which is less laborous, and use it as an excuse to slack, but oh well, it's work too! oh btw, lit was so lucky for me!!! i jus finished reading tht part of the bk for the passaged based *beams* emaths today was not bad, easier than i thot it wud be, but i made 2 careless mistakes...>.< careless mistakes are worse than anything else...

was looking at my uniform, and i was thinking, i will miss it so much..u noe, there's this sense of belonging. had lotsa wandering thots during this period of boredom. like, i always wonder if i'm too selfish, always thinking abt myself, the things i want to do, the kind of life i want to lead, I, I, I . but, life's like that, it's either, u do what u want to do, lead your life, or u live up to other's expectations and live they way they want u to live. *shrugs* life's full of ambiguity..

yay, haf gone past 3.5 subjects! hope all goes well for chi compo tmr. it's the 1st time this yr i haf worked so hard on my zao ju.. yay, there's Lavender (the chi movie) on SCV the second day after prelims!!! gonna watch my takeshi *beams* and relax a bit. ha, eve, marilyn and i were toking abt missing the first 3 mths of JC if we end up in CJ or Meridien with our prelim marks....haha,then we can go work or travel! , but i dun think my dad will allow..duh.

oh wellz, gd luck to all!

eve is definitely grieving over the end of olympics man...me and my sis were discussing abt rhythmic gym and how they make things look incredibly easy, doing splits (which exceed 180 degrees) and bending their bodies like nobody's business..

studying is madness...i told my sis dun be shocked if i get a bit cranky or too high..studying too much here. time's running out..haha, make u stressed...okie, tata

i'm damn high today...must be the haw flakes..i ate like 4 tubes today.

watched this damn nice show called "Lassie" with my mum, abt a collie sheepdog..so touching. ha, eve and many ppl are grieving over the end of the olympics..so fast..haiz, and i missed my synchronised swimming!!

my dad's gonna get a new comp!! hallelujah!! chem pract was not bad! but ppl haf very different results for titration but i believe in myself!! then jessie taught me a bit of french during quarantine time. therefore, my msn nick noir et blanc...sounds so cool rite..haha
so lazy to blog more..tata

tchers' day concert was damn funny...they really went all out to entertain us ( i like the mr Law and order..so lame)! but i feel bad cos i didnt get any tchers anything...went back to ph and well, stoned for quite some time b4 everyone came...and miraculously, our long lost roland returned!!! first time in 4 yrs. and he cudnt recognise any of us....and he walked past us, and lcy and i were like staring at each other with the "is that him" look. an ri guy is unmissable among the sea of tchs'. candy came back too, and she cudnt rmb my name as well..tsk tsk *wags finger*

yay...mindy has got some 203 ppl to share the skirt 4 my bday pressie..thnks everyone :) though my bday's still quite some time away. i love the skirt..it's such a pretty thing!
beautiful!! we have english (our fave paper..note the sarcasm) on thurs...i bet our class is so excited abt it man...

i've been quite slack this past wk...come online v often...so i shall stay away frm the comp for 4 days...okie? if u see me online b4 saturday, chase me off!!! i have ultra short attn spans lah.

was watching this taiwan program and there was Bond!! so happy!! *beams* i will try to save $ and get their new album. Bond's albums are the only albums that i truly have the urge to buy originals..sorry to the anti-piracy peeps out there

i think i'm quite screwed for lit..i hafnt finished reading it a 2nd time...jus cant get thru it...and hmm...apparently not prepared for it..*how oh how* but i cant depend on comined hums lah...my writing sux

was watching news jus now and ha, now jiawei has got fans asking for autographs...so funny..she mus have felt weird. and susilo's surprise is so not a surprise lah, even we could see what was coming

physics pract is ambiguous. the outcome always is...i mean, i dunno what to expect frm it...*shrugs*

got kept in drama t for like 3+ hrs, and mindy and i were deciding if we shud eat mac's or kfc...cos naughty her wanted to use her ezlink card for mac's to save $..so we played 3x10 sets of scissors paper stone and i won 2...muahahah, but we went lido in the end..poor her, cant find the size of the shirt she wants. but we saw this really nice skirt in isetan, and we will get it *beams* i'm alrdy thinking of shopping. i foresee 2 wks fully booked with shopping sessions with fellow shopaholics eve, mindy, etc..hahha
all u need is $, all u need is $ (rings a bell? all u need is love..haha)

slack today manz...CANNOT..mus chiong tmr. i hope all goes well for chem pract. i wonder wat's up 4 tchers day celeb...*shrugs* our last in rg so mus go *beams*

u noe what???? i jus downloaded a song frm shareaza in like 3 secs!!!! it was SOOO fast i just watched on, jaw dropped! and it's an oldie summore, thot there wud be less sources... *in a state of shock*
it took me quite sumtime to process the fact that tmr's physics pract..but seriously, i dunno what to do abt it. other then read thru and mem. formulae, and yah, they cant have pract qns for like dynamics, and WEP rite? so..well, hope all goes well. yes..we're are kept in till 12 +...yay, then mindy and i are going to get sharon's present!! we r so telepathic..i smsed her abt this and she said "u freak! i jus wanted to ask u that!" ha, we hafnt been hanging out much after choir...rmb we used to eat lunch together after every single sat choir prac. she's still funny as usual, and her infectious lameness is un-missable.

okie, gotta catch some good sleep or i will keep yawning tmr..gd luck to all!

everyone seem to have turned off their handphones or sth...they dun reply to my msg..but oh wellz...understood. everyone's on exam mode.
sis gave me 'tuition' yesterday on electronics. aint THAT hard actually...i think it's easier to study ourselves from the textbook than trying to understand all the chim stuff chang said. Prob gonna do this for every single chapt... self study. I am so happy with my chem and emaths rev. our prelims 03 was killer manz...and the Os paper mrs pey let us do was SO much easier. Haiz...not very encouraging...cant believe they are using prelim marks for JC entry. Speech day was quite crap...lotsa waiting. the presentation was THIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSS long. haha. hao bu rong yi cai deng dao performance. Sec 3s! U guys were quite funny. keep it up! and i love amanda's speech abt battling the Cambridge examiners. *applauds*

and i quote this from PM Lee's National Day Rally:
'We may be small but we have high hopes and big dreams. And so long as we are a little red dot in the middle of South-east Asia, let people know that we are a people who will keep on trying and never say die. And with this spirit, the future is ours to make.'

have i told u how sad i am for jiawei? her match against the squeaky and noisy woman yesterday was SUCH A WASTE!!! she had a great chance of winning the 5th, 6th set...haiz. why oh why?? but she did her best lah..it really did us proud, but still, we were SOOOOO close to making history, and she was so close to earning her 250 000 bucks...
*lets out a loooooong loooooong sigh*
our swimmers were....their records were quite far frm the world one..haha, but well, work harder!!! so, all our athletes balik kampong..train harder for 2008!! Beijing here we come!!! hahah. actually olympics had nv meant so much to me b4, but oh wellz, it will frm now on

sent my big sis off, so now it's me and 2nd sis, still living on fine..haha, but after she leaves as well, i will be real lonely. physics prelim pract is jus 4 days away *shudders at the thot that prelims are so near*

MY PHYSICS IS GONE!!!!! now i am really putting focus on chem as my science for R5..more enjoyable to study...haha, but chang really rushed a lot towards the end, a lot to self study. cant blame him!

susilo rox!! i bet fel agrees. his match against ling dan (can also be ling2 dan4..sorry...hah) was superb...his reaction damn fast, reflexes damn gd!! (felly..he's taken! haha) but then again...nearly all our athletes are imported..but it doesnt matter :)

had last block of tennis yesterday (boohoo!!) and eve kept claiming that she was mrs roddick...*cough cough* eve, i'm so sure!! haha, well...i LOVE tennis!! mus go play after exams. cant believe it's the last week!!!!! everythin's last! not that i will miss eng and physics pract...

my sis is freelancing for the mag teenage and she got to interview lotsa ppl! like Evonne Hsu, Ashlee Simpson!!, Linda...damn cool! and she gets their albums for free..how fun. i told her to tell her colleagues to pass the work to me after Os....and it's good money!! she writes an article for every interview and gets paid 60, 70 per article!! beats giving tuition..like my big sis.

toking abt her, she's leaving this fri, sending her off and very soon i'll be very lonely.. :( ok, vei and i have decided to only focus on 6 subs for prelims...no time to care too much abt my physics.. >.<
ganbatte everyone

[eve] aiyah...quite swt lah...some parts...when he got the flowers for her....hehe...u are so right...takeshi rocks our socks!!

so sad...bryna left us today *boohoo* well, she's joining Sg American Sch...her notice was really short, so it's very shocking lah. will miss her lots. But gd for her, she's missing the Os. well, sch's ending nxt wk...for the study leave. haiz...so fast!! i'm not ready to leave rgs yet...so last wk, we had our last chem pract lesson...aww...realised i am nv gonna do chem pract (except for exams) ever again...i wun miss physics AT ALL...but i miss chem

today for assembly, we watched a video of an AWESOME performance of a figure-skating comp. in 1984 olympics...and the spker was interesting, so makes us all rooted to the grnd ...once in a blue moon occasions. mindy and i have probably have the most special way of acknowledging each other along the corridors...we glare at each other...yah, tht's our greeting..haha. miss spending time with her and the squigs during choir..so much luffs

speech day's nxt wk, gotta make sure my shoes are squeaky clean :) i'm avoiding physics...escapism..ha, but i really detest it...maybe i shud have dropped it rite? since i'm so sure i will nv touch it again. and the section of my brain that bears the minimal memories of PHYSICS will automatically brainwash itself. so dun ask me anything abt it the day after the exams...it's emptied alrdy

wow...hafnt blogged for a looong time. ha, my story goes back to last fri, after nat'l day celeb. cleo, eve and i went to watch house of flying daggers! well, beautiful scenery, nice moves, SWEET eye candy, (i love the horses!!) and brainless plot..but for the sake of the eye candy..haha. we were all luffing at how unrealistic the last part was (when zhang ziyi died and woke and died and woke then died finally...haha) trying to drag the movie to a full 2 hrs. but takeshi made up for all these flaws haha...then cleo was saying how older men are so hot..eg brad pitt, tom cruise ("he's single" exclaimed cleo), and takeshi ..all in their 40s. *takeshi!!* then we went to take neocard and we bought earrings for marilyn's bday and i got this pair of butterfly ones...ahhhh...to die for manz.. totally in love with them. had a really fun time with the 2 of them. i seldom hang out with cleo, so nv realised she was soo funny! + eve, it makes gd company. well, we didnt win the fashion parade, but cleo looked BEAUTIFUL! she didnt bring her makeup removal, so she went out with them on, and she said "it;s a free cntry!" and she doesnt care abt ppl staring...xiao1 sa3!

went m'sia to visit my relatives on sat...and there was a 4 1/2 hrs jam!!!!!!!!!! how much time is that...it was just that short dist. bet. the s'pore customs to the m'sia customs (that stretch of the bridge at the second link) saw my cute baby cousin!!! she's so quiet but still cute, has that blur look on her face. and i saw my fave cousin too!!! he's spking a lot more, + that twinkle of mischief in his eyes. and we ate SOOO much. it's always lotsa food when we go m'sia.

sighz...O's orals tmr...back to sch *sadz* i'm so unprepared for everything and anything!! if i were to take the exams now....NO WAY. exchanged phone with my sis cos mine has triband and she's going to US..so bye bye phone..but hers is samsung and has LOADs of fun games!! distraction manz.

*i'm proud to be a singaporean* are u?

this is the song the sec 3s used during farewell. beautiful. download it if u can "Our Farewell" by Within Temptation
www.within-temptation.com

Our farewell

In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not by my side
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.

yeah, u can find a friend to go with u if u want...u can join us too..dun think my fren will mind. niwae, u can email cmf@nkfs.org
 
yay i love pe more and more cos i can at least hit the tennis ball liaoz..haha
i keep hearing the ad on tv with the song "sway" and i think of dearest nichole!!! all the fun times we had and the funny names we called each other...but i lost the old contact list, so i cant contact her...anyone got her email, pls tell me :)
 
i'm still really distracted this week..*pulls hair* i hope to really start focusing!!!!!!!! eve and i say we will go watch hse of flying daggers...that shall be my motivation to work hard for the new wk *takeshi kaneshiro* hahah
we have new deco in our classrm!! we pasted a lot of photos on the wall...reminded me of the cute kids at service learning..tho some were unbearable...haiz..thinking closely, sch's coming to an end really soon...awwww....so gonna miss it....surprise i'll miss sch :) mainly due to the ppl and just the place itself brings back lotsa memories.
 
i was just thinking abt how much i've changed since pri sch...like in a totally different frequency...well, i feel at least. pri sch shapes the fundamentals and basis of ur morals while in sec sch, i think it's the experience and also the absorbent period,....ur mind really takes in a lot. also the decision making stage.
 
taking NE quiz tmr...rmb we were doing in pri sch in the comp lab...oh...ph is almost done..the exterior. painting is almost done...*surge of nostalgia* i miss the old bldg

mindy and i decided to do sth meaningful with our lives, cos her bro's fren died of brain tumour. so we hope to volunteer at the NKF children's fund during dec hols. sighz...the frailty of human life.
 
went for the fashion parade rehears. total waste of my precious time!! arggh..any sane tcher wud noe that we cant afford to spend so much time on unimportant stuff. i'm desperately looking for scrap fabrics but the class ain't giving any response *faints* except a few...and i've got this totally cool new idea *beams*
 
chem pract today involved so much heating!! and the lab wasnt exactly very cool so our sweat was pouring..like eve says "xia yu" (raining)...i love chem pract for the nice colours, like copper(ll)sulphate *beams* woohoo...emaths test on wed...hope i can pull thru the 2 topics...i have been really slack the past wk, so i'm going to concentrate this wk, meaning using very little comp :) *curbing the urge to use the net*

i got stung by a bee yesterday!! it was on my head!! and i thot it was a drop of water, since it was raining. so i swept it off and uit stung me..i went to sch and got the rcy-s to help me...haha, it's fine now *phew*
i'm so gonna miss my sisters when they are gone!! though sometimes i feel that i can have more freedom that way, sometimes i also think i will be real lonely.
well, i read yining's blog and i thot her case was really similar to mine, like my mum thinking that my dream job is one that has no future and is low-paying...but tht's not true! i mean, yeah, things can be risky, but u have to try it first b4 u even give up that thot. however, yining, u MUST have a backup plan, for practical purposes. i dun think parents are so easy to convince!
 
haiz...emaths and chi tests next wk...hope i can do the emaths one properly..there's so much to rmb..*bleagh* i realy pity 404 cos mrs C took them for orals and they got ultra low marks....so sad! glad i got hals. for mine-- he's quite lenient.
tmr got pe again! yay! hope it doesnt rain. oh, i have already planned the things that i will do after my exams
 
1) Shop till i drop
2) Burn all my books and worksheets!! (ha, we thot of having a barbecxue fire from burning bks!)
3) tidy up my place
4) find an internship with law firm or fashion company (exciting!)
5) figure out how to do my own blog template
6)write xmas cards
 
*wow* i really hope i can do all those already....how many more mths to pull thru?!??!??!!?
 
 
32 days to prelims
(to remind everyone to start if u hafnt!!!)
 

i got stung by a bee yesterday!! it was on my head!! and i thot it was a drop of water, since it was raining. so i swept it off and uit stung me..i went to sch and got the rcy-s to help me...haha, it's fine now *phew*
i'm so gonna miss my sisters when they are gone!! though sometimes i feel that i can have more freedom that way, sometimes i also think i will be real lonely.
well, i read yining's blog and i thot her case was really similar to mine, like my mum thinking that my dream job is one that has no future and is low-paying...but tht's not true! i mean, yeah, things can be risky, but u have to try it first b4 u even give up that thot. however, yining, u MUST have a backup plan, for practical purposes. i dun think parents are so easy to convince!
 
haiz...emaths and chi tests next wk...hope i can do the emaths one properly..there's so much to rmb..*bleagh* i realy pity 404 cos mrs C took them for orals and they got ultra low marks....so sad! glad i got hals. for mine-- he's quite lenient.
tmr got pe again! yay! hope it doesnt rain. oh, i have already planned the things that i will do after my exams
 
1) Shop till i drop
2) Burn all my books and worksheets!! (ha, we thot of having a barbecxue fire from burning bks!)
3) tidy up my place
4) find an internship with law firm or fashion company (exciting!)
5) figure out how to do my own blog template
6)write xmas cards
 
*wow* i really hope i can do all those already....how many more mths to pull thru?!??!??!!?
 
 
32 days to prelims
(to remind everyone to start if u hafnt!!!)
 

orals was not (that) bad at all! niwae, racial harmony day rocks totally...our class was so fun lah, nearly everyone wore saris *pays tribute to our roots of the muthusamy family* yeah, so as expected, lots and lots of photo-taking sessions and we were sad to part with our beautiful saris at the end cos it's probably gonna be the only time we wear it...till god knows when. our class won 3rd for the concert, so we have this neon coloured mech. pencil each. *claps claps* well, but thot prev yrs were more interesting, with the henna paintings and all
 
argh..mental block..wanted to say sth, but forgot...(ha, even for blogging)
 
chem test tmr...hope for the best!!
haf u read the commonwealth winning essay? it's good..no wonder huh? choir photo-taking tmr! well, apparently the choir enjoyed the exchange with the american choir. said they taught them line dancing. well, i think exchanges are fun. well, when we had exchange with acs(b) earlier this yr, there were ppl not knowing how to play whacko!! vei and i were quite shocked! i mean,...i thot it's a very orientation game...and they took quite long to understand...does tht say sth? *rubs chin*

oh man....it's orals tmr...*prays hard for a good pic* but i heard mr halsall is a nice examiner...
time flies!! another wkend gone!!
 
Mean Girls was really really nice! Kinda like a typical teenage chic flick, but it has substance! I encourage all girls to watch it...it really takes a girl to understand some of the emotions involved, and we understand the bitchiness better :). our row was luffing so loudly!! yah, so moral of story (meaningful) is tht being cool or popular really doesnt matter -- u will not feel any happier than before.
 
sis wanna use the comp..so write again tmr? maybe :)

yay!! it's wkend! but tmr early in the morn, there's eng lesson. not exactly the most pleasant of all things to see HER face the first thing in the morn. oh wellz..there was this percussion grp that came to perform at assembly today! quite cool! with all the cuban, indian, brazilian drums and perc. instruments. and it was xiumin's first time conducting and her hand was in a hamster like position...haha, she looked so blur!
 
heard this song  'Say Something Anyway" by Bellefire..thot it sounded quite nice! haiz...i'm so behind my plans...been rather distracted this wk. so i really hope to finish the stuff i have delayed this wkend..sounds ambitious? hope notz.
 
u noe wat? 9 works out of 12 selected from our sch won prizes and commendations for commonwealth essays!!! how cool is tht!! and there was this sec 3 gal who won the top prize for category a i think..and won 500 pounds!!!!!!! u noe, if i have tht kind of money, i will go and buy a violin! and fulfill my violin dream!!
 
yay, my nose is getting better, almost there..my orals are next mon...*shudders* i dun like the pic description cos i jus dunno what to say!!! haiz.i guess i gotta get going..cos i've lesson tmr MORN...URGHH,,,rob me of my wonderful sleeping time!! but oh well, think we watching a movie tmr..mean girls? not too sure yet

eve and janice came up with this really brilliant business idea, inspired b the keychain on janice's pencil box- to design slippers (flip flops) and brand is Funky Flip Flops (F cube)- Slip it on. haha, quite fun, then i 'freelance' for them. the 2 of them are always up to sth...well, but i think this is quite a feasible idea actually.

i am disliking eng more and more...for obvious reasons... wanying feels tht way too! hah. oh, racial harmony day next wed *excited* but nxt day got chem test...

School gave us this limited edition 'RGS tin' as a souvenir to commemorate the inaugural of RP this yr. It has a mini t-shirt tht says raffles,'04 and shoelaces, which arent very nice. But nonetheless, i think its a wonderful gift! haiz...i'm starting to feel sad abt the final farewell...everytime i step into sch, i will wonder, how many more days are left, when i can step into this sch gate. sch kinda sux in some ways but when u leave it, u really start to appreciate it...human irony

oh yah, eve and janice (up to some mischief again), they keep on holding ktv sessions, with songs ranging frm teresa teng, to the corrs, to ou de yang, to jay chou, in the middle of lessons...with eve's self-replay ou de yang song. time to learn new songs!!

i'm 3/4 way done with Da Vinci Code. It's exciting manz...but it's against Christianity.But, well, can take it from a speculative perspective i suppose? i wud really love to see the art works they mention for myself, and see if what it says is true.

oh, i have decided to start this 3days per wk of surfing plan. to prevent myself frm surfing unnecessarily. *beams* time to gear up for prelims!!!

43 days to prelims

my nose is killing me---------------------
sighz..everyone's falling sick! haiz, on my way home today, there was this chao act cool guy..ACb one...wah..i was walking quite a dist. behind him mah, then he probably heard me walking, then he turned arnd..so he knows i'm behind lah. then he very shua xin ge and act cool, conveniently threw this pc of litter on the grass..i wanted to tell him "not obvious AT ALL". as if he purposely litter in front of me liddat...weird. but the world's full of weird ppl

mtg the new comm tmr! *happy* to pass on stuff to them, and educate them, cos our seniors didnt give us any tips etc, but well, it's gd tht we had the chance to figure out stuff on our own.

yay!!! finished weathering summary! prelims are SOO near! my eng orals are nxt wk *shudders* it's so scary to know tht JC entrance is based on this...

ahh..nothing much to write abt ...heez..nxt time

my dad drove past the half done Pei hwa bldg. it's so tall..like a mini concrete jungle. gone is the wide open courtyard where we had morning assemblies and PE lessons, and those big steps lined with pots of bougainvillea..aww...i really miss pei hwa, the ppl, the tchers, even the bldg! haha

went for the law career talk and the guy was saying the pays were how high..but tht's not the main pt. but i'm afraid it's not for me...argghh...hate thinking abt all these..

kinda lazy to blog more, so yeah

had career talk for CLE jus now...went for entrepreneurship. tmr's law. i'm considering law as a second option cos the chances my mum will let me do fashion are like 1%? so i'm quite looking forward to the talk tmr. it's complicated to think abt ur future...so dun think unnecessarily...haha.

downloaded the song the sec 3s used for the farewell video. very moving song. "Our farewell" by Within Temptation.

the class video is finally finished!!! pei and i have watched it over and over for a few thousand times..haha. but very happy with the results..now we r so pleased with ourselves. oh, bond has got a new album..haha, hinted mindy liao..up to her to take actions *beams* quite pleased with the geog test..well, i made this summary of crustal movements which i am very proud of! was so motivated.

looking back on my past yr, it has been wonderful, magical, almost surreal. i've learnt so much this yr working with the choir and my perspective of choir has changed so much it's shocking...but i am really glad the tchers and the prev comm gave me this chance. really, it has been a great chapter in my life.

getting late, so am leaving this short and sweet :)

had farewell jus now and cried so much. the juniors made this video/ slide show thing that was so touching..to me. even though there were jus pictures, it jus brought bakc so much memories. i think the literarily stepping down thing was quite funny...mus be debbie's idea. it feels weird to see the new comm. cos not long ago, it was us who were in their position. i think our term had been exceptionally short, cos our concert was so early in the yr. and i think i'm in a state of denial or delusion...sometimes i wud wonder if i was really part of the comm. 'was'. tht makes me feel sad. i am not too sure why either. maybe i feel that our term had been too short and i'm not ready to part with the choir. it's funny how my feelings for choir undergo such drastic changes within a yr. jus ask sharon and mindy abt my complaints the prev yrs. i cant believe it...4 yrs jus flew past like that.

the sec 3s organised this toilet treasure hunt thing. well, quite creative but not very organised...heh. i got lots of stuff frm the juniors but i lost this slipper keychain thing and i am feeling really sad :( and my rm smells of steph and siying's the body shop strawberry soap
. when we were singing all those trademark songs, i had this sudden realisation that it may be the last time i am singing those songs and i was just so overwhelmed. i STILL cant believe we have stepped down and handed over to the sec 3s...wish them all the best and hope they continue to bring the choir to greater hts.

went to fran's hse yesterday in an attempt to complete the class vid...and it failed. But niwae, she lives behind the sch, at this condo with an air con lobby and lift that stops right outside ur doorstep. how cool is tht. and, her key is her finger. there is this finger-print censor that she uses to open the door. the deco of her hse was rather javanese, asian style. with lotsa (my fave) dark wood and frosted glass. Lots of her dad's paintings too. oh..and pei and i were both staring at her plain silver dior..DIOR photoframes. well.what can we say? it's a rich men's world