this is fun!!!!!!!! i have been deprived of the net for one whole week and finally, a hotel hat has free internet access! in san francisco rite now, not as cold as vancouver. sighz, i really hated the flight from sg to vancouver cos there were 2 transits and LONG LONG waits.

vancouver's fun, and quite cold, but i survived..hahah. gonna have a swell time for the rest of the 2 wks, and it's back to sch once i get home. cant believe this. i'm going to JC!!??!! ahhaha, but i'm loving life now :) kinda forgot some of my maths (looks at sis's notes). hahah, so tata, will try to be back!

yes, all my bags are packed, i'm ready to go (leaving on a jet plane lyrics) :) it's quite exciting! hahah, this trip is the wrapping up of the year, and looking back, i really can't believe that this year had jus flew by! the rushing syllabus and homework, mugging during jun hols, prelims, the big 'O's, prom. now it's all over!

it's weird how time works its ways

went on a triple date...hahah, with marilyn and jasmine.. to a concert. i didnt know it was the students type of concert....but niwae, sad to say, i truly enjoyed only 2 songs out of...25. haha, but anyway, the flying hands and flexi fingers made me feel this ---> . small, like the fullstop.
i seriously dun think i can make it if i were to take the exams nxt yr, unless some miracle happens to my hands, or it wud be as gd as throwing 500 bucks of registration fee into the fire. and i dun think i deserve truly and wholly, my grade 8 cert. yep


yay!! there's a phantom of the opera movie coming out 23rd sept....can only watch when i come back, but i will definitely try to make it! and u noe wat??? steph came online earlier this afternoon..in FLORENCE!!!!!!!!!! argh.....................................italy is so my ultimate ultimate dream destination. she was at rome, moving on to venice. VENICE! argh.......hahaha, and she was saying the guys and girls there were so hot...like duh uh


hope to take some great scenery shots in canada :) looking fwd..it's been like such a big thing of the yr........well, somehow at the back of my head, i still worry abt how my papers are doing in cambridge...ticks? or crosses? and i am darn worried abt my PAE....god bless everyone's PAE

went to bugis today for the 3rd consecutive time...haha, my mum is mad.....haha, no lah. first we went on sun to shop..as normal. then she needed to exchange shoe size, so we went back on mon. then she regretted not buying this really good bargain stuff, so she sent me to get it for her. yay, now i have a new dorothy perkins bag....cos had xmas voucher chen yu gave me, *beams* and i was given this gucci envy me (the scent) sampling paper....it rocks! damn nice!!!! now...like, 8 hrs after i got it, it still smells great :)

then went to orchard lib...to get my dad's san1 guo2 yan3 yi4...haha but i cudnt find...he's on this mission to make me read all the chi stuff...-_-" then i did self shopping!! haha, didnt buy anything but went to try stuff at zara, forever 21, charles and keith ...hehheh...qt fun! and hung out at sasa for a while...but i hate the way their ppl keep staring at u...><

yay, must congratulate janice on getting her hp!! hahah, i think she was the last in our class to get it....me being the last second...hahahah. both same situation one....haha :)

taufik rocks my socks! ahhahha...cant get over it :)

cut my hair after ikea trip with chen yu. well, still can tie but my pony tail's like....20cm shorter and the julie biscuit length..hahah. but i dun really care how short it goes, cos it will grow back anyway...bet it will be longer when i get back to sch again..so *shrugs* no worries =). yep, went ikea with chen yu today and on the bus we saw this senior...whom we recognised and she recognises us too...so she kept smiling at us, giving us the i know u know me, and u know i know u know me look...yep..but thnks for telling us it was the stop, or we wud haf been lost somewhere in queenstown. well, i didnt have anything in particular to buy, esp becos my mum will prob scream at me if i buy some uselessly cute stuff home...yep. so our aspiring hsewife chen yu...not aspiring lah..hahah, bought a laundry basket and some glasses and a rug. we were getting so excited at the thot of decorating our own hses...sometime in the future.(and the really cool dollhse--imagine, painting ur own walls, and putting in "wallpaper") it's really cool, and she likes the farmhse look while i like the zen look, the dark wood and frosted glass combi (yeah baby). and chen yu prob understands the extent of my obsessions with boxes and uselessly cute stuff...but at least i practise self control :)

i really LOVE the sony handycam ad...i like the song, very special and the words

it takes 3 seconds to fall in love, but 3 decades to get along
3 centuries to preserve a tradition, but 3 minutes to embrace another,
3 colours to paint the world, and 3 megapixels to capture it all

nice rite? hmm....



i think we are all really very blessed...my mum always tells me about her days in malaysia, growing up in a kampung, and how they threw stones and their slippers at bunches of rambutans, even green unripe ones, because they have nothing to eat. that's how blessed we are. everyone on my links, everyone of my frens. no matter how bad life can be to u.....how bad can it be compared to someone who faces difficulty just finding food to eat? and what's on our minds now...how we gonna get strt As for 'O's, what sch we are gonna get into, what scholarships are we gonna apply, what jobs do we wanna get in the future. well, that's reality...i mean, what else can u think about in the world now? in sunday's life, there was an interview with this forensic scientist and she said, in our lives, we endeavour in pursuits for this and that certificates, but when we die, we all get the death certificate. tht's really sth to think abt......well, we cant change reality, and how the world works, but perhaps sometimes we can stop to think about what we are doing, and what our actions mean. if everybody thinks this way, the world will become a better place.

i just applied for PAE subject combi for rj...felt scary..all these application stuff...feels like gambling ur life away. i mean seriously, our lives are affected by our every decision at this stage. and my dad asked me to put higher chi for the odd combi option...(what's new)...i was really scared abt putting that. not tht i dun like chi but i seriously doubt i can do it...all the chinese history, etc...competing with prc-s? no way....dun be surprised to see me reading some "zhong1 guo2 li4 shi3 5000 nian2" (china's history--5000 yrs) nxt time...

packing has been gd! i mean, really, i have no use for ALL those junk niwae. i am on one of those song addictions again..previously it was jewel's foolish games (really nice..go listen to it) and now it's anastasia's left outside alone. addiction as in i listen to it over and over again. call me mad.
i have come to realise that i am a person who ..how do u put it...is very nian4 jiu4...no 1. i dun like changes to my lifestyle...as in like, drastic changes. no 2. i really treasure things that bring back memories of the past...tht's why i keep a lot of things...tht ppl may deem as junk..(dun worry i dun live in a pig-sty like place...still neat as ever)..eg, i have a little box for pri sch stuff, going to have one for sec sch stuff...oh well, tht's me :)

prom's over! feels surreal....but yeah, we had a great nite. the dinner itself was no big deal lah, ooh, and naf got miss personality! we went to watch midnite movie! bridget jones 2, my first LEGAL nc 16 movie..muahaha. it was so sweet....the mark darcy was absolutely SWEET! oh...and i watched the chanel no. 5 ad!!! *yay* quite cool lah, like a mini movie. but it's quite irrational to make an ad that costs like...a few millions...........but then again, chanel can easily earn that by selling a few tweed jackets.

then huiling said we look like a grp of delinquents hanging out with makeup and all...(not me!)...hahahah. after the movie, we went walking and visited all the 7-11s, from mandarin to orchard mrt and from shaw back to paragon...then we went back to play cards!! hail bridge!! hahaha, huiling is a gd tcher lor...and a gd player...hmm...can deceive ppl with her seemingly innocent looks...hahahah

yeah, and we decided to start gossiping...hahah, cleo who wanted to slp cudnt resist the temptation to unleash the gossip queen in all females...*muahhah* yeah. and i slept for a non-existent 1/2 an hr. went for complimentary brkfast with steph :) since my dinner was like...pathetic...apparently not much ppl cared abt the dinner..and i missed the prawns *aww*. and one whole cup of coffee had totally zero effect......was somehow tempted to go shopping....but ahah came home to slp of cos!

watching LOTR -fellowship of the ring jus now.....it's still as magnificent, even though it's prob the 5th time i'm watching it. i think the middle earth its a really cool place! to think that tolkien actually imagined it. i think artists of the past are really wonderfully creative. stories, music, any form of art....nothing can be as rich and imaginative as those from the past. jus think--who would ever be able to create another world, another paradise....
aragorn is soooooo.....awesome....like so cool and xiao sa...(but he looks quite bad as viggo...hahah, so old) and i am still very sad abt gandalf falling down with the fire thing...though i know he'll be back... and i soo love pippin!!! he's so funny :)

You Are the Peacemaker

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yay, shopping spree started today, with my mum. yay, bought *counts* a new shirt, a nice nice windbreaker frm baleno, a pair of ankle socks for sch nxt yr (muahah), an eye massager hahahha (supposedly can help eyesight..improves blood circulation and all), my mum got a nice dress, a shirt. yup :) and pens for my sis

got my prom stuff :)...it's gd to have sises and mum of ur size cos can just take all the things u need frm them, so i've got the shoes, and the bag *no worries* i not stressed or kan chiong abt it at all leh..hahahhah

yay *excited* shopping is SOOO fun :) :) :)but i carry the bags until my hand pain *aww* hahahha...yay, and i trimmed my eyebrows free...hahah, got lobang..muahahah

it's kinda surreal yeah? yes, i slacked thru the nite frm 7 to 11, watched "how to lose a guy in ten days" on scv...yes, eve tore up her entry proof...yes, i am playing and blogging guilt-free, but i still dun believe that we have BEEN through, DONE it!!!! this feeling wont sink in....until i start my shopping sprees, and playing big-time!!!!!

yeah, currently, TOP on my agenda, to slack and slack till i get kinda bored, then SPRING CLEAN!!!!!!!! and shop and revamp my wardrobe..go shopping with my mama, such a guai kia...muahahah

haha, currently playing on neopets, to make my pet a rich one!!! then it can have lotsa food to eat...yar, my pet very simple one, no investment or auctions or fighting, jus play and eat, play and eat...hahahah

i cant stand it anymore...she thinks she's so philosophical about everything...EVERYTHING



but i dun think so


who cares...i've mastered the art of ignoring, ignoring, ignoring

i am soooooooooo sick of studying..physics...to be specific...*argharghargh* cant wait for hmm...5 days more and farewell physics!! it will be my greatest joy to personally see all physics wkshts get loaded onto the garang guni's lorry!!! everybody mus recycle ok? i feel so guilty for using SOOOO many pcs of folscap to practise amaths...and all the papers we get..that i prob wun finish all.

yay geog was gd..they always recycle mcq qns one lor....i spotted 3 repeats and a few similar ones. like sherilyn said, they probably have a memory valve or sth liddat, and when they run out of qns, they will jus dig out and reuse.hope paper 2 is gd!! my life depends on it.

i kinda shudder at the thot of getting back our results...quite far away lar, but still......wat if sth goes wrong...O_o....so scared. so mus enjoy life this few months. it's so weird...like O's had been our life's goal for the past yr and now it's like 3/4 over....it's like a part of ur life is over...like, a milestone...hahah. sumtimes i cant believe that we have got THIS far.

it's amazing how a MOMENT. a SECOND can change your life. like, during the exams, any wrong choice or a careless slip can affect everything else. isnt it scary to think that what u are doing NOW, might decide sth in the future?

have u ever been caught in the middle before? between 2 ppl, 2 ppl with conflicting ideas?

ask me.



i really hate to be the middle person. caught in that position between my sis-es, my mum and my sis.




a lot of things that i have no idea how to put in words.



my mum, too much pent up feelings brought abt by things that happened long time ago.
my sis, too rebellious.

not to say that anyone has perfect character eg me, bad temper.



i really have no idea about all these EQ stuff. all these person to person relationships, how do u juggle them? how do make sure that u say things to suit every single individual and make everyone happy? make it a win-win situation.


it is indeed really hard to be a human being. if there was a next life...i think i will choose not to be one. a bird? perhaps.

sometimes, it's better not to know something that you were not supposed to know. makes you see things in such a cynical light, the act put on by the subject simply irks you becos you know the truth behind that facade.

it angers me to know that out of this few thousand chinese words we have to learn, only 10 will come out in the exams. chinese would have been much more fun to learn if not for the exams actually. jus think of our last few chi lessons...shouting the answers to the ppl at the bd to write and fight for the CHoCOlate!! hahahahhahahah....wy and her super fast hands (leading to bad handwriting)

looking fwd to the new lease on life 23 days from now. please release me.
and drming of life then already. i will not be home most of the time...hahah...seen enuf of my books and my study rm. cant wait to sell chunks of wkshts and past yr papers (eg Mr chang's papers WITHOUT ans!! grr) to the garang guni. sure my mum will be so prd of me. and by then, my table (which seems as if a crazy wind had swept over it) can finally see the light. literally.

my temper is real real bad. u would probably have experienced it if u had ever pissed me off before. sorry....i really cant control it at times. impatience? or jus pure short-temper...both

that's bad.

my poor keybd had been banged on twice today for (the comp) pissing me off totally. sometimes i dun understand my own bouts of anger and i totally regret after that. maybe i should go for some anger management class?

i will probably be taking tmr's chem pract with nostalgia, knowing it will probably be the last chem pract i will be doing in my life. i hope tmr's lock up will be endurable - disadvantage of being the first batch, but the good thing is, we get clean pipettes and burettes!

everyday i do my work with the knowledge that Os is coming. SOON. it still feels like something surreal somewhere in my consciousness. soon, it will be over. soon we will get our results back. time passes more quickly than ever before! sometimes i can hardly distinguish what happened yesterday and the day before. and i cant wait for it to be over. i suppose when it is over, all of us will feel a sense of 'loss'. it's been our motivation for the past year, perhaps 2 yrs. suddenly we will be so free we will feel weird to not be doing anything. school has trained us, in a way, into workaholics!

yesterday was our official last day in rgs and in 401. this probably has not sunk in anyone's mind yet, as are any parting occasions. our class has been wonderful! all thanks to very fun and hyped up ppl in our class + thanks to karen's boisterous laughter and steph's narcissism that always lightens up our classrm. shall we all meet one day,perhaps 10 yrs later, and all of us very different in our on way, there will be this chapter of our lives in rgs 401 that we all share. and perhaps, wanying may one day, really end up being the first to be married with 2 kids in ten yrs time, or esther earning her first million by 30, or anything at all, our memories remain and that we will keep forever in our hearts.

this week had been rather significant. our last chinese lesson in our whole lives, my last physics lesson (tht's a joy!). our last chem lesson with mrs tan!! she's a great tcher...i felt i had learnt so much more this yr! last lit lesson with ms leow, our dearest, comical ms leow..sighz

as for our class, there will be no more mass toilet-going sessions and terrorizing 315's class terrapin (charmaine). *sobs* it feels weird..it's jus too fast. summore our class ppl are going to various jcs...sighz. gd times end too soon.oh, i am so gonna miss the last row ppl..wanying! haha, hanna and i had a great time sitting beside her, luffing at her funny jokes and blurness. hope to see her arnd in sch next time!

bond's concert is today!!! arghh..no money to go.

7 days to chem pract
8 days to RJC open hse
17 days to Os