today is such an unproductive day. plus my mum pulled me out to meet up with her fren, and they spent like 3/4 of the time looking at pots...which didnt exactly interest me. and she was contemplating for really long, which size of the pot she shud buy. and i told her rite from the start to buy that size (which she eventually did) but she took so long...sigh, housewives' woes.

sigh, i actually realised how long i havent been in town when i saw so much changes!! the food stalls in far east, the cafe outside scotts, the esprit inside scotts, argh! for the first time in 2 yrs i actually sat down in the coffeebean i used to work at (for work experience) it was really fun! but now, all the ppl have changed...it's qt sad sometimes to realise that things are changing so quickly when u're still holding on to ur memories.

hmm, so much hmwk to do over the wkend!!!

there are a few things this wk that make me happy :)
1) 2.4km run. hard work paid off, got an A *beams*
2) Maths quiz. i paid attention in class!!!
3) swimming

yeah. i feel very nostalgic and happy when some old friends reunite on friendster. tht is the most meaningful purpose of friendster, besides keeping in touch with more current friends. joyce..(what's her surname? :X) frm p4 found me...and wow, made me realise how long it's been and really glad she still rmbs me. i rmb that her chi name was huili. cos we had 2 joyce-s and 2 huili-s in class. This yr, i've also reunited with grace ng!!!! my best friend in p4!!! cute little girl, didnt change much, and indirectly found her back from grace tan. oh and pearl, my really really really ancient fren!!! knew her since p1, she lived in the same block as me (level 17!) and we took the same sch bus). and i hope to find my MOST ANCIENT BEST FRIEND. Yee Wan Lee. why do i say most ancient? i've known her since k1!!!! all the way to pri sch. and i still rmb incidents from kindergarten: every friday, we get to play at the playgrnd outside our pap, so we have to bringour water bottles. she didnt bring hers tht day and i offered to share mine but tcher said cannot...so she had to stay indoors. and in p2 or p3 i think, we secretly bought some soft drink...7 up? and shared it, then my mum saw and scolded me and said how unhygenic that was...hahahahah

i rmb a song by elva hsiao, that translates to be, 'life is circle, friends part and reunite'. indeed, indeed.

haha, actually JC is the time when lots of pri sch frens reunite...esp nanyang pri i think...going to JC is like reuniting with more than half of yr pri sch ppl!!!

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today felt quite slack, bos lit tcher was not here, so we went to eat instd..and the lessons were relatively light, so time went by quite quickly. then during pe, our class had alrdy finished the 5 items while our partner class had not, so we were left alone to do our own stuff and we went gymming again! so fun! treadmill-ed and did some other stuff lah..haha, half serious, half playing
then slacked around in sch for a while b4 i went to town to meet rachel after she collected her cert. firstly we went topshop to see her legendary $108 bag...it's too big for me...so haha, didnt really like it, but she likes it..so oh well. then we went sasa on a perfume spraying frenzy!!! i have a big fetish for scents!!! then we jus smelt many stuff and when we think that we've tried too much (sas salesgirls keep following ppl arnd onez) , we jus sprayed our fave on ourselves (d&g light blue and gucci envy me) b4 we left..haha, so cheapskate rite? but hahah, damn fun.
THEN, we went to pig out at taka, she ate tako pachi, i ate her old addiction- pop-doh..alrite lah..hahah, maybe cos i dun really have a thing for doughnuts. and after we paced up and down, we made the final decision-- to buy venezia *YUM YUM* haha, so we shared a 2 scoop- a more economical decision. we had this...sth tht starts with G (hazelnut choc) and mint w choc...YUM! hahahha. we went forever 21 to look arnd and were amazed that their accessories were qt cheap!! like 7-9 bux! quite surprising
then finally amazing grace arrived so we went to PS and ate lah. took lotsa stupid photos. sadly, the "class outing" had only 5 ppl from our class + cat's bf....sighz...sad-ed. yeah, quite beat now...so gonna slp!

rained all afternoon today, so had 5 items for pft instd. not that bad after all! i would consider that as a breeze-thru. im amazed by my own sbj and ipu!! hahahah...now i jus have to run a b for 2.4 which is within expectation to get a gold! hmmmppph. not bad not bad! but i pulled a muscle during shuttle run :x

the frost 'assignment' was qt alrite...starting to see a lot of parallels and common themes among his poems BUT i got to carried away doing those parallel stuff that i forgor abt the rhyme scheme, rhyme scheme, RHYME SCHEME!!! argh..and it was the simplest of all times.the aabbccdd type argharghagr.

sth is playing a trick on me! i wasnt able to make it for dance nite..(after buying the tix stupidly) so i asked arnd to sell it. and now tht somebody needs it, i can actually go alrdy...ARGH..my dance nite....sigh...going for piano ensemb instd lah..their line up of songs quite gd

i think im quite a classic case of 'xiao shi liao liao da wei bi jia'. i guess i wasnt too bad in my studies when i was young....but sth happened along the way..and now i see ppl who might not have been as "bright" doing better than me..i feel stupid....why didnt i work hard enuf..tht kinda thing

i totally agree with rachel abt the no-life thing. i think im qt a no-lifer. i wish life was more interesting..like what i have in my mind for my future life........... i think i can be quite a loner....if u really really really know me well...u can tell that my life is only made up of a small grp of ppl, revolved arnd a few activities. and i depend on these heavily to make up what i deem as a life and what i feel i belong to. like my personality test...i really feel the need to belong to sth..and i guess now, i can only feel belonged to that grp of frens in class...yeah. outside that? nothing

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The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you are very loyal. A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

Your #2 Match: ESFJ

The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first. A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change. You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project. You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

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different from the one we did in school last yr --ESTJ. but the S and J (sensing [vs intuitive], judgmental[vs perceptive]) stays. well, u tell me which one u think i suit most =)

reading "girl with a pearl earring" now...
rachel and i were talking abt job-hopping arnd the world! yes! someone who shares my sentiments! even though it may not be very practical, it is still my ultimate dream..on ah rachel?? hahah. yeah, and we have rather similar aspirations and situations...hmm...birthday twin indeed.

quite stressed out this wkend..and felt qt down in certain junctures. siiiiiiggghhhhzzzz. doesnt help that there are so many projects at hand and homewk and quizzes......

ever wondered why i named my site 'tranquility- the heart's angel' ?

angels. not seen, not heard. i think that tranquility is a hidden, transparent state of mind that everyone experiences and deep down inside of us, we feel this sense of peace, but we seldom take note of it or realise its existence. therefore, tranquility is our heart's angel -- residing in our hearts, yet not seen, not heard

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------quite tired today...went gymming with thiviya, grace, cat...and did treadmill. fun! i must say that running on treadmill is indeed nicer than running in the open/ on the tracks..how i wish that 2.4 run is on the treadmill!! (not hot 4pm suN!!) well, jas came back! so after PE, toked for a while with jas and felly. and hoho! a heavy downpour after days of humidity (check out grace's humidity indicator man!!) but i got caught in that heavy rain and got my back wet..in an attempt to protect my bag and its contents

if u havent realised, i am incorrigibly addicted to the net! i dun think i can not use the net for one day...even though the stuff i do are always the same (check blog, class blog, friendster, hotmail, occcasionally neopets) and they are not exactly essential...i still have to use the net...it's as if i need to feel a sense of assurance..i want to know if someone emailed me. i want to know if anyone tagged me, i want to know if anyone responded to the class blog entry...it's so weird. it's as if my life is wholly constituted by these stuff and there are not many other things that can preoccupy me.

there was qt a lot of hmwk for the wkend..but it went on qt well..kinda boring tho, nothing much happened this wkend except the mothers' day dinner for my grandma. yummy food!!!! cant wait for class outing to be confirmed!! miss the days when we went out for class dinner/ outing (which ends up being dinner anyway) nearly every wkend

sometimes i wonder if i should have quitted all my other ccas...cos now, i feel rather.....~floaty~ in that sense...having only one cca...no feeling of rootedness...somehow

SPIC yest was qt fun...but sadly, one home FORGOT to come..so we only had like abt 10 ppl...yeah. so after the games stalls were abandoned (which was pretty quick) the game stall masters hopped to the food stalls! yummy chwee kuay, chee cheong fan, popiah, etc. had lotsa fun rolling popiah. and the jap food ppl ran out of seaweed so they koped the popiah skin to make sushi...aww...didnt get to try. so yeah, it was all in all very fun!
but after everyone siam-ed, the comm had to stay back and do some post-mortem stuff, and suba, von n i just couldnt bear to throw away all the leftover food, which were in perfect condition..so we pigged out on leftovers, like tuna spread with crackers, and chee cheong fan, and pineapple (from the rojak stall).
enjoyed it, despite the disappointing turnout. had henna done on my hand too *beams*

i am THIS sad!!! i missed my Madam Butterfly tix (by sg lyric opera) jus becos i was contemplating whether i shud go for this or Rj dance nite (which unfortunately ran out!!) ARGH!!!! now the cheapest tix is like 68?? tell me who will sponsor me huh ? huh!!?? so never ever hesitate ok? DONT!

haha, emotional part over. well well...thinking back, this yr had a no. of failed ventures. council, music lessons, interact BOD, photog, piano ensemb...qt sad abt interact BOD...but oh well, i guess i jus dunno enough ppl to garner enuf votes. SPIC today was alrite..it is surely a BIG LOAD of me and yvonne's heart. sigh..the other schools' response was really....really...really...bad...that it became an intra club thing..which is gd! i know much more ppl now =)
it's really tiring to plan events..and i've spent the last few days staring at the comp, profusely emailing grp leaders, station masters, and forgetting to attach the files...



what am i good at?
this is as qn i've been thinking abt for qt sometime esp recently. music? no. studies? no. sports? no.art? no. craft?......maybe...

i really think that im not gd in any particular thing! i see so many ppl who excel in so many disciplines...or some who really are elite in a certain discipline tho they are not as gd in others...but still....

so, this is the end of ennaux. not among the nauxians, but as a grp. actually it died out quite some time ago...when there were only a few PRs like weishyuan, kaihong, zer, shuting. and after we transferred k'cove to the seminar rm after O2, it was basically surviving because of the 2nd intakers. and sadly, the SRs have been locked, and yeah, that's the end of ennaux i guess. been qt dependent on the nauxians, because i hadnt really wandered away to find frens in the morn in the canteen, but now there's no more kcove gathering, gotta find a class bench so that we can have some company in the morn.

i'm in a dilemma! shud i continue my music lessons? continue: cos i have alrdy done abt half a yr of dip and it's quite a waste to give up now!, don't continue: cos i dun intend to do it professionally and it will be waste of money if 1) i fail the exam (reg fee is sky high!!) 2) gotta redo again, waste lesson fees. im quite contented jus playing stuff i like and not playing songs because i HAVE to...yeah *shrugs*

there're 3 yes 3 !!!! birds slping on my hse tree today! there used to be one small one, abt 4-5 cm in diameter, but last wk, one that's abt 8 cm in diameter came along, and now it has brought its family!! it's really shocking to have 3!! birds in a go. click the link to find out which breed it is
http://www.naturia.per.sg/buloh/birds/Pycnonotus_goiavier.htm

today was fun! horoscope said its time for librans to have some fun niwae :) rachel brought her cam so we made glenn, weijie and jingheng do the "1-5 act cute series" video. hilarious!!!!!!!!! after school, we dropped by rachel's s'pore hse cos she wanted to collect her stuff to bring back to her m'sia home. and we did a lot of crap in her rm...uploaded the crap pics that we took in school and edited this monster boy boy pic..oh forgot to mention that we 'rescued' a blue advertisement cow!!! it was lying flat on the grass cos someone took the stick away...then we propped it up agnst a tree and took pics again...ahahahha

haha, in our sch, there's a pink cow (in LT1, says ms chen), and red cow and a blue cow! hilarious!!!!!! after doing crappy stuff in rachel's rm we went j8 to eat and took neoprints :) , yah, and walk arnd.

guess u can tell i had a gd day today!

Interact speech yest was weird..i dun like to make speeches!!! :x hope i can get BOD though. yeah..so far, SPIC's picking up, so i'm not that stressed alrdy. hmm, yeah. tmr's PE will be floorball!! rmb the days in rg where we all rush to the ball and anyhow hit even the ball had like rolled away.. hahah

glenn started singing...or rather screeching during geog lect today! the 'lonely' song..the front part is like some electronically edited type, so it's like some helium sound..hahah, then glenn tried to hit the high note! and obviously everyone looked at him lah...hahahahahhhhh so entertaining. i love mr a's GP and civics, cos we either 1) watch videos / movies (eg seinfeld) or 2) released early 3) free time 4) go canteen for ppls' bdays. so fun!

i'm damn stressed now!!! i have to prepare a 2 min speech for 'campaigning' for interact BOD. and i have absolutely nth to say! not experienced in making such speeches :x!!! argharghargh
damn stressed now and it totally doesnt help that my mum thinks i'm attitud-ing..i'm jus damn stressed HERE!!!!



vocal exploits was wonderful!! RI choir had improved qt a bit! tht explains their gold with honours. made me miss choir all over again! i can understand how they feel before the show, how they feel on the stage, how they feel trying to sing each song with perfection, the excitement running arnd backstage and the flowers and hugs after it all...i miss choir!!! the non-chorale squigs were all nostalgic. after the concert, was hanging arnd with iris waiting for her dad to come. and we were discussing all the 'scandals' hahaha. made wonderful discoveries on couples and all..hahah...2.5 'scandals'- we concluded-



*back to stressed mode*

1. Noone is tagging my board except rachel
2. Time is running out for interact SPIC
3. Lotsa work, little time...
4. Havent watched naruto for ages
5. No time for fave hobbies/ pastimes like craft..and reading...sighz


a. Interact nominee :) interview tmr



there u go, a more succinct way to summarise my week.

today qt fun too..this is gd! sch is fun everyday! hmm, grace chris n i enslaved weijie to carry our files...hahah, then rachel is called grilled chicken foldover and chris is pang sai pang buay chu de ren....LOLOL...cudnt stop luffing...cos tht's the only 'bad' hokkine phrase rachel noes...haha.
then for PE, iris came! we went to the dance studio then the tcher i/c came in...there were this 2 hc guys inside also..then the tcher scolded everyone for like bringing in non-dance ppl and security is a problem..da da. so when she went out to answer a call, iris and I dashed out from the other door...haha yeah...ahhah. excitement of the day

today was qt funny...hahah, rachel lah, do so many retarded stuff..hahah. like the free fall thing in the lift, and her long-gang song (tht grace has in her cam) it goes "i was born in a cardboard box in a longgang south of france"....hahahah, she's damn super amusing! yeah, she's still my slave for...4 more days, 3 tmr.

then had interact, then the rg girls started complaining how unfair the hse system is, cos they only use the ri hse name, like let's say mine's bayley-waddle, they only refer to bayley, so us feminists of rg said that we will not respond to bayley unless they say 'waddle'...hahahah

then went for service at MINDS...i love this girl.so cute! in my pre-sch class...actually ppl prob dun really noe (i didnt noe b4 as well) that MINDS is not just for kids with down syndrome, but also for kids with low IQ or intellectual disability, so many of them look perfectly normal, jus that they have difficulties learning, so yea, be nice to them! dun stigmatize, because we are blessed to be who we are, all they wish for is just a normal life.

noblesse oblige ( because we are blessed, we are obliged to give back to the world)

You scored as Iruka. You’re Iruka, the Ninja Academy teacher. You, my friend, are one of the kindest people there is. Sure, you can lose you temper from time to time – who wouldn’t, teaching those kids – but you have a heart of gold. You work hard and are always there when someone needs you, but you tend to worry a bit too much about those you love. Iruka 75% Neji 56% Naruto 56% Kakashi 56% Shikamaru 56% TenTen 50% Hinata 50% Rock Lee 50% Genma 38% Sasuke 25% Which Naruto ninja are you most like? created with QuizFarm.com