i think i seriously need some artistic indulgence. the one and only concert i've been to this yr is the rj chorale concert...which was like march???? and there was this burst of all the concerts in apr and may, and the times werent too convenient. and...nobody really informed me of other schs one...like the vj tsd one...argh! so the nxt concert im going will be rg choir.
my dad changed his phone to a nokia 7260! finally a camera phone in the hse!! hahah, we took funny pics of ourselves. cant wait for my 2 yr plan to be up so tht i can change to a phone with camera!
had install rehearse yest and the side gates fo rj AND ri were closed. its qt dumb cos sometimes the ri one is open lorr....and i think its not a very practical thing to do cos im sure there's a substantial no. of students who come by the backgate. perhaps they shud allocate opening times in the morn when ppl come for ccas. yeah, so 4 interact ppl were there and we decided to climb over the gate. after celebrating our success, a security guard came to reprimand us and threaten to show the principal the video frm the surveillance camera. then we jus walked for a while (supposedly follow him to see the principal) then he stopped and asked us why we did tht, who's our cca tcher etc etc. and he let us off in the end. we pretty much geussed it cos it was too much trouble. but oh well!!! but yeah lah, its a bad thing to do!
hmm...cant believe wkends pass so quickly. why why why why why? results shud be coming in this wk...so all the best to all.
Friday, July 08, 2005
whoo~ today was a rather nice day! except for sth/ somebody and this thing tht really disturbs me and i cant stop thinking abt it...hmmm
nwiae, PE today was supposed to be the IOC tok thing, which we alrdy had on tue, so our class joined a j2 class to play handball. alrite lah, qt fun. and i did sth damn silly! ahha, the ball was aiming for me and i stupidly dodged it! i must have been out of my mind for that one sec...hahahh!! so amused by myself! hmm, then priya, yiwei, lulu rach and i hung out at the canteen to cheng tng together! hahaha, and wj did this damn funny thing to lulu!!! the rest of us noe and we were luffing like mad, while lulu is still in the dark.................hahahha!!!! ok, so after cheng tng-ing, we spotted my magic fren sinyong (eh, sinyong! everybody claims to be ur best fren know...hahahha!!!!) and he did this super cool trick.
its called 3 card sth. so there are 2 black and 1 red cards. and for the finale, he folded the edge of the red card to let us see where the read card is moving, while he constantly changes the positions of the cards. THEN. LO AND BEHOLD! the red card (which we can see clearly from the folded edge) changed into a black card!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah, priya and yiwei were so traumatised tht they screamed!! hahah... well, it's qt impactful cos u really see it with ur own eyes so clearly....hahah, but oh well, magic is abt illusion and speed, so i guess the speed part really requires lots of practice. jia you sinyong!
nwiae, PE today was supposed to be the IOC tok thing, which we alrdy had on tue, so our class joined a j2 class to play handball. alrite lah, qt fun. and i did sth damn silly! ahha, the ball was aiming for me and i stupidly dodged it! i must have been out of my mind for that one sec...hahahh!! so amused by myself! hmm, then priya, yiwei, lulu rach and i hung out at the canteen to cheng tng together! hahaha, and wj did this damn funny thing to lulu!!! the rest of us noe and we were luffing like mad, while lulu is still in the dark.................hahahha!!!! ok, so after cheng tng-ing, we spotted my magic fren sinyong (eh, sinyong! everybody claims to be ur best fren know...hahahha!!!!) and he did this super cool trick.
its called 3 card sth. so there are 2 black and 1 red cards. and for the finale, he folded the edge of the red card to let us see where the read card is moving, while he constantly changes the positions of the cards. THEN. LO AND BEHOLD! the red card (which we can see clearly from the folded edge) changed into a black card!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah, priya and yiwei were so traumatised tht they screamed!! hahah... well, it's qt impactful cos u really see it with ur own eyes so clearly....hahah, but oh well, magic is abt illusion and speed, so i guess the speed part really requires lots of practice. jia you sinyong!
Thursday, July 07, 2005
today is qt a slack day in sch, witho no GP and no geog lect.
hmm, some ppl said some stuff tht hurt a little. not intentional i know, but it just did...but it set me thinking as well. abt who i am and what i want. do i want approval frm myself? frm my parents? my siblings? my friends? or am i someone who's jus simply living for myself?
i am grateful to be born into my family, a wonderful family (tho sometimes i think it is a little dysfunctional, our relationship with our relatives, and the silence and lack of communication bet me and my parents at times...), privileged and leading a comfortable life. But living in this family comes with loads of considerations and obligations. my sisters are ace students and there are things expected from me, academically. and I, being someone who understands the need to be elite ( in this elitist world) is inclined to conform to these expectations, not wanting to disappoint my parents or get into trouble with them. but i want to do so much more!! i want to have fun, i want to do all tht i've dreamt of doing. im qt a half-half person. half half in faith, in studies, in passion, in having and being fun. WHO AM I??? REALLY??
seriously i would rather be a person complete in one aspect than be myself, half half at everything and not complete at anything at all. that is a very pessimistic view of myself, but i think its true. im just hoping that sth gd will happen to me and i will not have to be so weighed down by considerations expectation obilgations and really be carefree, and do what i want.
tht sounds so out of reach
hmm, some ppl said some stuff tht hurt a little. not intentional i know, but it just did...but it set me thinking as well. abt who i am and what i want. do i want approval frm myself? frm my parents? my siblings? my friends? or am i someone who's jus simply living for myself?
i am grateful to be born into my family, a wonderful family (tho sometimes i think it is a little dysfunctional, our relationship with our relatives, and the silence and lack of communication bet me and my parents at times...), privileged and leading a comfortable life. But living in this family comes with loads of considerations and obligations. my sisters are ace students and there are things expected from me, academically. and I, being someone who understands the need to be elite ( in this elitist world) is inclined to conform to these expectations, not wanting to disappoint my parents or get into trouble with them. but i want to do so much more!! i want to have fun, i want to do all tht i've dreamt of doing. im qt a half-half person. half half in faith, in studies, in passion, in having and being fun. WHO AM I??? REALLY??
seriously i would rather be a person complete in one aspect than be myself, half half at everything and not complete at anything at all. that is a very pessimistic view of myself, but i think its true. im just hoping that sth gd will happen to me and i will not have to be so weighed down by considerations expectation obilgations and really be carefree, and do what i want.
tht sounds so out of reach
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
whoo..sch was alrite today. but having to go back for lit 2 hrs after the other lessons is just such a spoiler...and its not as if lit is sth so looked forward to. but mm was in qt a gd mood today. had a new tcher for PC and i guess he is equally nice as the prev one....yeah, and he actually he said he doesnt ppl not going for his lessons. hahah.
oh well, so yiwei, jy, chris, grace, rach and i went to j8 in an attempt to use up our 2 hrs quickly. i had $2 nuggets!! yum yummmm..hahhaha!! then we got back rather early, so we went to the lib and i borrowed les miserables. i rmbed i tried to read it once but failed. so i got the abridged version, hopefully, lighter too. :)
oh well, so yiwei, jy, chris, grace, rach and i went to j8 in an attempt to use up our 2 hrs quickly. i had $2 nuggets!! yum yummmm..hahhaha!! then we got back rather early, so we went to the lib and i borrowed les miserables. i rmbed i tried to read it once but failed. so i got the abridged version, hopefully, lighter too. :)
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
sch was tolerable.
grace and i had to wander arnd in the morn cos lt 2 was locked.
lit lect was fine, but she jus keeps repeating her pt.
i was pretty happy with the day, and qt slack at the start of PW. THEN that FRIGGING O.A had to be so duper nasty. HEELLOOO...we handed up our GPP to her and she didnt receive. AND HEEELLOOOO... i emailed her ages ago and she "didnt receive" i mean yah, of cos she wun lie abt not receiving but u shud hear the tone she was speaking in "u despicable typical students, trying to push the blame to technology, to email, the www and anyhooo". it was as if it was OUR fault she didnt receive. HELLOOOOOOO!!!! i am duper angry with her lah, cos NO, she hadnt returned us the GPP as she claimed she did. GRRRR
jus had to let some steam off.
the rest of the day was fine. went out to PS with tv, cat and grace and shopped a bit. and we ate mark's and spencer's dutch shortcake! 50cents for a piece of heaven baby! AND i have a new item on my bday wish list! i saw this roxy brown bag with some flower motifs. and i hinted to grace openly! ahahahah. yes, so tht goes rite to my wish list!!
PE was jus a slideshow on Olympics and its past & present. and it is indeed a very significant PE lesson cos it was zul and wj's FIRST EVER pe lesson..qt amusing...
qt stressed now actually. PW PW PW PW PW. and qing's not replying me abt the choir concert tiX tix tix tix. AND my hp bill is gonna shooooootttt like mad this month. AND AND AND my CTs are heading towards the deep ocean. AND AND AND AND AND im sleep deprived.
grace and i had to wander arnd in the morn cos lt 2 was locked.
lit lect was fine, but she jus keeps repeating her pt.
i was pretty happy with the day, and qt slack at the start of PW. THEN that FRIGGING O.A had to be so duper nasty. HEELLOOO...we handed up our GPP to her and she didnt receive. AND HEEELLOOOO... i emailed her ages ago and she "didnt receive" i mean yah, of cos she wun lie abt not receiving but u shud hear the tone she was speaking in "u despicable typical students, trying to push the blame to technology, to email, the www and anyhooo". it was as if it was OUR fault she didnt receive. HELLOOOOOOO!!!! i am duper angry with her lah, cos NO, she hadnt returned us the GPP as she claimed she did. GRRRR
jus had to let some steam off.
the rest of the day was fine. went out to PS with tv, cat and grace and shopped a bit. and we ate mark's and spencer's dutch shortcake! 50cents for a piece of heaven baby! AND i have a new item on my bday wish list! i saw this roxy brown bag with some flower motifs. and i hinted to grace openly! ahahahah. yes, so tht goes rite to my wish list!!
PE was jus a slideshow on Olympics and its past & present. and it is indeed a very significant PE lesson cos it was zul and wj's FIRST EVER pe lesson..qt amusing...
qt stressed now actually. PW PW PW PW PW. and qing's not replying me abt the choir concert tiX tix tix tix. AND my hp bill is gonna shooooootttt like mad this month. AND AND AND my CTs are heading towards the deep ocean. AND AND AND AND AND im sleep deprived.
Monday, July 04, 2005
it's back to sch tmr....SIGHZ
chris and grace came over to my place for lunch and earrings making, qt fun! and we webcam-ed lulu..she's really damn funny! then chris had to meet up with her frens, so grace and i went on a date..hahhaha! we watched war of the worlds. hmm, i think its not bad lah! if u are not the type to be skeptical abt how fake and unrealistic the machines are. but i guess it makes us reflect if we're taking our existence on earth too much for granted. hmm...im rather freaked out by supernatural stuff, including these...yeah, so grace and i came out rather paranoid-ish..hahha, when we hear loud noises we will like...link it to those we hear in the movie..hahah. hmm, the part when the tentacle eye stretched into the basement...was qt scary lah. yep...and some parts were qt unrealistic as they always seem to be very super lucky. i mean they can afford to put in a few extras who manage to escape to safety also riiteee...
ok time to slp...oh i hate tuesdays in school!!!! argh..hope PE tmr is endurable...hope we do sth fun! like netball! tennis!
chris and grace came over to my place for lunch and earrings making, qt fun! and we webcam-ed lulu..she's really damn funny! then chris had to meet up with her frens, so grace and i went on a date..hahhaha! we watched war of the worlds. hmm, i think its not bad lah! if u are not the type to be skeptical abt how fake and unrealistic the machines are. but i guess it makes us reflect if we're taking our existence on earth too much for granted. hmm...im rather freaked out by supernatural stuff, including these...yeah, so grace and i came out rather paranoid-ish..hahha, when we hear loud noises we will like...link it to those we hear in the movie..hahah. hmm, the part when the tentacle eye stretched into the basement...was qt scary lah. yep...and some parts were qt unrealistic as they always seem to be very super lucky. i mean they can afford to put in a few extras who manage to escape to safety also riiteee...
ok time to slp...oh i hate tuesdays in school!!!! argh..hope PE tmr is endurable...hope we do sth fun! like netball! tennis!
Saturday, July 02, 2005
i cut my hair!! qt happy with it! it's much much much shorter..i think my previous ponytail was at least 5 times longer than now. but it's a refreshing change! and its nice to feel the breeze in your hair! haha, long heavy hair cant give that effect. shall be shocking many ppl in sch on tue..hahah
i lvoe life now! so carefree, can do anth i want without getting nagged at. hmm...im looking forward to...2 events. hurhur..shall not say it here :) hmm, cant wait to see my choir juniors!! (LISA!!! XIUMIN!! GEET!! JACQ!!) hahah, sorry a bit biased..but really these are my fave jrs. hmm, like my previous post...i really miss choir sometimes....aww :'(
i lvoe life now! so carefree, can do anth i want without getting nagged at. hmm...im looking forward to...2 events. hurhur..shall not say it here :) hmm, cant wait to see my choir juniors!! (LISA!!! XIUMIN!! GEET!! JACQ!!) hahah, sorry a bit biased..but really these are my fave jrs. hmm, like my previous post...i really miss choir sometimes....aww :'(
Friday, July 01, 2005
CTs didnt end on a very positive note....my PC paper kinda sucked..but oh well, time to play to our hearts' content! walked orchard rd up and down in search of grt bargains...hahah, and affected grace and chris to make earrings too..they're coming to my hse on monday for an earring making session!
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niwae, if u're interested in haute couture, pls go to www.dior.com and click fashion - women - channels- live and check out their ready to wear fall/ winter, AND check out their evening wear... GORGEOUS!!!! and their denim series is soooooooo niiiiicccceeeeeee
Thursday, June 30, 2005
am listening to "i'll hear your voice" and am MISSING SQUIGS!!!!!!!! and im losing this whole choir thingyy.....and squigs oh squigs...how i miss our time together! we're really slack huh..hahah, we dun even care abt preparing the alumni item like we wanted last time...qt sad, and also cos we're really busy lah, and separated :( i think we should prepare a comeback and sing our "i'll hear your voice again"
yay, CTs are almost over..tmr is Lit paper 8, which is unseen, so there's nth to study actually... IM SO SAD abt my maths!! im sure i cud have done better, but its jus the there and then situation ya noe.....oh weellll....overall i have very bad vibes abt CTs, and GOSH!! i need help in finding back my motivation and self discipline!!!!!!!!!! and i must have less distractions (tht's hard) ...
oh oh oh!! grace jus told me that she and rachel splurged at the zara sale!! arrghhh!! here i come!! zara and mango sales are apparently qt lovely! hahah
yay, CTs are almost over..tmr is Lit paper 8, which is unseen, so there's nth to study actually... IM SO SAD abt my maths!! im sure i cud have done better, but its jus the there and then situation ya noe.....oh weellll....overall i have very bad vibes abt CTs, and GOSH!! i need help in finding back my motivation and self discipline!!!!!!!!!! and i must have less distractions (tht's hard) ...
oh oh oh!! grace jus told me that she and rachel splurged at the zara sale!! arrghhh!! here i come!! zara and mango sales are apparently qt lovely! hahah
Monday, June 27, 2005
i noe..i am not supposed to be here rite now...but i will get back to geog in a while.
first, complain abt econs. the DRQ is really hard. totally diff frm wat u see in TYS lah.....sighz..i calculated that i prob will jus pass only. but i guess im prepared to not do well for overall CTs. haiz...really wonder why studying seems to be such a breeze for some ppl...i wanna study overseas leh..but i dunno..there's jus sth wrong with the way i study i suppose..
second, m'sia!!! my cute lil cousin is finally talking more, but we think that his tongue's too short, so his pronunciation kinda warped. and next, shopping was helluva grt time!! much more productive than shopping in Sg, always comforting to noe ure spending in RM! u noe my msn nick? haha, im serious. my sis and i both concluded that our shopping (digging thru piles) at the mango sale was crazy..hahahh!!!
first, complain abt econs. the DRQ is really hard. totally diff frm wat u see in TYS lah.....sighz..i calculated that i prob will jus pass only. but i guess im prepared to not do well for overall CTs. haiz...really wonder why studying seems to be such a breeze for some ppl...i wanna study overseas leh..but i dunno..there's jus sth wrong with the way i study i suppose..
second, m'sia!!! my cute lil cousin is finally talking more, but we think that his tongue's too short, so his pronunciation kinda warped. and next, shopping was helluva grt time!! much more productive than shopping in Sg, always comforting to noe ure spending in RM! u noe my msn nick? haha, im serious. my sis and i both concluded that our shopping (digging thru piles) at the mango sale was crazy..hahahh!!!
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
as you can tell, i was qt bored in the afternoon, so went to do a lot of quizzes...those 2 are qt accurate lah..hahha. hmm, they've got nice picturesssss!!!
about an hr ago, i jus realised how little time i have to study econs, cos i'll be going msia frm fri-sun = no time for last min. chionging of econs. so, i finished revising a few topics. *phew* proud of myself man!! i cant believe sch's starting...budden, looking at the terrible life of' wanna play cannot play, mus study' mode of this hols....i think going to sch also seems more fun. hmm...i have no comments abt my CTs..i think everybody xin li you shu abt how they will fare for it lah...and i know mine too....SIGH...
about an hr ago, i jus realised how little time i have to study econs, cos i'll be going msia frm fri-sun = no time for last min. chionging of econs. so, i finished revising a few topics. *phew* proud of myself man!! i cant believe sch's starting...budden, looking at the terrible life of' wanna play cannot play, mus study' mode of this hols....i think going to sch also seems more fun. hmm...i have no comments abt my CTs..i think everybody xin li you shu abt how they will fare for it lah...and i know mine too....SIGH...
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you and are in tune with the world around. You
observe it but rarely interfere. Because of
your shy and timid nature you will not have so
many friends in your life. But then again,
large crowds aren't your thing anyway. You are
comfortable on your own and are reserved to
others who you don't know or know very little
of. You know everyone out there does not want
to be your friend, and knowing that is good.
However, people who don't know you that well
thinks that you are cold and distant since you
don't want to talk to them. Although you mean
no harm, you can't always be perfectly
understood in the world. No one can. Life in
general are you quite serene with even if there
are some things you don't like. Your love-life
is not so full of boys/girls, but if you
flirted more with the ones you were interested
in I'm sure something would happen. The hobbies
you choose are calmer ones, you are no party
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
finally i've been able to get back all my songs frm my sis' laptop...the netwk was problematic when she was overseas. can u imagine living one yr withour ur dearest playlist??? but sadly, i cant find the very exotic songs tht cant be found easily on the net....SIGH....AND AND!! do u rmb the nice DBS ad, the wedding and all, with the nice song "life is beautiful" and amazingly, windows media player identified the song frm this album by Tony Bennett. for those ppl who know what im blabbering abt, pls do check that guy out....it took me so long to find tht song!!
well well, but im not someone who has to survive by music lah. my radio is nv on...so...yeah
well well, but im not someone who has to survive by music lah. my radio is nv on...so...yeah
Friday, June 17, 2005
im so grateful to xiumin for letting me bleargh out all my thots on my frenships and jc life..which is kinda pessimistic. hmm, had a funny dream last nite...sth like i was shopping in topshop/ mango..cant rmb, then they were extremely over-staffed tht day, and when i was on my way to the fitting rm, i saw this big grp of staff wearing white top and black bottom, and i saw xinyi and steph!! haha, its really weird~~~ haha, then they had some sale for tht speciifc time sth liddat, so a lot of ppl flooded in....qt a weird drm..
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Monday, June 13, 2005
haiz.......it's so weird to have my sister back at home again. it's like familiar..cos she's been arnd for the past 16 yrs, yet unfamiliar, cos i'm so used to life without her ( and so very used to and enjoy! the solitude). well well, gd thing is, she brought home nice clothes, shoes, stuff, belgian choc!!!!!. but also her old bad habits..hahah. well, i guess she misses the freedom she enjoys there as well.
was cleo's bday yest, so we had a dinner party for her. and actually it was just her ac frens, so the rg frens were the 'surprise'. qt little ppl turn up frm the rg side...but well, gd enough to immerse in the much missed 401-atmosphere. everyone misses 401 and rg soooo soooo soooo sooo badly~ haha, steph, karen and xinyi's much missed craziness..and there was talk abt having a beach (or is it bitch!) party (pts to steph and steph alone!!) for the 401 ppl!!!
was cleo's bday yest, so we had a dinner party for her. and actually it was just her ac frens, so the rg frens were the 'surprise'. qt little ppl turn up frm the rg side...but well, gd enough to immerse in the much missed 401-atmosphere. everyone misses 401 and rg soooo soooo soooo sooo badly~ haha, steph, karen and xinyi's much missed craziness..and there was talk abt having a beach (or is it bitch!) party (pts to steph and steph alone!!) for the 401 ppl!!!
Friday, June 10, 2005
haha, i did a lot of the blogthings tht i found on steph's blogs. the bday date one is really qt true!!! :S haahah. had interact bbq today, well, i mus frankly say that....i dun have much close frens in interact, and most frenships...acquaintanceship are extremely shallow. tht's also why i wanted to go down today, to know more ppl ya noe. i really feel qt left out cos the ppl im close to are 1) not there today 2) have their own grp of closer frens
and i seriously feel tht i dun belong when there were times tht i had to jus walk abt, or try to occupy myself with rich's mum's babysit-ees...so cute!! well, yeah. these days i am really pushed into the state of thinking abt my friendships, past and present..which is qt pessimistic. present ones are qt alrite, but tht's becos of a common environment- sch, stuff and ppl. but once tht changes, things are diff! i have a perfect eg. for tht, but im not saying names :( haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
and i seriously feel tht i dun belong when there were times tht i had to jus walk abt, or try to occupy myself with rich's mum's babysit-ees...so cute!! well, yeah. these days i am really pushed into the state of thinking abt my friendships, past and present..which is qt pessimistic. present ones are qt alrite, but tht's becos of a common environment- sch, stuff and ppl. but once tht changes, things are diff! i have a perfect eg. for tht, but im not saying names :( haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
| Your Expression Number is 6 |
| You have an outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance. You are helpful and inclined to comfort those in need. You have many artistic and creative talents, but you only use them to better others. You are loving, friendly, and appreciative of others. You have a depth of understanding that produces much kindness and generosity. Openness and honesty are apparent in your approach to all relationships. Sometimes, you can be too demanding of yourself. At times, you tend to sacrifice yourself for the welfare of others. At other times, you have trouble distinguishing between helping and interfering. |