i was watching jue dui superband on channel u jus now, and i thought that ppl should be more self-aware. i mean, it's nice that they really really have the passion for sth, and that they are courageous enough, and proactive enough to try to achieve sth for themselves. but some are jus...really....... u get the idea.
i've been SUPER unproductive today. so i hope to start gearing up over this wkend, since there's the gd friday brk as well. i really really need to kick the habit of netting daily!!! niwae, jus some random things.
when i get a dog in future, it will be either a
1) yorkshire terrier
2) small breed pomeranian (last time we went to my dad's colleague's hse during cny, and he had many dogs. one was a small breed pom, and it was pretty old alrdy but stillv ery small sized. and it was OH SO CUUUTTEEE)
3) schnauzer( last wk i saw this SUPPPERRRR cute schnauzer..prob lost its way or sth, then this maid took out a broom to chase it away cos it was early morn and it kept barking at the hse-i think there were dogs in that hse. it ran away super fast, so when i reached it, i tried to offer it food..haha, hmm, the only food i had was clorets mint AHHA then it stared at me with eyes that were covered behind its long fur. OMG SO CUTE CANNNNNN)
4) welsh terrier (i like terriers! so cute!)
well mostly i like small dogs but i think golden retrievers are really cute too! and olde english sheepdogs! (the ici dulux dog!!!)
mum!! i want a doggie!!!
Monday, April 10, 2006
so, cat's bday dinner was at hilton, and it was pretty fun, and there were very amusing games too. the food was good but i couldnt eat much and i regret that. after that some of us went to cocco latte and took some silly shots.
jingheng, my employee, is sulking. ahha
"welcome to our second home!"
haha, this must be my favourite shot of the night! grace chris and i were bored so we went downstairs to LV ahha. no lah, it was closed.
whoar, action eh! ahah, hope grace doesnt punch me liddat for posting this.
more silly shots of grace
sigh. so the fun's over and its time to study again. damn.
jingheng, my employee, is sulking. ahha
"welcome to our second home!"haha, this must be my favourite shot of the night! grace chris and i were bored so we went downstairs to LV ahha. no lah, it was closed.
whoar, action eh! ahah, hope grace doesnt punch me liddat for posting this.
more silly shots of grace
sigh. so the fun's over and its time to study again. damn.
Saturday, April 08, 2006
It was ORA in the morning. and qt glad we're all made to participate in it, cos it'll be my last..as a student at least. i am SO SAD that we couldnt go into the haunted hse!!! the queue was how long..sigh, but since the proceeds goes to a gd cause, shall jus take it as a donation. but am pretty curious abt what they planned. the food fair was alright lah, yes it was bustling but the space allocated was jus too damn small! so rach and i filled our tummies there, and i got pestered by my interact juniors to buy their drinks hahaha. still rmb in sec 4, our stall selling popiah and kueh paiti. so fun!!
waited for Rproject to start. bought VIP tix, so we had a VIP reception ( which was really not that bad) where they served snacks like fruit tarts and other finger food. The ruggers helped out with the ushering and all and roland was like the headwaiter. hahahah. and there were other interesting roles like VIP bouncer ( hahah) and crowd control. interesting..
well, the show itself was O...K.... i think that london and milan were the best, thought there were a few crappy ones. and the tokyo one was so hilarious! but i guess it's qt an interesting concept lah huh.
Cat's bday dinner was fun, and it was one of the very few occassions our class gets together. hahah, not to forget sin yong's wonderful magic tricks ( i have the bent 50 cent coin!) and scotty's sexy dance, and the 18 roses dance. pretty amusing. will upload some pics soon. the food was good too (duh!)
so, the long awaited night finally came and went and we'd have to find solace in our pile of work.
SIGH
waited for Rproject to start. bought VIP tix, so we had a VIP reception ( which was really not that bad) where they served snacks like fruit tarts and other finger food. The ruggers helped out with the ushering and all and roland was like the headwaiter. hahahah. and there were other interesting roles like VIP bouncer ( hahah) and crowd control. interesting..
well, the show itself was O...K.... i think that london and milan were the best, thought there were a few crappy ones. and the tokyo one was so hilarious! but i guess it's qt an interesting concept lah huh.
Cat's bday dinner was fun, and it was one of the very few occassions our class gets together. hahah, not to forget sin yong's wonderful magic tricks ( i have the bent 50 cent coin!) and scotty's sexy dance, and the 18 roses dance. pretty amusing. will upload some pics soon. the food was good too (duh!)
so, the long awaited night finally came and went and we'd have to find solace in our pile of work.
SIGH
Saturday, April 01, 2006
i guess i will end my school life without having gone for an overseas trip with the sch :( hahah, it's so fun to go on trips with frens! rmb the trip choir planned to italy or sth? ( with debbie's 40 pg proposal which squeezed in "educational" purposes to appease the school authority) that didnt work out. sec 3 geog trip to m'sia? my class only had two ppl who wanted to go so nobody frm my class was chosen. rmb last yr's shanghai trip? cant rmb why i didnt wanna go..oh, i think my mum said sth like we'll prob be going there soon for a family hol. last dec there was laos trip with interact (which i'd really love to go....) but my family was going on hol(not complaining!). AND this yr, i have to give the econs trip a miss cos i'd been to the exact same places ( except the schs, etc) 2 yrs ago. SIGH. my pri 5 cousin is going to nanjing with the sch. P 5 leh!! when i was p5...wat was i doing? oh, i was a prefect standing at the queue of the noodle stall to "maintain order". hahahha. i rmb interact bod saying sth abt some CIP trip in june this yr. i WILL go, if its not too long! and during CV elective, my grp member siang ee, who's in chorale and interact also, was talking abt all the places that chorale went to! finland! and planning to go to czech- prague, etc etc. DAMN AM I JEALOUS. and when i heard that i REALLY regretted not joining chorale. hahaha. but sometimes i enjoy the slack life i have now.
u noe its so ironic that rg choristers dun join rj chorale? i mean our junior batch has ZERO rg choir girls. but that jus shows how irreplaceable rg choir is eh :) oh, there was one time my mum was suggesting selling my choir gown to garang guni. and i was like NOOOO. i mean, my mum is a no-fuss person, she jus throws things away like noone's business, as long as she doesnt wanna see them arnd. but i like to keep stuff, cos every single one of them means sth to me! and furthermore my choir gown!?!? that's like 4 yrs (and a lifetime) of memories man.
sigh. i HAVE to complain how expensive school is! i jus busted 36 bucks the prev weeks on 2 frigging lit bks. it's an expensive sub to take i tell u...we've bought 6 bks. do the math urself. AND our THICK BOOK of geog notes. in the morn we had jus paid $10 class funds each and it was gone in an hour, all to our dear geog notes. the notes usu amt to abt 200 + for the class. ANOTHER expensive (BUT NICE) subject. sigh money money. how rach and i wish money grow on trees eh? so when i wanna buy sth, i will jus say, "oh sure, i can fetch some from my backyard!" scientists, pls do ur resrch now.
u noe its so ironic that rg choristers dun join rj chorale? i mean our junior batch has ZERO rg choir girls. but that jus shows how irreplaceable rg choir is eh :) oh, there was one time my mum was suggesting selling my choir gown to garang guni. and i was like NOOOO. i mean, my mum is a no-fuss person, she jus throws things away like noone's business, as long as she doesnt wanna see them arnd. but i like to keep stuff, cos every single one of them means sth to me! and furthermore my choir gown!?!? that's like 4 yrs (and a lifetime) of memories man.
sigh. i HAVE to complain how expensive school is! i jus busted 36 bucks the prev weeks on 2 frigging lit bks. it's an expensive sub to take i tell u...we've bought 6 bks. do the math urself. AND our THICK BOOK of geog notes. in the morn we had jus paid $10 class funds each and it was gone in an hour, all to our dear geog notes. the notes usu amt to abt 200 + for the class. ANOTHER expensive (BUT NICE) subject. sigh money money. how rach and i wish money grow on trees eh? so when i wanna buy sth, i will jus say, "oh sure, i can fetch some from my backyard!" scientists, pls do ur resrch now.
econs s is driving me nuts! im like cracking my brain trying to understd the passage. niwae, have discovered many interesting sites to browse through, like online spree sites at lj etc etc. nice things to look at and while time away.
sometimes i wish i could be less ambitious, and just be someone who's easily satisfied. like graduate, find a job. full stop. but that's not what i want out of my life. it's weird to think how ppl can go to their office/ shop watever, day in day out. that's it. and that will carry one for the nxt few decades or sth. im not a stationary person, i need to be constantly on the move, i need to find new things to do, to see, sth that injects excitement into my daily routine. such wishes bring about lots of pain, when u one day realise its all not possible. but i will strive.
sometimes i wish i could be less ambitious, and just be someone who's easily satisfied. like graduate, find a job. full stop. but that's not what i want out of my life. it's weird to think how ppl can go to their office/ shop watever, day in day out. that's it. and that will carry one for the nxt few decades or sth. im not a stationary person, i need to be constantly on the move, i need to find new things to do, to see, sth that injects excitement into my daily routine. such wishes bring about lots of pain, when u one day realise its all not possible. but i will strive.
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
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| Mind: | 6.2 |
| Body: |  8.2 |
| Spirit: |  5.4 |
| Friends/Family: |  3.2 |
| Love: |  1.5 |
| Finance: | 3.5 |
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
FINALLY I GET HOLD OF THE COMPUTER.
my sis has been using it THE WHOLE DAY for the past few days doing some project, while i jus aimlessly lurk arnd the room, flipping through very overdue magazines and friday weekly newspapers (which my parents still order so that i wun forget chinese). damn sian.
ok, so on fri, we went out after PC half wandering aimlessly, half looking for cat's present. then i saw my choir juniors LISSAAAAA. she's sec 3 leh, cant believe it. and she's like my ht now. fyi, she looks like this:
so incredible chubby! hahaha. and some other juniors (oops i cant rmb their names!) were there. they have some learning journey thing, in place of elearning, so they have a few excursions within that wk and no lessons.
then, we proceeded to chinatown! im SO SO SOOOOOO bored of town. i've been there for the past 3 days, consecutive!! argh. chinatown - BEAD SHOPPING haha. we found this nice little shop along pagoda street, and the uncle was so so nice. we jus chilled in there for damn damn long cos its nice and cosy, aircon-ed and lotsa mags for entertaining friends of beading aficionados. so we had a nice time there. the gd thing about wandering to this kinda places is that u nv know wat u can find and u discover parts of singapore u nv knew before. will surely be going back there!
niwae, vera wang is my new idol. her life story is jus like the one that i had dreamed of going thru to achieve my ultimate aim. "I would have done anything. I would have swept floors. I would have licked envelopes. I just want to be part of it." i guess that's the same for me. for the 4th yr now, there's nothing i've ever wanted more than this. im still pretty indignant about the SFF being so elitist and all, i mean, if u are talking abt being a regional fashion hub, it's time to involve ur "civilians" in this kinda events and instill some sense of style in them. BUT i tell u, one day, i WILL work my way up to get my rightful invitation to all these by invitation events. i will i will.
my sis has been using it THE WHOLE DAY for the past few days doing some project, while i jus aimlessly lurk arnd the room, flipping through very overdue magazines and friday weekly newspapers (which my parents still order so that i wun forget chinese). damn sian.
ok, so on fri, we went out after PC half wandering aimlessly, half looking for cat's present. then i saw my choir juniors LISSAAAAA. she's sec 3 leh, cant believe it. and she's like my ht now. fyi, she looks like this:
so incredible chubby! hahaha. and some other juniors (oops i cant rmb their names!) were there. they have some learning journey thing, in place of elearning, so they have a few excursions within that wk and no lessons.then, we proceeded to chinatown! im SO SO SOOOOOO bored of town. i've been there for the past 3 days, consecutive!! argh. chinatown - BEAD SHOPPING haha. we found this nice little shop along pagoda street, and the uncle was so so nice. we jus chilled in there for damn damn long cos its nice and cosy, aircon-ed and lotsa mags for entertaining friends of beading aficionados. so we had a nice time there. the gd thing about wandering to this kinda places is that u nv know wat u can find and u discover parts of singapore u nv knew before. will surely be going back there!
niwae, vera wang is my new idol. her life story is jus like the one that i had dreamed of going thru to achieve my ultimate aim. "I would have done anything. I would have swept floors. I would have licked envelopes. I just want to be part of it." i guess that's the same for me. for the 4th yr now, there's nothing i've ever wanted more than this. im still pretty indignant about the SFF being so elitist and all, i mean, if u are talking abt being a regional fashion hub, it's time to involve ur "civilians" in this kinda events and instill some sense of style in them. BUT i tell u, one day, i WILL work my way up to get my rightful invitation to all these by invitation events. i will i will.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
woohoo. cts ended (kinda) today. cos PC is a no-study paper. BUT THIS IS ULTIMATE SADNESS. everybody dispersed for various reasons and only rach and i were hanging out and shopping, and joined by eunice and zhiyi later. this is sadness man! i really envy other ppl who have damn united classes, they do everything together, everyone sticks together and all.
u noe, actually the only thing i wanna do is jus shop and buy pretty things for my shole life, and go for aimless shopping trips (and the money jus comes flowing in) and not do anything at all! who cares abt desert piedmont and crap like that. why sit for the A's? its jus damn irritating to grow up. i wanna be jobless man. its really like smoking through your whole life doing sian stuff.
but anyway, happier things, this is my want(but impossible)-list:
say yes to blahnik
give BV some respect. its the ultimate original of all ur cheap far east weaved hobos and watever bags.
(but i like far east! its a nice place to look for cheap substitutes for everything!! hahhaha)
u noe, actually the only thing i wanna do is jus shop and buy pretty things for my shole life, and go for aimless shopping trips (and the money jus comes flowing in) and not do anything at all! who cares abt desert piedmont and crap like that. why sit for the A's? its jus damn irritating to grow up. i wanna be jobless man. its really like smoking through your whole life doing sian stuff.
but anyway, happier things, this is my want(but impossible)-list:
say yes to blahnik
give BV some respect. its the ultimate original of all ur cheap far east weaved hobos and watever bags.(but i like far east! its a nice place to look for cheap substitutes for everything!! hahhaha)
Monday, March 20, 2006
im always dreaming abt weird things on the night before some exams.
like last night, i dreamt that all the clocks in my home were showing different times! i was so worried, cos my dad was sending me to sch and i couldnt tell him if we were late or on time. then, he sped me to sch via this expressway behind our hse, which is non existent btw.
and im SO PROUD OF MYSELF. i stayed wide awake thru the paper! another super concentrated cup of coffee tmr morning for me. and another one for the afternoon paper.
like last night, i dreamt that all the clocks in my home were showing different times! i was so worried, cos my dad was sending me to sch and i couldnt tell him if we were late or on time. then, he sped me to sch via this expressway behind our hse, which is non existent btw.
and im SO PROUD OF MYSELF. i stayed wide awake thru the paper! another super concentrated cup of coffee tmr morning for me. and another one for the afternoon paper.
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Thursday, March 16, 2006
gosh. if i were to sit for a paper now, i think i'd blank out. i mean, i feel like all this cramming is jus swallowing whole and not understanding. the only thing i feel like i noe and can see myself putting my pen to it is maths. the rest are jus fluff. jus vague passing ideas, like,' i noe that, but i cant write an essay' kinda thing. SIGH
and i was jus thinking. we are 18 this yr! that's like the last second yr of teenage!! where have all the yrs gone! (all to your books baby) i think being a STUDENT in SINGAPORE sucks. double the agony. but then again, nah, i dun wanna work either.
and i was jus thinking. we are 18 this yr! that's like the last second yr of teenage!! where have all the yrs gone! (all to your books baby) i think being a STUDENT in SINGAPORE sucks. double the agony. but then again, nah, i dun wanna work either.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Saturday, March 11, 2006
haha, i kinda like the result of that quiz! cos gucci is indeed one of my all-time fave brands, although i kinda miss tom ford's designs.
niwae, today was spic! it was pretty fun, ahhaha, i got to go to the underwater world (BUT I MISSED THE TOUCH POOL cos the tcher so kanchiong to get us out!!) and the dolphin lagoon for free!! the kids were real cute too, but i cant post their pics due to some parents' consent issue. and i guess i didnt really do a lot as a leader lah, maybe cos my group was overstaffed, so it was qt relac. and we surely had fun burying zikai! hahah.
the pink dolphins were SO SO cute. ahhah, i wanna be a dolphin lagoon trainer!! and i wanna live at Sentosa Cove too! it'd be SOOO nice to jus open ur door to a beach. DAMN NICE. my dream residence.
sentosa, oh sentosa, sunny island, set in the sea
some random big shark lying across the whole glass hemisphere
THAT's a dugong!!!!
very cute jellyfish!
guang hao, very happy that he got a super subsidised rate to enter underwater world AND dolphin lagoon
this is the thing guang hao's pointing to! starfish stuck to the glass!!
hey, how many times in ur life can u take such a perfect dolphin jump picture! (with a super lousy camera)
we had great fun creating this masterpiece.hahah. this is called cong ming fan bei cong ming wu. cos he was the one who suggested we bury someone's legs.
niwae, if i were to take home one thing from today, it would be that feeling of witnessing immense love frm parents. often we would imagine our children to be normal and all, but these children from minds, they have perfectly normal parents and siblings. and i often wonder how their parents must feel, that occasional disappointment,perhaps, because of all that they would have expected of their child, etc etc, but their love nv ends. it's really touching to see that.
haha, and there was a moment dunno why jilyn started saying how she wanted 3 kids etc, and they was this debate on whether wives should still work when there're kids etcetc. and jilyn said that her aspiration in life is to be a good wife and good mother.from nanyang lah. haahha. since im on this, shall jus do the real one of that tagging thingy.
Rules: Tagged person must come up with 8 points about their perfect lurver. must include the sex of ur lurver.
Sex of my perfect lover: FEMALE. HAHA
1) physical qualities - taller than me and fit. jus normal masculine features.
2) patient and mild tempered - being mild tempered is of utmost importance cos i have an extremely short one.
3) a gentleman and not a chauvinist- cos im partially feminist. dun ever for one sec of his life think of asking me to give up 18 yrs of slogging my life away jus to be a hsewife, unless there's a perfectly good reason.
4) understand my passion for the aesthetics
5) good heart - appreciate the fact that there are less fortunate ppl arnd us.
6)noe when to have fun but keeps his life in check.
7)Filial but not a mama's boy
8)nice to me of cos! ahahha
niwae, today was spic! it was pretty fun, ahhaha, i got to go to the underwater world (BUT I MISSED THE TOUCH POOL cos the tcher so kanchiong to get us out!!) and the dolphin lagoon for free!! the kids were real cute too, but i cant post their pics due to some parents' consent issue. and i guess i didnt really do a lot as a leader lah, maybe cos my group was overstaffed, so it was qt relac. and we surely had fun burying zikai! hahah.
the pink dolphins were SO SO cute. ahhah, i wanna be a dolphin lagoon trainer!! and i wanna live at Sentosa Cove too! it'd be SOOO nice to jus open ur door to a beach. DAMN NICE. my dream residence.
sentosa, oh sentosa, sunny island, set in the sea
some random big shark lying across the whole glass hemisphere
THAT's a dugong!!!!
very cute jellyfish!
guang hao, very happy that he got a super subsidised rate to enter underwater world AND dolphin lagoon
this is the thing guang hao's pointing to! starfish stuck to the glass!!
hey, how many times in ur life can u take such a perfect dolphin jump picture! (with a super lousy camera)
we had great fun creating this masterpiece.hahah. this is called cong ming fan bei cong ming wu. cos he was the one who suggested we bury someone's legs.
niwae, if i were to take home one thing from today, it would be that feeling of witnessing immense love frm parents. often we would imagine our children to be normal and all, but these children from minds, they have perfectly normal parents and siblings. and i often wonder how their parents must feel, that occasional disappointment,perhaps, because of all that they would have expected of their child, etc etc, but their love nv ends. it's really touching to see that.
haha, and there was a moment dunno why jilyn started saying how she wanted 3 kids etc, and they was this debate on whether wives should still work when there're kids etcetc. and jilyn said that her aspiration in life is to be a good wife and good mother.from nanyang lah. haahha. since im on this, shall jus do the real one of that tagging thingy.
Rules: Tagged person must come up with 8 points about their perfect lurver. must include the sex of ur lurver.
Sex of my perfect lover: FEMALE. HAHA
1) physical qualities - taller than me and fit. jus normal masculine features.
2) patient and mild tempered - being mild tempered is of utmost importance cos i have an extremely short one.
3) a gentleman and not a chauvinist- cos im partially feminist. dun ever for one sec of his life think of asking me to give up 18 yrs of slogging my life away jus to be a hsewife, unless there's a perfectly good reason.
4) understand my passion for the aesthetics
5) good heart - appreciate the fact that there are less fortunate ppl arnd us.
6)noe when to have fun but keeps his life in check.
7)Filial but not a mama's boy
8)nice to me of cos! ahahha
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Friday, March 10, 2006
went to Raffles Asia Programe in place of Geog S today. and haha, OBVIOUSLY we were waiting for the food. so, the reception which was prob meant only for the humans ppl who were involved in the prog, was invaded by a bunch of geog-ers, with mr lee's approval. HAHA. but the food was nice! so the thick-skinness was worth it k!! hahah, well, basically we were a bunch of cheapskates lah.
there's SPIC tmr for interact (svc project inter club) well this yr's intra-club. and we are bringing MINDS kids to Sentosa!! and being a grp leader, i can go to the underwater world for free!! yay! hahaha, will take some pics :) hope it will be fun and worth the one day of mugging-time. will probably be dead beat by the end.
and. im so pissed by SFF ppl lah!! the 8pm shows (which are obviously all the gd ones like Ashley Isham, JPG etc) are by invitation only. blatant discrimination man!
there's SPIC tmr for interact (svc project inter club) well this yr's intra-club. and we are bringing MINDS kids to Sentosa!! and being a grp leader, i can go to the underwater world for free!! yay! hahaha, will take some pics :) hope it will be fun and worth the one day of mugging-time. will probably be dead beat by the end.
and. im so pissed by SFF ppl lah!! the 8pm shows (which are obviously all the gd ones like Ashley Isham, JPG etc) are by invitation only. blatant discrimination man!
Monday, March 06, 2006
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Sex of my perfect partner : Male
Height: taller than me
Must be as cool as isaac (implicit assumption: isaac is cool - FALLACY)
Must be as cute as isaac (implicit assumption :isaac is cute - FALLACY)
Must be as smart as isaac (implicit assumption: isaac is smart - FALLACY)
Must be as hardworking as isaac (implicit assumption :isaac is HARDWORKING (my foot) - FALLACY)
Must not have a stupid name like Eddy (so isaac is a very smart name? ahha)
Must be as good in bowling as isaac and not Eddy
Must not look like Eddy
Must be faithful like isaac, and not Eddy who has 7 wives (raewen raehui cherie cindy kenny steffi jaiwanti)
HAHAHAHAHAHA THATS RIGHT MAN!
Height: taller than me
Must be as cool as isaac (implicit assumption: isaac is cool - FALLACY)
Must be as cute as isaac (implicit assumption :isaac is cute - FALLACY)
Must be as smart as isaac (implicit assumption: isaac is smart - FALLACY)
Must be as hardworking as isaac (implicit assumption :isaac is HARDWORKING (my foot) - FALLACY)
Must not have a stupid name like Eddy (so isaac is a very smart name? ahha)
Must be as good in bowling as isaac and not Eddy
Must not look like Eddy
Must be faithful like isaac, and not Eddy who has 7 wives (raewen raehui cherie cindy kenny steffi jaiwanti)
HAHAHAHAHAHA THATS RIGHT MAN!
there my mum goes again, telling me who and who's duaghter regrets studying fashion design because she cant sew and yada yada yada.
yes i get the point. ah well, maybe one day when i grow older i'll look back and think ' wat a silly ambition'. maybe.
people limit themselves u noe.
but heck all these first. A's A's A's A's A's A's A's
yes i get the point. ah well, maybe one day when i grow older i'll look back and think ' wat a silly ambition'. maybe.
people limit themselves u noe.
but heck all these first. A's A's A's A's A's A's A's
Thursday, March 02, 2006
being j2 sucks. i cant emphasize that enough.
integration sucks too.
its the gravity of having to decide for sth that will change ur life, like rach says j2 really marks the switch frm teen to adult. and im so envious of those ppl who have their overseas uni education guaranteed. so they have one less thing to tackle- scholarships. why do i sound so desperate to go overseas? cos im kinda sick of sg, and sometimes when i quarrel with my mum, i jus really think that we should both give each other some space. absence makes the heart fonder, and maybe then we'll appreciate each other better. its jus a desire to escape. some ppl do not know what they want out of life yet, but their path has been laid out before them. i know what i want, but i have to carve out my own path, which is not something that i can guarantee to tahan till then end. i need some divine intervention here.
integration sucks too.
its the gravity of having to decide for sth that will change ur life, like rach says j2 really marks the switch frm teen to adult. and im so envious of those ppl who have their overseas uni education guaranteed. so they have one less thing to tackle- scholarships. why do i sound so desperate to go overseas? cos im kinda sick of sg, and sometimes when i quarrel with my mum, i jus really think that we should both give each other some space. absence makes the heart fonder, and maybe then we'll appreciate each other better. its jus a desire to escape. some ppl do not know what they want out of life yet, but their path has been laid out before them. i know what i want, but i have to carve out my own path, which is not something that i can guarantee to tahan till then end. i need some divine intervention here.