when i hear I'll Hear Your Voice. I think of each and everyone of u squigs. Amanda Bonkie Debbie Nat Mindy Sharon Qing Velda.

i really dread 2006. cos of A's and cos it's prob the last yr of fun sch. i guess u wud be much different. i cant believe this, growing up and all. it's also pretty scary how the "future" is nearing. but anyway, happy new year!

im home! its been great, and gave me some inspiration to pursue what i like. there's so much out there for us to see such that we cannot and shudnt jus stay put at one place and forever get bound by work, commitments etc. i came home with GREAT reluctance because i dread 2006. the A's. its so dreadful!!!!

HI!!!! i am reporting from austria, the city of innsbruck. its hard to find a hotel that has free internet know...jus left italy this morning. its pretty! but we visited lots of churches, so a bit immune to the WONDERFUL architecture and sculpture. they are really great. so, its cold here!! there's some old snow outside, its real fun, and see u back in singapore soon! will hope for more hotels with free internet! hahaha, merry xmas!!

jus realised that all my previous posts were abt movies i watched
here's my new yr resolution!

1. work super hard (that's gonna take up a yr)
and post A's
2. learn something i wanna learn!!
3. find a meaningful and interesting job!
4. can we go for like a group tour to overseas!? say like genting or kl or thailand, after A's..that'd be swell.
5. read interesting books on my to-read list!!!



this year passed with a few major events. had fun as well, but still feel a bit empty at times. you noe, when u involve urself in sth, and u step back and think abt it, it doesnt really make much sense. my hols have been really meaningless, i hope to change that next yr.

miss the times in sec sch, with certain ppl, certain things, im just glad that i've crossed paths with those i noe, because everyone u meet teaches u sth, and every thing happens for a reason.

im leaving town tomorrow, so dun sms me or call me on my hp or both u and i will have to incur overseas charges!
merry xmas!

i watched mr and mrs smith jus now. its pretty hilarious, certain parts of it. and anyway, i was jus thinking of a few things that i'd really really love to learn. like violin, ballroom dancing, horseback riding. i wanna learn them all!!

went to watch perhaps love with yw jus now. its nice...and its kinda cool how the parallels work so wonderfully, shuttling between the past and present. pretty cool i mus say (takeshi? needless to say)

i was watching this movie ' i love you to death', it was a silly plot but the actors were pretty interesting and funny. and i was qt curious cos i saw keanu reeves name, so i jus watched on. keanu was acting as this idiotic, dumb gangster. and it was jus so hilarious!!!!!! its so unlike the cool him in most of his movies. his parts were really really hilarious. so if u have hbo, go check it out.

ahha, didnt expect eddy to ask me to post 5 weird things abt me, but since im free, here goes

1. Post 5 weird/random things about yourself.
2. At the end of the quiz, list the name of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment you are tagged in the tagboard and tell them to read ur blog

1. something i'd love to do would be to travel to many countries, staying in each country for about a yr, to experience the seasons change and to experience the culture and life. i dun really like going on tours because it's pretty silly. u go there, snap, and go back on the coach. i'd rather be there and live like a local

2.i keep lots and lots of crappy stuff like nice plastic bags/ packaging, ribbons, things that i think will be useful in craft projects, etc.

3. i WANT a sewing machine

4. it's quite hard to think of 5 things (that i wanna share that is..)

5. i hate my wireless connection cos it keeps getting dc-ed

and i dunno who to name to do this 5 things

jus watched this thai movie : my girl or my sassy girl. it's so cute! and its nice also. u shud go watch it too! the kids were so natural!!

cant wait to watch 2 films. perhaps love and memoirs of a geisha. i rmb how i wanted to murder arthur golden after i finished reading memoirs and realised it was all fictitious. its a nice story nonetheless.

watched potter today. so sad cedric died! he's such a nice ( and cute also) guy. but the yr at hogwart's seemed to pass so quickly. and cho chang a bit the hua ping (flower vase). i nv read the potter bks so i dunno what its originally meant to be like. the visuals were real good though.
AND i mus catch perhaps love (that has takeshi -looking good and singing- of course) nxt wk!!

i wanna get back to my old everyday routine. my cousins frm m'sia are here since sat, and are leaving tmr. i mean, they are fun, but a bit tired to entertain them. and im going hol soon, so i needa finish a number of stuff...hai. i really kinda hate the thot of being j2 nxt yr.
things i look fwd to in 2006 will be :
-artistic indulgence! (yw be my concert going mate!)
-SFF!!!!!!!!
-more discipline

things i dun look fwd to in 2006:
-graduation :(
-A's :((((((

i changed my phone! to a samsung x640. camera! that's all i want actually. kinda like my old phone too, its sleek and simple. and its got some msgs and pics inside. memories. but maybe this is a fresh start too.

lost is nice! but i didnt watch frm the start, and the 2nd season is only coming out nxt march..hope AXN shows season 2 earlier.

i wish im living in a vaccuum again.

or just somewhere outta this place

im lazy to blog. the hols are ending soon, i must stop wasting my days. i need to expand my vocabulary. i havent watched potter yet cos the plan failed. fullstop.

i jus rmbed sth. NEVER EVER EVER EVER watch the show Gigli, by ben and jen (lo) it's absolutely directionless...and i jus turned to other channels like maybe 30 min into it. so glad i didnt catch it in the cinema. and who havent watched potter!! raise ur hand!! ahahhaha!!

was watching project runway with my mum. and i jus dun understand why my mum uses ALL HER MIGHT to DISCOURAGE me frm doing fashion, telling me "sewing is hard! dressmaking is damn hard! see that needle got into her finger!" (like wth! i dun care!! i dun mind sewing day and night) . NOTHING can change my mind. maybe i myself in the future. but not at this pt of time. so i told her, YES I NOE U ARE TRYING TO DISCOURAGE ME. but yes, im still going down the "proper way" and prob end up with some desk job. wish i cud ffwd my life 10 yrs. and i'd be doing stuff i love! oh, and she said, i think office jobs are the best. oh yeah!?!? ok, some ppl's dreams may be those office jobs, but i bet u all the money in the world, not mine.




(yes waffles i ripped this off ur frenster bulletin)
(x) >> YES
( ) >> NO
(~) >> in between

(x) i have a cell phone
() i am an only child.
(~) i am a shopaholic
( ) i have smoked a cigarette before.
( ) i have done/doing drugs
(x) i have drank
(x) i love cold weather.
(x) i can't live without music.
(~) i have no tolerance of ignorant people
( ) i'll be in this town forever.
(x) i've been to 5 other countries.
() i have more than a few horrible memories.
(~) i am addicted to chocolate.
(~) i love airplane rides
(x) i love taking pictures


- sometimes
(x) i can be mean when i want to
(x) my parents care about my grades.
(x) one of my best friends is a girl...
(~ ) i am easy to talk to
(x)i hate when people are late
(x) i love winter.
(x) i have too many little clothes for my closet
(x) i love to sleep
(x) i wish i were smarter
( ) i HATE drama
() i love acting.
( ) i never fight with my parents
(~) i love the beach...so much
(~) i can't control my emotions
(x) i have moved on more than once.
( ) i truly care about my friends.
(x) i love to draw-
(x) i love my computer.
( ) i love people who sing.
( ) i'm a happy person...
(~) i love to dance.
(~) i love to sing.
(~) i love cleaning my room.
(~) i tend to get jealous very easily!
( ~) i love school
(!) i love night better than day..
( ) i have been on the phone for over 5 hours
(x) i don't like to study for tests.
( ) i am too forgiving..
(x ) i miss elementary school
( ) i love chocolate kisses
( ) i love the color pink
( ) my eye color changes.
(x) i become stressed easily.
(~) i hate liars! (who doesnt lie anyway)
( ) i LOVE comfy sweatpants.
(x) i can play the piano
(~) i love the smell of rain.
(x) i love my family.
(x) i hate the feeling of failure.
(x) i have friends in other countries.
() i know how to cook..
(x) i can speak another language..
(x) at times i can be quite selfish.
() at times, i still act like a little kid
(~ tending to x) i LOVE Babies.
(xxxxxxxx) i have problems with letting go of old
feelings/memories
(x) i lost someone.
(x) i hate being alone.
( ) i love someone.
(~) i love summer.
(~) i love the weekends
(~) i can type with one hand.
(x) i live in a house.
(x) i have bad memories.
(x) i go to school
() i sing in the shower.
(x) i already experienced camping.
() i usually get what i want
(xxxx) no one knows the full story of my life.
(~ tending to _) i am close with my parents.
(~ ) i love to read
(x) i wish i were more motivated for school.
( ) i hate myself

OMG. u HAVE to check this out

www.studentssketchpad.blogspot.com

its so hilarious. EVEN THOUGH, the rg stereotypes are kinda overboard. but yeah, its really hilarious. jus view it for pure pleasure and it wun be that offensive. pls do read the archives too.

im so proud of myself! i got down to doing my HOD assignment. so ncie k!!!

i had a weird dream last nite...hmm, i think i watch too much AXN. anyway, i think i've had enough of the sedentary lifestyle i've been leading since term ended, guess i shud do sth more beneficial and like intellectually stimulating. i'll prob do some reading. and perhaps heed my dad's advice to read some chi bks. it's not that i dun like chi, but chi stories dun exactly interest me leh..like wu xia xiao shuos and those lovey qiong yao type. ahhah! i think i'd read wesley instd, pretty interesting.

ok, i shall start my resolutions for the new year of 2006!

-spend less $
-slack less
-exercise more
-try to be more part time vegeterian


*who has my hydro notes!!! they're not at home and not in my locker!!! :( it has my beautiful drawings of the tree and the diff type of flows and interceptions, and my beautiful drawings of hygroscopic and capillary water. IT CANT BE LOST!!!! :( help me check ur lockers when u go back to sch. thnks.

yay gathering qt successful! tho many ppl cudnt turn up in the end. but well pretty fun. we had yining lcy minjie ZHUOMIN (like whoa!) hao wan (aka sin yong aka magician) ben tan sam deb ang and rach shen and joy came to join us later. hahah, kbox was qt hilarious

damn, i didnt get econs S...and i dun feel like going for the workshop! i noe it's kinda useful and all..but U NOE. in fact, im getting kinda..ok VERY scared abt next yr. i cant imagine the transition frm the current sedentary lifestyle to a heart thumping year nxt yr. i really cant imagine!! im like in paranoia now. and i AM GONNA MUG LIKE SHIT. i dun care abt my social life, i dun care if ppl call me a mugger. GO AHEAD. but im gonna mug like shit cos i want it so badly.

im feeling damn scared now. next yr. next yr. THE yr. so im gonna play as hard as i can this hols and really settle down for nxt yr